Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 7:24 AM
im simply boreddddddd. 2 days straight ie din get tuh post huh? ouh wells. here we go. ((: ie din get tuh contact my ghurls. freak! ghurls, miss mwe can? LOLs. reached home super early. ie wanna be a good girl. can mumie? HAHA! okehs. one of my ghurls told mwe dat ie've chged. seriously chged. nort of facial but attitude. im becaming alem. hack! im still dhha same lahs. right? or wad? im nort proud of it lahs but was shocked. here dhha conversation between mwe & my ghurl. her: ifa! amcm ko? mwe: halo___! ako? samer lahs. her: samer ko kater? ko okehs ker tk? mwe: samer lahs. ko gilerks per? her: otak ko lahs! ko darh mcm alem. mcm dgr ckp org gituk lahs. ((: mwe: ouhs. okehs lahs. to ue, im chging uh. but indeed ie am. cox dulu ako darh bnyk kurang ajar kt org & attitude ako sarks! hehs. her: baru ko sedar? ako ingat ko tk sedar! mwe: ntahs lahs ehks. ie am for who ie am. ((: okehs lahs. ako nk balek. bye! her: okehs lahs. bye! wells, ue see. im chging ehk? ie am for who ie am. hehs. funie ppl lahs! ((:
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 4:25 PM
ie feel like gng tuh dhha beach. can sumone accompany mwe can? LOLs. mumie's bdae coming sial. wad shud ie buy? freak! yest received 3 msges. from my tarian t'cher. damn! this sun ie gort performance. its a wedding performance. can sumone fetched mwe? pretty pls. im okehs, ie guess. kinda sad & happy at dhha same time. wonder y. ie wanna slack. sumbody, anybody, everybody. can slack wid mwe? pretty bored at home. am realised dat, everyday ie blog. ((x. im boredd! feel like gng tuh dhha beach sial! accompany mwe. missing my ghurls very much. ishk! seriously freaking bored. missing my hp. mumie, when can ie take back my hp? its been a week shey. )): will be chging my blogskin soon. no more song at my blog. woohoo. LAME lahs ifa. to my dearest alep, man, fiz, sya lao gong, sha. ie cant wait tuh mit ue guys! yay! outing here we come. LOLs. will get tuh see fiz KYOOT! ie mean fiz handsome. *fiz, kalo ako pnngl ko handsome, ko jgn cair ehk! fahmi lebeh handsome dari ko! hiyak! hiyak! hiyak!* shit bang! im getting fatter. ishk! getting fatter will become chubby! yay! ((: my stomach became bus tyre. LOLs. dats wad fahmi bachenz always said. 'perot mcm tayar bus' kuang asam! kehs lahs, wanna eat. LOLs. 
Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 9:44 PM
listening tuh -; teman tapi mesra. HAPIE 14TH BDAE SHIKIN! woke up at about 11.30am due tuh aini's call. she ah, spoiler man. ))x had a nice dream & a boo cox ie have tuh woke up & talked tuh her. but heys! fun talking tuh her thou. she wanted tuh go tuh my house. yay! had her accompany. thkx grrl. LROVED. a moment, she came. ie havent bath sial! oops, sorie grrl. awhile, ie received a called. from sumone. surprised. haish. went tuh mall. bought sumting. den rounding ard sgkg. coolness! [ took a free shutter bus ] =Pp. mwe & aini cried. ouh man! ie know. im sorry. din do a good job! >.< color="#00cccc">ie miss mai. mai -; whr have ue gone? pls, pls, pls contact mwe. im like running away sial! am ie avoiding my ghurls? )): cut dhha misses iFa! im done! can ie stop posting? =Xx. ie wanna stop using blogger lahs. shud ie stop using it? shud ie? tag & comment ppl! aku memang suka pada dirimu. namun aku ada yg punya.namun aku bingung. ketika dia bilang cinta dan dia juga katakan untuk ingin jadi kekasihku
Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 5:59 PM
sorie ppl for dhha previous post. was ol emo lahs. ((: LOLs. but im kinda confused lahs. seriously confused. hmms, beep mwe ppl! ie really nid sumone tuh talked to. =Xx. went tuh dhha grrl's side for dhha jemputan. this tyme, mwe & nurul sewel no nid tuh be dhha kendarat. woohoo. did dhha kompang & stuffs. lrove dhha kompang music. =)) really amazing! superb lahs. once seated, dhha kendarats gave us an ice cream. my fav flavour, choc! yummy delicious. ie dunch care if ie gain weight. ie lrove eating junk foods! ((: eat here & there. done, we took pics. lrove cam whoring. but hack! am realised dat ie kept quiet. =Xx. ol ie cud do is just smile. freak sial! who cares? den off tuh pasir ris. daddy's friend. mwe, sisters & mumie din wan tuh go tuh his friend. we're plain lazy lahs. & sumore, ie dunch even know 'em. sho, wads dhha used? LOLs. took sometime. den left pasir ris. while daddy driving. tears rolled down my cheeks. haish. emo, again. ie dunch dare tuh sae it here lahs. sorie ppl! boredom sarks! ((: new pics coming up! ((: take a good look at my picture gallery dat under links. ((: hehs. new pics coming up, & dunch forget tuh tag aite? LROVED! gonna wait for daddy's friend coming here. ((:
