Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @ 7:08 PM
had home econ . damn damn . ((: . din bring anything . LOLs . ouh wells . onie 8 ppl done . ((: . hehs . see how lazie we rr . ouh wells . later post again . recess liao . ((: . hehs . sitting beside jj .
@ 12:04 AM
sorie forr nort updating . been busy lahs lately . ((: . 3rd day ob puasa . woohoo .((: . good ` ;; good ` ;; good . now in dhha comp labb . im beink lroved by my ghurls .((: . hehs . im lroving it ! . ie feel sho much good lately . uhhuh . thkx tuh fahmi forr telling mwe dhhatruth . ((: . now sitting beside wani . fun ! .
Monday, September 25, 2006 @ 6:34 AM
yay ! . hady mirza won ! . woohoo . shout till ie hurts my throat . msging sumone . ((: . hehs . damn damn fun lahs ! . everything oso wanna follow mwe . humph ! .
okehh . ie cry again . this tyme ie TERbatal my puasa . so do fahmi dear . ((: . hehs . he cry . ie oso cry . ))x . told him dhha truth . ie felt much better . he did told mwe dhha truth . ((: . thkx ! . thkx ! . thkx ! . shika was there wid mwe . was great having her . ((: . went to cp awhile . wait for bela . ((: . again . saw fahmi dear &. peeps . ((: .
` lroving ` - shika - - bela - - baobei -- afika sweets - - sillylala sis -
THKX ! . ((:
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 1:04 AM
was on dhha fone wid sillylala sis . ((: . damn damn miss her . ((: . okehh . sumting bad happened . she told mwe bad bad news . but ie guess ` ;; ie hafta try tuh accept dhha reality . looks like ie have tuh be for who ie am .no more ifamy . ))'= . for those who kip asking mwe tuh be wid him ` ;; sorie . he`s no more .
first day ob fasting . omgg . my voice damn damn sucky lahs .)): . sick sick sick ! . sick ob lrove &. sick cox ob my health .
ie tried tuh laugh . ie try tuh smile .but ie guess ie cant . deep down in my hart ` ;; ie failed . for how long must ie cry for him ? .y must he lied tuh others dat he did talk tuh mwe in sch ? . he did never ! . pls boy ` ;; dun give false hope tuh 'em . okehh . ie did jealous ob ue cox ue did talk tuh others but did never tuh mwe . *crying* . ie miss our old memories . dhha no. o7 . ie simply hate when dhha no. cums . after ue left mwe ` ;; ie try tuh be be fine . pretending .but too bad im nort . ue owaes said dat ie owaes tink ob my ghurls . but im nort . ie try tuh tink bout ue . but ue just din realised . ie was hurt . ue told mwe ol kind ob promises ` ;; but ue din even fulfilled one . never . partially its my fault too . cox ie din even listen tuh ue once . im sorie . its my mistakes . blame mwe ib ue wan . scold mwe ib ue wan . hate mwe ib ue wan . ie accept dhha consequences . cox im in fault . ie tot we rr okehh after we broke up . we rr nort . y must ue treat mwe like ure enemy ? .y ? . ie was looking forward for ure reasons but none ob 'em came . ie guess just tuh take revenge ? . believe mwe anort its ure prob . ie try tuh let ourt my feelings tuh my ghurls but none can help mwe . cox they din noe how hurt ie am .ie dun wan today ` ;; 2mrw &. yesterday .
ue noe dat im weak . yet ue do this tuh mwe . ie noe when im wid ue ` ;; ie kip toking bout SALMAN . cox ie wanna noe how deeply ue lrove mwe . ie was testing ure patience . ie guess ie did wrong . ))'= . ie realised my mistakes . im sorie . ie did run away from home . tot ue din noe . but ie guess was wrong . IBU did inform ue after ol .ie din expected ue call my home . when ue call ` ;; ie cried . but luckily ue din noticed it . ie was happy yet im sad . reason ue called tuh see ib im home . sad is bcox ure nort mine nemore . ie regret slapping ue . boie ` ;; im sorie . ))'= . tot slapping ue feel much better . but after slapping ue ` ;; makes mwe sad . ol ie do is cry .
bout ol my friends did tuh ue . actually ie din noe . ue called aini asking ib WE did bring ppl tuh beat ue . no never ! . we din noe anything until ue told us . ie SWEAR . after ue put down dhha fone . we cried . we quickly mit 'em . they said they just wanna do it for fun cox they pity mwe . ie did settle up for ue . but ue never appreciate it . ie told 'em dat ue rr dhha one ie lrove . ie reject ali cox ob ue . its ol up tuh ue ib ue wanna believe mwe anort . cox its ure life . ue rr dhha one who is gonna express ure feelings . nort mwe .everything ie did is for ue but ie dunch wanna let ue noe . im scared ue gonna leave mwe &. im scared ue scold mwe . but luckily ue din realised wad ie done is just for ue . im SORIE for nort letting ue noe . ))'= .
up tuh ue ib ue lrove mwe anort . for ol ie noe ` ;; ue rr dhha one ie lroved MOST * .
both zuls ` ;; iswandy ` ;; ais ` ;; ali &. hazim . im sorie ib ie reject ure lrove . cox ue guys are nort for mwe . ie lrove my ex . nort ue guys . im SORIE . appreciate ure concern &. kindness .but ue guys rr nort suitable for mwe . ))'=
Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ 7:07 AM
went tuh sch early in dhha mawning . ((: .
had yia . okehh lahs actually .
mummy told mwe sumting . omgg .
was relieved but sad too . )): .
went tuh babypink house awhile den bla bla bla .
reached hm ard 6pm . quickly call fiza sis .
sad ! . sad ! . sad ! . thkx forr dhha advises ` ;; sis .part i - guys ` ;; pls accept my decision .
ie've made my decision . ie noe ue
guys cant accept dhha blow .
mwe too cant accept dhha blow .
things did chged very very quickly .
but ie dun see ue guys bother bout dhha chges .
m ie dreaming ? .
everyone & everybody chge .
ib its true ue lrove him alot ` ;;
tell mwe pls .
ie dunch wann myself tuh get hurt
again .
just bcox ob him ` ;; we fought .
ib ue tink ue dunch wann mwe &. him tuh
be together . fine . atleast tell mwe .
sooner or later ie accept dhha blow .
dun be a 2 faced bitch .
talked about otha ppl as if ue ureself
rr sho damn farking perfect .
im just pissed off wid ue ! .part ii - ghurl ` ;; again . ie told ue dat ie wan
dhat farking thing yet ue ureself bought it .
ie regret telling ue . trying tuh make mwe jealous huh ? .
ouh wells . ie just dun give a damn lahs ! .
ie give my thing tuh ue yet ue do this tuh mwe .
heys ! . get lost ob my farking life lahs ! .
cannot accept mwe ` ;; go &. scram lahs ! .
bitch ! .
Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 6:49 PM
had a bad bad day . slacked in dhha canteen wid shayu ` ;; dil sis ` ;; bela ` ;; babypink ` ;; lola &. dee . told lola dhha truth . omgg . im sorie lahs dearr . sooner or later ue'll find ourt . ((: . take kare k ? . den mwe ` ;; bela ` ;; babypink ` ;; shayu & dil sis decided tuh go plaza . slacked . fun ! . fun ! . fun ! . played guitar . laughed our ass off ! . den ie dunch have dhha mood ;; ol ob sudden . actually ie noe but decided nort tuh tell . cox later sum peeps pao toh . hehs . at night ` ;; kol lola . omgg . sad ` ;; sad ` ;; sad . ))x . ie feel bad .sorie . p/s : im nort missing ue .
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 10:36 PM
make a quick post aite ?ie miss fahmi . ie felt guilty after saying those harsh words . ie feel bad . boy ` ;; ib ue rr reading this ;; im sorie . din mean tuh hurt ue . ie feel sho bad . im guilty .ie still do lrove ue bt im pretending im nort . omgg . mummie kips talking bout ue .pls talk tuh her . we really miss ue damn farking lots . ue just dun notice it .boy ` ;; ie gave up on ue cox ue lrove sumone else .
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 @ 9:07 AM
ie gave up ! . ))'= . pls ` ;; dunch bother bout mwe nemore ! . cox ie gave up ! . argh !!!!!!!!!!!! .