@ 12:07 AM
im trying my best tuh chge. was looking thru ol my post. my sweet lil diary. my pics. now, am realised dat every single moment giving hopes tuh 'em. but never did ie give hopes tuh myself. aint am mwe nowadays. ppl kip asking mwe y im chging. they even asked such quest. such as 'ue chge bcox ob lrove or ue really wanted tuh chged?' ol ie cud do, is just smile. after asking mwe dat quest, ie cried. ie really cant do anything about my behaviour/ attitude. ie noe ie was really dumb. dumb for falling inlrove. dumb for chging tuh dhha worst behaviour nd attitude. ie feel awkward for chging. =Xx. ie tried my best tuh dhha fullest tuh chge. ie left my ghurls aside. ie feel bad. walking away from 'em makes mwe regret. ie feel like crying right now, but im trying tuh strong. im 14, & ie have tuh handle ol my probs. am ie really chging for dhha better or chging for dhha worst right now? can they accept mwe for who ie am right now? ie can feel dhha loneliness after he left mwe. oltho he left mwe, ie still can survive. do lrove hurts? ib its a yes, y must we have tuh avoid being hurt? isnt dat silly by avoiding dhha pain & sorrow? im one ob 'em. ie am avoiding it, but ie realise dat after getting hurt ie have tuh be prepared. prepared tuh chged for dhha better. ((: tuh my lovely grrls, sorie for nort mitting ue guys lately. ((: ie really wanna chge. chge for dhha better. dats my wish. ((: shud ie be inlroved again? im scared ob falling inlrove. falling inlrove tuh dhha wrong person. or maybe anort tuh inlroved? hmms; ie dunch wanna replaced him. ie dunch wanna get hurt again. )): or maybe for dhha tyme being, lets nort inlroved again. ie just wanna be appreciate. dats ol. dunch get mixed up!
Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 10:48 PM
yawn! just woke up. reached home, ie went tuh my comfy bed. hehs. im damn sleepy okehs? lets get started! im sho lroved today can? went tuh hougang CC wid my dearest family. ((: slacked there awhile. dhha place were superb complicated lahs! hmms, mwe & nurul sewel have tuh be dhha kendarat for awhile. hell no, ie guess! we have tuh be kendarat for dhha whole jemputan! freakish shey. saw doulet. LOLs. ie missed hym! he superb tall. & handsome too. but fahmi more more handsome! right? im sho kecoh lahs. ie lrove lrove my cousins. oltho sum ob 'em were small, still ie lrove 'em. yay mwe! fahmi told mwe, after leaving mwe alone, ie started becoming like makcik. LOLs. no lahs, dear. oltho ue left mwe, im still dhha same ifa whom ue knew mwe for about 1yr plus. ((: dunch worie. im nort makcik bedah wors! my mother side came. damn kecohrable! lroved lroved lroved! my old fav tyme, adek sdare; IRFAN. ie simply lrove his hair. he's damn chubby. but too bad, im more more chubby. prasan lahs iFa! wad on dhha fone wid fahmi. ie kinda irritating, ie shud sae. ((: HAHA! sorie, dearest. ie do it on purposed lahs! ((: im bad huh? sorie sorie sorie. put down dhha fone, get busy as ie have tuh kemas dhha place. ((: im sho sho guai lahs! ((: left dhha place at ard 6.30pm liddat. hehs. lotsa food were taken from mwe. ((: ie wanna eat but ie dunch wanna get fat! aiy0h! =Xx. damn, tomorrow nid tuh go dhha grrls place plaks. hiyak! hiyak! hiyak! let see wad dhha grrl's side cooking. ie simply lrove tuh eat lahs! peeps, dunch sae a word oteys? ie noe im getting fatter. sho shuddup! =Xx. nurul sewel, ie lrove cam whoring wid ue. ie mean nort only ue. there's luqman, faris, diy & amalina. ((: lroved! dunch forget tuh hantar oteys? but too bad, sum ob dhha pics theres only mwe & ue! hiyak! hiyak! hiyak! we, grrls lrove cam whoring right? GO GO GO! okehs lahs, ie wanna stop here. ((: lroved peeps! ie lrove lrove ue can? mixing sum ob dhha ingredients is easy but mixing my sincerity & lrove is un sho expected tuh mixed. =Dd