Sunday, September 17, 2006 @ 6:27 PM
sorie for late updates . ((: .will update now aite ? . hope dhha post wun be tooooooooodamn longggggggg . ((: . 13 sept ` ;; played wid waterr . it was my damn idea . dhha ghurls agreed . ((: . mwe ` ;; shayu ` ;; dee &. mai .damn wet lahs . dhha ghurls kana caught wid this t'cher . nort shure lahs . when ie entered dhha toilet ` ;; sara kana mopped ! . sho ie helped her ourt . mummie lina ` ;; syafa ` ;; jess darls were there . haha ! . mummie said ie mopped damn funie . see lahs . ((: .fun ! . fun ! . fun ! . 14 sept ` ;; went to mai's house . ((: . went wid bela ` ;; babypink `;; dee .mai din went to sch . sho went over there watched entity ` ;;pontianak sundal mlm ii & ie dunch noe dhha title . ((: .fun lahs ! . ate here &. there . fun ! .15 sept ` ;; ie cried again ! . omgg . thkx forr dhha shoulder babypink ! . ure dhha best ! . ((: .bela saw my tears rolling down . ))x shayu saw it too . ))x . ie feel bad lahs ! . went to mai's house again . they cheer mwe up ! . ((: .dee &. shayu came after that . 16 sept ` ;; okies . went to tarian . boo ! . saw wawa &. wak yah . ((: .talked & talked & crack jokes . ((: . den miss ct & sumarni came . ((: . den 3 boys came . ((: . there was meeting ONIE ! .haha ! . finish den mwe ` ;; miss ct ` ;; wawa ` ;; wak yah &. sumarniwent to eat . ((: . miss ct &. wak yah treat us . thkx guys ! . ((: .omgg ~ . performance is on NOV & DEC .grr . 17 sept ` ;; was looking at my tagboard &. pop ! .came one ob this name "ALI SHARK" .LOLs ! . wad kind ob name is that lahs ? .funnie ppl wid funnie NAME . ((: .he did say he wanna wait for mwe at my outside sch . LAME ! .ib he wanna wait ` ;; wait lah ko ! .cox ib ue kip pestering mwe ` ;; ie will shurely report to either police or t'chers or worst still dhha PRINCIPALs . how bout dat ? . ie dunch wanna fight wid this ALI SHARK .cox he's nobody to mwe . its between mwe &. my ghurls & HER .geddit ? ue dunch MASOK CAMPOR .cox ue nobody to us . ((: .ib ue tink ure big enuff ` ;; sho wad ? .kiter same2 MANUSIE .kalo lahs ko SHARK . ((: .shark cannot go blog cox shark hafta stay in dhha WATER .agree peeps ?. ((: .or ALI SHARK nie KURANG KASIH SYG . ((: .guys are NORT allowed in girl's settlement . TANKIEW .[ will nort updating that much but kip tagging aite ? ]((: .6 more days to PUASA ! . ((:selamat bulan puasa in ADVANCED ! . =Pp
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 10:36 PM
sorie this past few days din update . ((: .well ` ;; had lotsa fun wid shayu ` ;; lola &. dini . played water lahs . ie was dhha one who planned it . ((: .fun ! . fun ! . fun ! .today ` ;; ol dhha mly boys sho jiwangs man ! . ((: .fahmi ` ;; bought guitar . woohoo . gonna play ! . cant wait .but ie dun tink sho ie wanna play . will ingat kenangan manis , im in dhha comp labb noe . bell rang liao ! .
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @ 9:42 PM
ie had lotsa fun yesterday ! . ((: . hehs . damn2 fun . slack wid sum ob 'em . ((: ie missing my ghurls right now . )): ouh wells . slacked wid nazri ` ;; kor kor ` ;; kecik & apek . hehs . apek : dunch sad2 nehs . ue make mwe sad lahs . cox ure my kyoot partner . ((: . there's still lotsa fishes out there lahs .ue can pick anyone ib ue wan . ((: .sho dunch worie lahs . WE here for ue ! * mwahx ! msging kor kor lahs . damn ediert lahs him ! . humph ! .sabotaged mwe . ie hate ue lahs yet ie lrove ue ((: ib ue lrove dat sumone ` ;; continue lroving aite ? .dee ` ;; dilah ` ;; bela ` ;; babypink ` ;; qee ` ;; lola ` ;; shayu & yani . im missing ue guys lahs .
@ 9:42 PM
ie had lotsa fun yesterday ! . ((: . hehs . damn2 fun . slack wid sum ob 'em . ((: ie missing my ghurls right now . )): ouh wells . slacked wid nazri ` ;; kor kor ` ;; kecik & apek . hehs . apek : dunch sad2 nehs . ue make mwe sad lahs . cox ure my kyoot partner . ((: . there's still lotsa fishes out there lahs .ue can pick anyone ib ue wan . ((: .sho dunch worie lahs . WE here for ue ! * mwahx ! msging kor kor lahs . damn ediert lahs him ! . humph ! .sabotaged mwe . ie hate ue lahs yet ie lrove ue ((: ib ue lrove dat sumone ` ;; continue lroving aite ? .dee ` ;; dilah ` ;; bela ` ;; babypink ` ;; qee ` ;; lola ` ;; shayu & yani . im missing ue guys lahs .
Monday, September 11, 2006 @ 9:20 AM
had cip after sch . quickly rush . ((: .omgg ~ . reached cp ` ;; mwe ` ;; afika & dilah went banquet .dilah wanted to buy takoyaki . bought it ` ;; quickly took a bite . lame lahs she . ((: . den went tuh library . okies . mwe & . afika was sent outside as we needy do dhha shelving . ((: . hehs . bla bla bla . ie slept awhile . lucky2 ` ;;afika woke mwe up ! . thkx . saw my ghurls .lroving 'em lahs ! . they shout my name . paiseh btol ! . saw k ` ;; gal japz & whoever lahs .finished at 4.45pm . afika went home .sho dilah accompanied mwe to banquet to eat ! . hehs . ((: . saw mardiana & aisyah . aisyah is my kindergarden friend shey . she cantremember mwe . ((: . dumb ass ! . oops ! .her hair is still dhha same . long like penyapu ! .HAHA ! . seperate ways wid dilah . ((: .went to structure park met dhha ghurl . omgg . rabaks ! . they were picnic-ing shey ! . fun ! fun ! fun ! .like dini sae " dhha ghurls are back . & . we ol in this together ! " ((:TRUE man ! .
Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 6:38 PM
am now in dhha comp labb .hehs . ((: . went to sch wid my BOTH sis . im lroving 'em ` ;; as usual . hadd sho much .hehs . sms-ed wolf woof saying she sorie . nemindd ghurl . ie unds ue . ((: dammit ! . cant slp lahs yesterday . )): . sms-ed dice ; iswandy ; wolf woof ;ais &. nazri nenek . sho much fun lahs ! . joke here & there . LOLs . joke here &. there . had sho much fun ! . thkx for accompany - ing mwe guys ! .hehs . ((: . shall update laterr ! . needy to go recess .. ie lrove qiaoting ahmei !
@ 7:40 AM
01) single, taken or crushing?
single .
02)are you happy with your life now?
hmms ` ;; wid him ard my life is great . ((:
03)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him/her fast?
depends norhs ((:
04)have you ever had your heartbroken?
damn heartbroken .
05)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
hmms ` ;; let see how it goes lahs . ((:
06)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
depends how it goes lahs . ib he's sincere ` ;; will take him back .
07)have you talk bout marriage with another before?
uhhuh . ((: .
08)do you want children?
depends . bt its kinda mafan lahs !
09)how many?
2 is enuff for mwe .
10)would you consider adoption?
ure head lahs ! . tk syg anak per ?!
11)if someone like you right now,what do you thing is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
by telling can ? .
12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?
uhhuh . bt dhha least is fighting . )):
13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
its my life . dunch bother bout dhha furthest .
14)do you believe in love at first sight?
LOLs ! ((x
15)are you romantic?
grr ~ asked my friends or x(s) lahs .
16)do you believe you can change someone?
ib they really wana chge sho be it . ((: .
17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
australia or hawaii . ((:
18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?
uhhuh . ((:
19)do you have feelings for someone right now?
hell yeah ! .
20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
uhhuh .
21)have you ever broken a heart?
uhhuh . totally regret it . )):
22)if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy/girl you deeply in love with,what would you do?
give in . eventhou ie lrove taht guy damn much . ((:
23)are you missing someone now?
uhhuh . ((:
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.
Tag them in their blog to let them know..