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 1:13 PM
ie chged my url AGAIN ((: lrove lrove lroved bebeh. woke up superb late. 12 plus. hehs. nie lahs anak dare tue. ((: yesterday; ie slept olmost 3am sial! ie cant slp. seriously ie cant. ))x hmms. supposingly mwe, mai & aini wanna go pasir ris. but due tuh dhha heavy rain. we cancelled it & postpone tuh next week, ie guess. =D can't wait sial! ie wanna play wid dhha water. hmms, mumie reached home superb early. 12.55pm. hmms. reason y. my uncle want tuh get engaged. hehs. ie wanna married! mumie! daddy! ie wan tuh get married. can ie? LOLs. FULL stop ure nonsense, iFa. hmms. yesterday lotsa ppl msged mwe. hehs. sorie dearies! cant reply lahs. but heys! will reply ue guys soon oteys? dunch worie. will reply back! hmms, ie wanna chge my blogskin sial! this blogskin ob mine, really mean. right? ie wanna chge! chge for dhha better. trying! but, whenever ie wanna chged, sumting will happened. eg: ppl dunch appreciate mwe for who ie am. =Xx. its my life! ie wanna chge for dhha better. ib they dunch respect mwe, ie will respect myself. agreed ppl? hehs. im happy enuff dat ie really wanna chge. hmms. mumie is searching for my adek. grr; gud luck den. *EVIL LAUGH* . ie miss my ghurls sial. ghurls, call mwe can? ie wanna mit ue guys. hehs. ie lrove their crappyness. heys, like dee nenek said 'making lotsa jokes & laugh puts ure problems away' hehs. lroved nenel lotsa! ((: ol ie can do is just blog. can sumone call mwe? aiy0h! give a surprise call can? wa piang lerhs! bored, sial. later will be gng tuh my uncle house. ishk, ie simply hate my father side sial. grr, but wad tuh do. they still part ob my family. ((: ie nid tuh do my holidays homeworks. simply hate it! before ie start ol my craps, ie better end my post. peeps, have a nice holidays! ((:
Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 6:29 AM
okehs fine. blogging till ie satisfy. ((: mummie been nagging till she reached home. freak! ie still remember sial when she slapped mwe till ie gort high fever. )): haish. she olready slap my adek. gawd. advantage & disadvantage. advantage : my adek ish helping ourt her friend tuh kip dhha hamsters. & disadvantage : she shudent kept ol dhha hamsters as mwe & mumie scared. THIS HOUSE IS NORT A PET HOUSE OKEHS? pity mumie lots kahs. sabar kehs mumie? ((: our family wasnt testing ure patience. but its a fact. yesh. we 3 siblings is rebelious right now. but heys! its our attitude. keturunan lahs. fist was kakak. kakak olwaes rebelious towards ue. cox y, she DO NORT HAVE FREEDOM WHEN SHE'S OLMOST MY AGE. next was mwe. ie was damn damn REBELIOUS. ie kinda frust headed sumtymes. when ie was p5, have ue ever thot ob my feelings? never. never did ue! ie try tuh be an attention seeker when ue reached home, but never ue noticed. sho ie tried tuh 'campor bdak bwah'. & im get used tuh it. when ie p6, im chging. cox y? ie LROVED ue. still ue din noticed it. sec 1, ie become a slacker. damn freakish okehs? now, am chging. haish. ib ue noticed dat, ie be happy shey! next was adek. ntahs lahs! she's old enuff tuh tink wads right & wrong. ue shudent over limit her attitude. it takes tyme tuh chge. ((: sabar kehs adek? ib ue were reading this, IM SORRY. cox ie have dhha RIGHTs. as a sister, ie shud advice ue, but ue din listened. sho, tk tau lahs ehk. pape lahs ehk. went tuh mai's house. we cooked fried rice. LALAs. fun fun fun! sho after eating, went tuh mai's room & sleep. aini & mai were slping. funie lahs aini! she snore when she slp. cool! haish. sumting happened. grrls, dunch worie bout my lrove life kehs? ie tried tuh overcome it. if anything happens, will inform ue. but selagi ie ader kt dunie nie, ie tetap jager korg. ((: okehs? im happy enuff tuh met ue guys. im happy enuff tuh be happy right now. its doesnt matter ib im attached or single. im HERE for ue! ((: went back home ard 8.30pm liddat. hehs. ie told them dat ie wanna get married soon! ((: hehs. after my sister, its mwe. ((: LOLs! ie dunch wanna get babies. hmms, ie olmost cried shey when they open SEMUA TENTANG KITA. )): let bygones be bygones kehs?