- zariina darl
- wolf woof
- blackbeauty
- diinii
- kaeim done wid my survey . anymore to go ? .hehs . omgg ~ now is 10.39pm . yet ie still havent bath since mawning .plain lazy lahs ! . shall do it later .sch starting 2mrw . ((: .&. again ie still havent prepared .even ct nurr sweets is nort prepared ! .okies . okies . nid to be guai lahs ! .smsing dice right now . LOLs .he &. sky missed mwe lahs ! . ie noe .((: . thkx lahs ehk . omgg ~ .2mrw having CIP at 2.30pm ie guess . ((: . yay ness ! . can somebody fetch mwe ? .hehs . lucky2 shafizah sis gave mwe survey .sho that it can kill my boredom ! .((: . its ol about r'tionship . ((: now ` ;; she's becoming dj . look at her blog & dhha song has been chged ! .nice job dj ! . ((: .p/s : ib one day ie'll be ure sunshine . ((x
@ 12:21 AM
dammit ! . yesterday ` ;; went johore . haha ! . had lotsa fun & . lotsa stuffs . ((: .mummy bought for mwe shoe . ((: . nyce lahs ! .den ue noe ` ;; johore's ppl din kare to obey rules . like " do not smoke " . sho den there's one guy . a mly guy who smokes . ie said in mly " kater melarang merokok . beh isap . " . mumie heard it & . she laugh her ass off ! . freak lahs she ! . den sumore there's one mly guy too ` ;;sell vcd . he approach us & . say " cik nk lik vcd ? . anak cik lawar uh ! "den mumie said " sayer tau anak cik lawar . but too bad dier suke satu orgg jek " & ie interupt " btol tu ! . ie stick to one ! . " ((: . we both laugh our ass off ! . HAHA ! .den mumie decided to eat . msging zariina darl ` ;; gal japz ` ;;nyamok & fahmi . ((: . had lotsa fun msging dhha ghurls . ((: .
reached home at 2am . wah liao ! . tired lahs . den wake up at 8.30am . called nyamok . too bad she'swid nad . ((: . sho gave my attitude a bit . den put hang up . went back to slp . woke up at 11.30am . everybody din wake up .sho went back to slp AGAIN ! . woke up at 1.52pm . see lahs ! . how tired ie m . ((: . slp like a PIG . oink ! oink ! .zul cyg msg mwe . ie lrove him lots lots ! . ((: .now raining heavily . ((: . aww . sho cold . ((: . havingg flu right now . looks like hafta eat noodles tom yam ! .delicious lahs ! . ((: . im sho bored . can sumonebuy for mwe chocs ? . zariina darl : ie lrove ue lahs ! . uhhuh . dunch worie boutmwe & . family . hehs . had lotsa fun lahs yesterday ! .bluetooth here & . there . ((:gal japz : sho be it ib THEY hate mwe . ((: . wun make anydifference lahs ghurl . they such a two faced bitch . ((: .thkx for helpingg mwe . =Ppfahmi : r ue shure dhha ans is no ? . cox ie heard rumours . tell ibu for mwe pls ? . thkx ! .
Saturday, September 09, 2006 @ 1:28 AM
omgg ~ im farkingg bored lahs . aiyoh . woke up at 1.30pm . damn late lahs ! . tired due ob nort enuff sleep . ((: . read ol my msged at my 1st acct ob friendster . ((: . received lots msges . den theres one msgg from gal jap .7 march 06 . clicked it & . read it . she told mwe & she wrote it "iFa swears she love me 4ever" .& . gal jap asked mwe " ko tak reser touching ker ? "fahmi told her dhat . ((: . aww . thkx ghurl . budden we're nort together . & . ue knew it huh ? . sorie . ie din mean it lahs . lookingg forward to zariina darlink to msg mwe . ((: . im waiting for my girls to msg lahs ! . especially shafizah SIS ` ;; ana wolf woof & who everr lahs . & him . ((: . hehs . mwe & . him okeh liao . ie mean we back together as friends . ((: . felt relieved after dhat incident . wells . wanna share sumtingg to ue peeps . have ue ever seen a modern wolf ? . ((x .funie lahs ! . & have ue ever seen a wolf eat eggs ? . HAHA ! . ie laugh out loud sia when ie heard dat ! . funie ppl wid fun imagination . ((: . find ourt from sumone . dunch wanna mention that particular person . later dat particular person scold mwe or wadever lahs ! . HAHA ! . wolf eat eggs . LOLs !maybe mwe & family gonna go johore . argh ! . wanna buy shoes & stuffs lahs ! . wanna shop till iedrop dead meat . ((: . aww . ie beginning to miss zariina darl ` ;;shafizah sis & ana lahs ! . ghurls . msg mwe lahs ! . damn missing yarr . ((: . p.s : whenever it tinking bout ue . ((:
Friday, September 08, 2006 @ 7:07 AM
Questions.1.How are you feeling today?Pink - Who knewouh wells . nobody knew that im hurt 2.Will you get far in life?Natalie [ justin roman ] - Where are you ?ie started missing sumone special lahs ! )):3.How do your friends see you?Gabriella High School Musical - When there was me & youLike that ! . LOLs ! ((:4.Will you get married?3 doors down - when im gone aww . nort shure . gonna miss my HAPPY life ! . hehs 5.What is your best friend's theme song?High School Musical - we all in this togetherhmms ! . bela rawks ?6.What is the story of your life?Mariah Carey - we belong togetherie knew we belong together . ((:7.What was high school like?Rihanna - unfaithfulsum were unfaithful ones . ((:8.How can you get ahead in life?VE RUFFEDGE - tiada lagi cintaalamak ! no cinta huh ? . ((x9.What is the best thing about your friends?Nsync - i promise youthey olwaes promised mwe we were rawk once . ((x10.What is in store for this weekend?Rossa - tegarku tegar demi cintamu ((:11.What song describes you?pussycat dolls - stick with youie noe im gonna stick wid ure hart ! LOLs .12.To describe your grandparents?Lestari - Airmata Saksi CintakuOh, that's SO sweet! :D13.How is your life going?High School Musical - start of something newie have to start somnething new ob my LIFE14.What song will they play at your funeral?Paris Hilton - stars are blindstars are nort blind . lrove is blind . ((:15.How does the world see you?Neyo - so sick im sick ob my life . =Xx16.Will you have a happy life?massari [ feat loon ] - smile for meie wanna ue to smile at mwe . ((:17.What do your friends really think of you?Chris Brown - run it [ remix ]ie dun run it . correct ? .18.Do people secretly lust over you?massari - real lovegrr ~19.How can I make myself happy?rupee - party dont stopby party ing dun stop ! ((=20.What should you do with your life?raghav - no nono no to my old life . 21.Will you ever have children?american rejects - move alongdunch noe . ((: It's interesting don't you think so?I want the following 5 people to do this for me :1. Qiaoting2. RinnieRyn dearest3. Kae4. Zielicious5. AieenFavourites. :D:DColour(s): White, Black, Hot Pink, Orange, Lime green, Purple ((:Food: Chocolates, Sweets, Lollypops ((xSong: I have so many!Movie: I have so many! Sport: grr ~Day of the week: SaturdaySeason: Winter.Ice-cream: Chocolate, Cookies & Cream.Yummy! :DCurrent Mood: Hap hap HAPPY! :D:DneutralTaste: Excuse me?Clothes: lady light . casual when slacking ((:Desktop: HplaptopTime: 10.46pmSurroundings: Me, eldest sisAnnoyance: Creepy crawlies & cats! Firsts:Best friend: belaCrush: dun have . onie him . ((:Lasts:Cigarette: passive smoker ((:Drink: chocolate milk shakeRide: walkingMovie: the monster housePhone call: belaCD: dun haveHave you ever?Dated one of your best friends: nope Been arrested: nah ~Skinnydipped: no way ! .Tried been on TV: uhhuhKissed someone you don't know: DUN be sho mepek cn ? .Things:4 things you did today: Blogging, Talking on the phone, Sleep & LaughThe chosen five : Qiaoting, RinnieRyn dearest, Aieen, Kae, zielicious .okays . omgg ~ ie hate dng surveys . aiyoh ! . ((x . wells . had sho much fun lahs ! . slp for 1 hour . get myself ready . kol him dat ie wanna go ourt . scared he woried lahs ! . mit bela under void deck . ((: . den wanted to mit dilah . bt tk jadi lahs . mls lahs ! saw babypink ` ;; sha & lola . hmms . mwe ` ; bela ` ; babypink & lola decided to go babypink's house . damn kecoh lahs ! had sho much laughter . ((: . den lola went off . LOLs ! . den ard 7pm babypink's mom came back . mwe & bela decided to go off lahs cox we oso darh penat . den went cp . ate cheesecake oreo dat ie've been craving for ! . drank choc milkshake & bela drank cookies & cream milkshake . damn nyce lahs ! . ((: . reached hm ard 9+ . yipee ~ !
Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ 11:27 PM
my secondd post for now ` ;;to sumone ` ;; im sorie aite ? . ie noe ue've been looking for mwe . im totally sorie . im like chging again . ie dun wanna chge to dhha bad girl . )): . sorie . ie noe ue still kare for mwe . ie noe . but ue din show upp . haish . ie noe ue . ((: . but like ue said ` ;; ue dun wan to have misunderstandingg nemore . ie aggred wid ure decision cox its urs . ie did lrove ue once ` ;; now ie dunch noe . maybe its bcox im deeply lrove ue ` ;; ie tink . pls continue wid ure life now . ((: . dunch bother bout mwe nemore .uhhuh . ie taunt its bcox ie've been searchingfor my mumie & . ie really wanna be alone . bt ie guess it wrongly to be turned out . )): .haish . ie noe ue . ue called mwe just now ` ;;just bcox to noe if im ok anort . m ie right ? . wells ` ;; im fine . ue asked mwe bout my voice huh ? .wells ` ;; just recovered from high fever & . sore throat . bt too bad im sick again . due to lack ob sleep ie guess . ((x . thkx ! . ie really appreciates . ue did asked mwe ib ie olready eaten . ie did sae uhhuh . cox once ie say im did nort eaten ` ;; ue might scold mwe . haish . ue oso asked mwe to promised him ` ;;nort to do this nemore . ie did sae ie agreed . cox ie noe im nort a boy . im a girl who have 'marwah' .haish . ie heard ure voice ` ;; tears kept rolling dwn my cheeks . )): . flashing back . haish . sorie ib ie make ue worried . ie really dunno wad to do lahs .seriously ` ;; nobody to turn to . no ue . nobody . everybody worried . sorie aite ? . )): . ie lrove ue lahs ! . argh ! . enuff ` ;; eifa ! . enuff . )): . p/s : missing ue is just part ob my parcel life . ((:
@ 9:43 PM
im tired lahs ! . ((: . just came back home from taunt . [ nort shure ib dhat's dhha spelling ] .argh !!!!!!!!!!! . mwe ` ;; ace & . sky . havingg fun . ((: . crack jokes . den ace gotta mit his boo . ((: . while left mwe & . sky .sho we decided to pour OL our probs . told him bout my family ` ;; girls & . him . & & & we did GOSSIPs ! . fun lahs ! . started missing my gossip partner ` ;; bela !!! yay ness ! laterr gonna mit bela & . babypink . hope it jadi shey . really missing damn truck lots . ((: . bt heys ! . im tired & . sleeping . bleh kerr ako blajarr shey ? . buck up iFa ! no more taunt - ning . ))x . ie din sleep at ol shey . disturb dhha residents . HAHA ! fun fun fun !! ie wan to taunt . shall ask dhha rest . yipee ! ~ .missing shafizah sis . ((:
@ 5:24 AM
daddy ` ;; pls lah ! . ure matured enuff . ue expect mwe to sit here while dng nothingg ? . give mwe sum fun cox its been a long tyme ie din hangout wid my friends . )): . after ie broke up wid fahmi ` ;; ie seldom went dwn . pls lahs . as if ue neverr hangout wid urefriends ? . sho wad ib ue have many friends out there dat r police ? . sho wad ? . as if ie wanna be a police woman . ie dun wish to be a police officer . *yucks!* wadeverr it is ` ;; im nort alive ! . ie regret sia just now ` ;; neverr cut my blood vessel . ie feel like killing myself ! . atleast mumie unds mwe . ue r nort dhha one who is understandingg . she's dhha one who olwaes by my side . daddy ` ;; ue knew ie smoke last tyme .bt ue kept quiet . cox y ? . ue oso did smokingg last tyme . thkx about that ! . but about hangout out wid my bdak bwah ` ;;slh kerr ?! its nort wrongg okies ?! argh ! . mummie did told mwe JGN PERGI JAOH2 kalo nk klrr . okies . ie did wad she says . cox she knew ie often gng out cox ie've just recovered fromhigh feverr . pls lahs daddy ! . wake up ! . more specific lahs ! .
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @ 8:33 AM
reached hm at ard 9.15pm . fark ! . ie simply hate my dad ! . hello ! . ie just got out from house today ! . & start slacking wid dhha rest .ard ard how many hours . its dhat a sin ? . no right ?! .argh !!! hate my daddy lahs . he kept controlling mwe . wanna confiscate my hp ` ;; keys & . ez link ? .confiscate lahs ! . ie dun nid those things lahs ! .ie can lend my friends . bt nort my girls . dunch wanna worie 'em . ((: . bt still ` ;; hate my dad ! . no privacy bodoh peh anak !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my mom now ` ;; she noes dhat im broke up wid fahmi & . now she elaborate it .it seems hard that my mom gonna believe that we're no LONGER together . )): . fought wid her cox ob fahmi . she really wans mwe & . fahmi back together . sorie mumie . cant have it . shit bang ! . wolf woof noes that bitch ! . haha ! . bt great lahs ! . noes wadd ?! .dhha bitch is NADHIRAH BTE KAMSANI . woohoo ~ lalas ~ sorie nadh ` ;; its ure fault lahs ! .