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 9:14 AM
A lot of us find it easy to fall in love. But most of us find expressing the feeling of love a whole lot more difficult than being in love. If you experience this too, read a love quote or two to help you express how you feel about being in love. Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go till we're gone. Love is an energy which exists of itself. It is its own value. Love cures people, the ones who receive love and the ones who give it, too. An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as a act of love that succeeds, for love is measured by fullness, not by reception. Where there is great love, there are always miracles. Love is a little blind. When we love someone dearly, we unconsciously overlook many thoughts. im getting too emo right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okehs, my 2nd post. ((: im damn admn bored. havent bath yet shey. haish. ue guys were wondering right y my post is damn colourful. LOLs. was surfing dhha net & wallah! saw this good quotes for lrove. read it up! its damn damn true shey. oltho ie've been inlroved for 14 yrs, yet ie din get a chance tuh noe wad is lrove. now am realised dat lrove is partially oart of our daily life. ((: ie wish ie can be inlroved EVERY SINGLE MOMENT. crazy right? but tuh mwe, im weak in r'tionship. haish, ie tink ie gotto buck up! hehs. kehs lahs, ie gotto end my post. im damn damn bushuk uh right now! ie wanna mandi. toodles!
@ 7:50 AM
THIS BLOGGER UHS! dumb ass =Xx. ie tried tuh post my blog yesterday, but it seems nort working. or issit my comp din work properly? LOLs =)) its been ages since ie blog, didnt ie? lets get POSTING, BEBEH.!!! 21 nov - supposingly ie have tuh stay at home, but den my buttock FULL of itchyness doesnt want tuh stay at home. biasa uh, kaki mrayap. ((: sho den decided tuh kol shika. after dat, bla bla bla. met mai, shika & dee at plaza KFC. our old tyme fav junk food ie shud sae. >.< . walk ard. im hapie enuff tuh see 'em hapie. mai hugged mwe. she's sweet lahs. lrove her can? =Xx. den firas came. okehs. my datok! LOLs, went tuh dee's house. slack awhile. damn. im scared ob cat lahs! dat cat is trying tuh play wid my legs & mai's leg. but too bad! *EVIL LAUGH* ((: sho straight went back home. damn bored when ie reached home. but heyys. home brings ue joy isnt it? =Xx. 22 nov - woke up pretty early. 8.25am. arent ie a gd girl? *GOOD GIRL KEPALE HOTAK KO, IFA! *((: shayu called. once ie put down dhha fone, ie went tuh my lovely bed & slept awhile. 8.40am liddat, went straight tuh toilet tuh bath. ((: sho after bathing. quickly wore my clothes on. 9.30am met shayu, kee ge, luoise, roy, pak cheong, jasmine at my nearest playground. ((: hehs. waited for melvin but he din turned up. aww. sho went tuh escape theme park. hehs. pretty fun lahs. ((: called stevin. met him, damn damn tall lahs! ((: mwe & pak cheong is sho called LAMERs can? he jealous cox ie proposed shayu. & he too get jealous cox ie fed jasmine. LOLs. *dunch get jealous easily wors! ((:* den ard 5 plus, ie tink. we went tuh beach. damn, memories flashed back sia! wanted tuh cry, but ie gotto be strong. ((: ie shud tink positive instead ob negative right? see lahs, im a gd girl this month! ard 8pm went back tuh sgkg. went tuh r/vale mall tuh eat & slack. hehs. den feng ming & joan joined us. hehs. feng ming sae im more PRETTY! hehs. ((: den ie went off first. wanted tuh mit aini. miss her shey. )): once ie mit her, her face look sho PALE. worried shey. *girl, take kare wors! dunch make mwe worried wors!* reached home, mumie olready home. sorie mumie din inform ue. )): next tyme wun do it again! PROMISED! ((: received lotsa msg. reply sum ob 'em. hmms, MISSED! okehs lahs. im done wid my post! superb long huh? TOO BAD LORH!
Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 2:41 PM
yesterday it was a blast. really a blast. woke up super duper early. 6.45am due tuh yan calling. ((: supposingly mit up at compass at 7am as we wanna ride bicycle. hehs. den dhha time slot chged. hehs. at 9am. sho slept awhile & wallah! ie bathe & chged. met dan & yan under my void deck. hehs. sorie guys for waiting! sho ie rode yan's bicycle. & off tuh compass. dan was super duper funie can? hehs. met farid ayah at compass macd. hehs. he super duper kyoot can? den off tuh cold storage. bought 2 big size of bottle & a large potato chips. after buying those things, ie have tuh carried them. how nice can ie be? off tuh punggol end tuh fish. ((: damn hot okehs dhha weather! im ol exhausted. but heys! riding kips ue fit. =Pp reached punggol end at 11am. grr~ prepare ol dhha things. simply fun hangout wid 'em. hehs. after fishing, ie slept for awhile. as ie cudent get enuff slp. woke up at 3pm. still it's hot. yan & farid ayah took a swim. funie pple. ie cried for awhile as ie dunch wan dan tuh noe dat im crying. ie missed hym can? dan cudent followed 'em as he have tuh accompanied mwe fishing. he sho sweet lahs! thkx friend! awhile, ie joined 'em. ((: played wid water! woohoo.sumting happened. aint gonna elaborate it. mahgrib, left dhha place. simply spooky can? sho, back tuh compass & yan & dan have tuh accompanied mwe home. half way thru, rained started tuh pour. simply freak! im olready cold & again im wet. sho who kares? we played wid dhha rain while riding our bicycle. ((: ie lrove yan, farid ayah & dan. hehs. funie pple. LROVED. ((: thkx for tompang-ing. ie've made my choice. be strong & be hapie. oltho ie olready lost ue TWICE, ie still din LOST my precious ones. ((: get out ob my LIFE, & be hapie. if ue can forget mwe, y cant ie? ue MAKING mwe LAUGH! bela, shika, mai, dee, apek & nash sorie ie din get tuh follow ue guys tuh pasir ris park. as ie have tuh do sumting important. ((: MISSED ~ kehs, im gonna end my post here. ie wanna go my grandma house. toodles! ((: dunch cntct mwe for dhha mean time. thkx!
Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 7:18 AM
ie tot telling ue ol my probs is dhha best way. but hell no. it makes mwe even more sad & hurting. ie just wanna free from ol my probs. but running away doesnt make any different. ie wan wrong again. im damn useless when it cums tuh lrove. i cry every single day just for ue. but in returns, ie still get my tears back. ie just wanna be free. just like a bird. who can fly as high as it cud. damn~ ie just wan tuh be LROVED. LROVED from sumone who appreciates mwe. dats ol. ib ue wan mwe tuh give up on ue, fine. ie'll listen tuh ue. ib ue r hapie, im hapie too. ie'll guess. haish. its sho complicated. ie tot ue r my sunshine. but hell no. was wrong again. listening tuh ure music & stuffs is fun instead ob mwe. fine. go ahead. ie dunch wanna control ue nemore again. im sick & tired. ie olready lost my lroved ones. & now. ie olready lost ue. ue kept ure probs from mwe. ue did sae ' there's no secrets between us ' . ue kept it & secret it. fine. ie dunch wanna put pressure on ue cox ue olready stressed bout sumting which ie dunch noe & will get tuh find ourt later. right? since ue wan it dat way, den let it be. looks like ie hafta move on which ie did nort even wan tuh move on. ie just wish ue'll find ure happiness one fine day. dunch worie bout mwe aite? like wad ue usually said ' a scar will remain a scar ' . yes ie still lrove ue. yes ie still miss ue. yes ie still cry for ue. realised dat? ue tot after breaking up wid ue, ie'll replace ue? hell no! ie din cox ie lrove one nd only ue. confessing my feeling aint gonna werk. sho wads dhha point? no salman! no ali! no yayat! no edely! no taufiq! only ue! dats it. noone else. dunch cry when ie olready made my decision. cox sooner or later my wound olready heal. ie just wan tuh be lroved. can ie?
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @ 11:22 PM
ie feel sho weak after ie reached home. ))x. BOO. again, sighed. ie can feel dhha emptyness inside. oltho ie get tuh noe ue again after dhha 4mnths plus. ie were still can feel. laughed wid ol my hart doesnt make any difference. )): . ie wan tuh be appreciate. simple & easy. leaving alone. congrats for those who won during dhha competition & so ever. ((: . p/s : sigh )):
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @ 10:30 PM