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @ 10:19 PM
woke up at 11.30am . woke up . headache plaks . next flu . grr . cant even open my eyes ! . ishk . per shey . )): .watched tv wid my lil sis . haha ! . saw a pool ob tissues lahs . she had her sniffles since last 2 days ie guess . pity her . )): .take kare okies sis ? . im sho lroving ue when ure OK . haha ! . now ` ;; im nort lroving ue . *bluekx* wacky called . sorie dearest .ie wanna go ourt to ` ;; bt im still sick lahs . dhha rest can go ourt except for mwe .)): . argh ! . next week will shurely go wid ue & girls . started missing lah ! .called mummie . wanna go ourt . she told mwe nort to go ourt as im weak . argh ! . this tyme ie'll listen to ue . dhha next tyme ue'll have to listen to mwe aite mummie ? .ie lrove ue lahs ! .daddy seems worried shey . alahh . dunch worie lahs daddy ! . )): nort in a gooooooodddddd terms wid dhat bitch . she sarks lahs ! . argh ! . she have leave mwe & my bestest girls alone lahs ! .heys BITCH ! . we rr dhha first one who start slack at RSI . next was ue okies bitch ? ! ure boo was right lahs ! . ue have ure farking own attitude dhats y dhha REST ob RSI hate ue . uhhuh ! . HATE UE ! . bt they din show up cox they might think they hurt ue . bt too bad . ie cant seem to have this feeling im-trying-to-TAHAN anymore . ehk girl . pls lahs ! . chged . ue ureself can chged . NO ONE can except diri ko ! .up to ue . im giving up ! . starting missing ue as those days drifts apart .
@ 9:42 AM
now is 12.38am . yet ie havent fastaslp . damn mrepeks lahs mwe . wells . in dhha afternoon ` ;; did called zul cyg ` ;; zico ` ;; kor kor . ie simply lrove 'em lahs . zul cyg is my friend aite ? . nort more than that ! . ((: .ard 6.30pm ` ;; did slack awhile .wid RSI . had lotsa fun lahs today ! . thkx babi ` ;; nasri ` ;; ali mok ` ;; man & apek . they rr funie ppl . ie disturbed nasri by calling him nenek . cox dhha way he nagg at mwe . ((: . sorie sygg ! . sayerr syg nenek bnyk2 lahs ! ((: . then ` ;; joke wid man & ali & babi . was great ! . looks like am dhha jokerr .((: . ie noe ue guys jealous lahs ! .especially apek ! . hehs . too badd . apek ` ;; missing ure jokes lahs ! . faster lahs !! joke sumore . ard 7.45pm liddat ` ;; left . reached hm ` ;; daddy & sis at home . daddy was worried cox ie might faint . dunch worie daddy .im fine . ((: .den 8+ went dwn . met ian darlink & kor kor . as kor kor left his wallet wid mwe . return dhha wallet to him & sat wid ian darlink as he wanna take photo ob mwe & him . he sho kyoot lahs ie tell ue ! .uhhuh ! . slack at blk 133 . den wan ` ;; syidiq & yayat came . wan farted ! . ian said it was smelly . but too bad ` ;; mwe & yayat din smell anything as we smell yayat's ciggies . ((: . LOLs ! .things happen . shant elaborate it . dunch wanna let sum ppl BUSYBODIEs .=P .proceed to plaza's bus stop . send yayat . he took bus 80 ` ;; he nid to work .went back slack more . ((: . go hm at 9pm . reached hm 9.10pm . missing nasri nenek ` ;; babi ` ;; apek ` ;; man & . ali .)): missing ma girls : rinnie dearest ` ;; ct nur sweets ` ;;blackbeauty ` ;; ana ` ;; aisah ahJIE ` ;; qiaoting ahMEI ` ;;wacky eka ` ; ;bela ` ;; babypink & zariina . ))x