holla ! . ((: . just came back home . damn ! . tired tired tired lehs . >.< . grr ;; was okehs lahs . too bad he din joined us . )): . MISSED . lalas ~ . mai ; shikin ; dee ; apek ; yanie ; qilah ; firas & nash waited for mwe & aini . sorie tuh keep ue guys waiting . im olwaes dhha late ones . sho sorie ! . took 88 at dino bus stop . really damn noisy went we're inside dhha bus . hehs . ((x . alight at whitesand interchged . or called ' pasir ris interchged ' . ((x . den saw dhha mly boys . wow ! . prettaye amazing . cool outfit guys ! . din saw syed & hym . BOO ! . den sumting happened . shall nort write in here . for mwe tuh noe & for YOU tuh find ourt . ((: . took bus no. 12. hehs . omgg ! . damn damn damn kecoh-rable . xP . went tuh mdm rositah's house ! . fuhlamak ! . den , jeng jeng jeng . saw syed, hym & hidayat ! . was shocked babe . >.< . cool ness . ate & laugh . talked tuh hym awhile . den he left . grr , boy ! . just now ue sho BAD ! . feed ure nugget while its HOT ! . bad lerhs . grr ~ . LOVED . dhha mly boys left . MISSED . awhile, dhha juniors came . hehs . kyoot kyoot kyoot ! . den we left . haha ! . again, saw dhha mly boys at dhha opposite side . ie wonder wad they were dng . =Xx . waited for bus no. 12 . went tuh pasir ris interchged again . den took bus no. 17 ib im nort wrong . went tuh mai & shikin pri sch friend, wardah ( guess sho ) . hehs . unique ! . nort having fun as ie MISSED hym . BOO . left dhha place, went tuh dini's house . hehs . im scared ob CATS okehs ? . aiyoh ! . qilah made LAME jokes, practically . aiyoh ! . laugh my ass off as ie dunch wanna get myself nort in dhha mood . sho fun ! . went home . & here ie am ! . p/s : ie MISSED ue . ))x
Monday, November 13, 2006 @ 12:30 AM
im mad . aint happy . aint sad . grr , sumting happened . haish . different people wid different attitude . my 2nd post for now . now ;; 12.23am . yet ie still havent asleep . nort sho tired . eating honeystar . haish . promised are nort meant tuh be broken . but now ,, broke . )): . like wad ie've said earlier on . aint happy . aint sad . ie sho mixed up . totally . after my tarian ,, went tuh hougang mall . after dat went tuh punggol cc played comp & took form . awhile later went tuh lisha's house . quite sumtime went tuh her house . ((: . den she ,, her mum & mwe proceed tuh compass . hehs . they shop till they dropped ! . hahas . cool huh ? . lisha bough office jacket ;; office skirt & office shoe while her mum bought herself work shoe . ((: . walked ard metro for quite sumtime . ((: . fun ! . fun ! . fun ! . yet sad . cox mwe & mum din even do dat shey . )): . mummy ! . let go shopping . ((: . met sumone . bla bla bla . was sent home . haish . ie just wan ue tuh stop dng those things . ue noe who ue r . ((:
Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 5:09 PM
11 nov - yesterday was superb fun lahs! seriously fun . went ourt wid my NSPS peeps . hafiz ;; alep & man mit mwe under my void deck . cool huh ? . were superb HANDSOME can ? . we din planned properly but hey ! . lotsa fun lahs . first house SHARIFAH's crib . ((: was fun ! . ate mee hoon . hehs . joked ;; laughed ;; shared our lrove life . simply cool ! . when we wanna left her house ;; dhha rain became heavier . dammit ! . guess dhha rain lrove us staying at sha's house . who kares ? . we just walked . took 163 . & guess whr we go ? . TAUFIQ . hehs . there were syahmi & hidayat . omgg . hidayat hidayat ! . we miss ue lahs !!! there's sumting happened gng on between alep & man . hehs . guess wad ?! . ie fed hafiz . hehs . ((: . left dhha house ;; tot ob gng tuh dania's house since she stayed just one floor . ((: . but hey ! she din let . nk kuar katerkn . sho off tuh MY HOUSE . ((: ate spaghetti & chicken wings . nice kn ? . hehs . tooklotsa photos at my house . joked ard . fooled ard . who kares ? . mummy din kare . ie lrove my mummy for being sporting . ((x . next were MUZH house . cool . lotsa plants over there . ((x . after mahgrib off tuh SYAHIDAH house . she joined us . thkx grrl ! . lrove lroved ! . we stayed there awhile . hehs . but heyss ! . fun okehs ? . she wore like datin style . hehs . cool ! . den tuh AMALINA house . THIS PART IS SHO FREAKY ! . hehs . they called mwe & hafiz KING & QUEEN . hehs . cool lahs ! . off tuh ALEP HOUSE . ate pizza which his mum & bro cooked . we sho special lahs ! . thkx ! . & LAST tuh HAFIZ HOUSE . he played SEMUA TENTANG KITA . & ie video-ed it ! . HEHS . 12 nov - hapie anni ana wolf woof & fahmi exp ! . ((: . woke up pretty late . seriously late lahs . supposingly ie have tuh go tuh my religious class tuh take my report book . but none gng tuh accompany mwe . sho im nort gng . took dhha report book next week or next year . ((: . left dhha house at 2pm as ie gort TARIAN . mit lisha under her void deck . ((: . mit dhha bdak kompang . zul ;; hakim ;; rahim ;; syafiq & etc . gorgeous laydees & cool guys ! . we called 'em '' BDAK REMPIT " . hehs . guess wad ? . we din even prac . lazy lahs . dhha guess prac dhha kompang awhile . while us ,, dhha grrls switch on mp3 at our phones . ((x . fun ! . 4m ;; left dhha place . dhha guys went ourt tuh smoke & play bicycles . hehs . lisha planned tot ob gng hougang mall . sho while waiting for dhha bus saw hakim 2 . hehs . jln rayer ! . smagat ! . =P . inside dhha bus ;; sumting happened . >.< . reached . walked here & there . decided tuh go punggol cc . here ie am playing comp & blog ! . TATA ! .p/s : serious ?
Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 12:34 PM
o8 nov - went tuh andrew & grace girls home . ((= . at first ;; we tot it might be scary. but it turned out tuh be fine . hehs . cool ! . ie kip sticking wid dhha chinese ghurls instead ob dhha mlys . lrove lrove chinese lahs ! . went ard . talked craps . ouh yeah ! . ie even made friends wid sum ob 'em . ie adore this grrl named KIMBERLY . she's kyoot . totally . smiled ;; talked & laugh ! . hehs . ie wanna mit ue up grrl . can ? . ((x . andrew dhha owner ob dat place saw mine wrist . ie slitted my wrist . haish . he said ib he saw mwe dng dat again ;; he will counsel mwe . NO WAY ! . hehs . funie guy ! . ((x . 12.30 ;; we left dat place . went back tuh sch . ie was TIRED lahs . ))x . no mood . feel like crying but ie have tuh be strong . waited for aini & dee . left dhha sch . mit ali ; hidir ; firas ; apek & nash ! . hehs . ie lrove nash can ? . ie lrove his fashion ! . ((x . cool ! . talked ;; craps . den mwe & aini seperate wid them . we went tuh cp instead ob plaza . dunch have dhha mood lahs . ((x . saw ana ;; arshard ;; yana ;; mia & fahmi acad . hmms . ie eat half way . ie ate a lil ob cheesefries & half ob dhha mushrooms burger . & ie drank 1/4 ob pepsi . haish . cry a lil . lucky aini din saw . ))= . walked ard cp . den met up wid dhha guys . saw ana ;; arshard ;; yana & ana . din saw mia . >.< . sumting happen . will nort elaborate it HERE . ((= . bla bla bla . had fun wid fahmi acad ;; black jack (ib im nort wrong wid his name) ;; yan ;; fazlyn & iza jepon . ((x . funie peeps ! . 10 nov - will be gng jln raya wid my ghurls . ((x . hehs . sis dilah ;; there's NO sch lahs today . aiy0h ! . p/s : promised wont slit my wrist . promised tuh FAHMI acad . ((x
@ 2:00 AM
10 nov - had sho much fun lahs ! . ((= . ate spaghetti . yummy ! . wan more . aunt lin ;; sorie ie cant make it . ((= . tell ure daughter happy bdae ! . ((x . at about 10.55pm ;; talked craps wid my peeps . eg : alep ;; fiz ;; ban & sha . omg ! . ie lrove dhha guys . simply lroved 'em . im nort trying tuh flirt wid 'em okehs ? . they simply rawks ! . ((= . ie cant believed alep had a crush on .... will nort gng tuh write here . hehs . was shocked ! . >.< . fiz & alep were sho dhha kecoh . simply kecohrable . at LAST ;; ie talked tuh 'em till late hours . ban put down dhha fone . left dhha four ob us . hehs . fun fun fun ! . wan more craps can ? . now ie noe their secrets . only dhha FOUR ob us noe . right peeps ? . cool ness ! . but hey ! . ie ONLY stick tuh FAHMI only . ((x . wells ;; we're planning tuh go ourt this hols ;; but nort shure . grr . okehs lahs . am sleepy . wanna sleep . ZzZ . toodles ! .
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 8:55 PM
yesterday busy msging ct nur sweets . be patience okehs ? . be strong ! . mwe too wan hym back . boy ;; ib ue rr reading this . sorie tuh sae . ie just cant kip ol this stuffs tuh mwe long for now . ie just cant . its better for mwe tuh let go ol . isnt it ? today is dhha day & date for our anni . but its faded our lrove again . o7o6o5 - 27o6o5 . 1 yr 20 days ue left mwe . im sorie for wad ie`ve done tuh ue . im sorie . ie just cant leave alone . ie sacrifice our lrove yet ue din even kare . ie kept on crying yet ue din even kare . ie tot ue kare for mwe . but was wrong . ue kare for others instead ob mwe . ie put ol my friends behind mwe . still , ue din even kare . ue din even realised . again ;; y them ? . ue were dhha only one in my FIRST position . ie put them behind mwe . everyday without failing ;; ie kept talking bout ue . instead ob handing up my homeworks ;; ie gave a paper full ob ure name . do ue noe dat ? . my lrove towards ue is too strong . ie tot ue were dhha one . again ;; ie was wrong . how pathetic can ie be ?! ie was sho fed up wid ue . instead ob crying ,, ie slit my wrist . do ue realised dat ? . NEVER ! . ie nid ue back once again ;; but im shure ue kare for others instead ob mwe . right ? . sho wads dhha point ob patching back ? . wads dhha point ue lrove mwe instead ue lrove other ghurl ? . wads dhha point missing mwe instead ue miss other ppl ? . wads dhha point ? . quest kip wondering in my mind instead ob tinking bout my FUTURE . tears kept rolling down my cheeks when ie flipped back our diary . wads more can ie asked for ? . wads more ?! . ie cry & cry & cry & cry . ie was absent for today . just nort tuh see ue ! . do ue wan mwe tuh absent again ? . ie lied tuh others dat ie absent bcox ob my result papers . but it was ue ! . ue ! . ue ! ue ! . now my lrove towards ue is now HATRED . but dhha more hatred wud be ;; dhha more ie lrove ue . just wad ue wan from mwe ?! ue msged mwe saying " words are nort enough to describe things... anything may happen...u may chge ur mind after getting me " . tears began tuh rolled down my cheeks . ie feel like killing myself but ie noe life is too damn precious for mwe . was dat really ue ?! or just lying tuh ureself ?! & ue msged mwe again saying " i wanna c how long u can wait for me.. either u wait for me cox u love me or just to seek revenge..." ol ie replied " seek revenge for wad ? . sedangkn ie terlalu sygkn ue . " . c`mon lahs ! . dunch be sho immatured can ? . once ie said ie lrove ue ;; its ie lrove ue okehs ? . am typing this blog while quest kip wondering my mind . ie just dunch noe wad tuh do lahs . shud ie sae this infront ob ue or shud nort ? . ie wan hym tuh browse thru my blog . dats ol . tell hym how ie felt after leaving mwe . tell hym ol dhha secrets just insyde my blog . im weak . yes im weak ! . dhha quests kip wondering inside my mind is " y them ? " ;; " do ue wan tuh forget mwe ? " ;; " have ue ever kare for mwe after dhha breaking up ? " . haish . since ue wanna tuh lrove dhha ONCE ;; ue lrove FREELY ,, go ahaed ! . im nort gonna bother ue nemore . im nort lahs ! . ie hate hate hate ue ! . ie lrove lrove lrove ue ! . ARGH ! . im doomed ! . ie wan ue back can ? . ie feel sho farked up . im lost . im hurt . im heartbroken . r ue done hurting mwe ?! . done wid it ?! ue feel sho good huh hurting mwe ? . cool huh ? . satisfied ? . best kan ? . fun kan ? . fair ker ? . who ish dhha one stopped ue from maen baju ? . saper ? . do others noe dat ue maen baju ?! . saper yg suroh jgn give up ure lrove tuh dat ghurl named erma ?! . argh ! . ie regret lroving ue in dhha 1st place lahs ! . now its ure choice either tuh lrove mwe or nort tuh lrove mwe . am waiting for ure msges & calls . was expected from ue but was wrong again . haish . up tuh ue . nort gonna bother ue nemore . ib ue saw mwe being "happy" . now am nort . giving my false smile & false laughter . im making this long p0st just for ue . for fahmi . for hym . semua tentang ifamy . ))'= .
Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 10:08 AM
06 nov - was sent home . ((: . bcox ob my coloured hair . ((: . sum ob my peeps was sent home too . hashidah ;; sean ;; jin hui ;; adelaide & jianting . ((: . jianting`s hair was superb BLONDE . :/ . seriously blonde . nyce lahs . but too bad . x)) . hashidah & jin hui din sent home as both ob their parents nort at home . sho gud luck den ! . mr muru just came back . freak lahs ! . hate hate hate it can ? . ie miss my ghurls lahs ! . ie miss fahmi too . x(( . 05 nov - went tuh jemputan . ((: . went tuh abg nizam`s house . im scared ob ure cats lahs ! . aiyoh ! . dunch scare mwe lerhs . really scared ! . )): . den went tuh my father`s friend . after dat went tuh wak uk`s house ! . cool . no cats ! . ((: . after dat went tuh my sis friend . made an open house . ((: . she had 9 CATs . cool kn ? . too bad im scared ob cats . =Xx . 04 nov - had my open house . wells ;; kinda okehs lahs . fir ;; bakinshah ;; syed ;; isfaiz ;; arshard ;; fahmi exp ;; fahmi acad ;; ana wolf woof ;; mia ;; lina mummy & yana . sorie din entertain much ! . ((: . malu lahs ! . ana wolf woof & fahmi exp wore pink baju kurong . kyoot lahs ! . couple shey . & yana wid arshard . hehs . black colour . KYOOT LAHS ! . to fahmi acad ;; sorie din respond ure quest . ((: . oso malu lahs . hehs . sorie sorie sorie ! . after they left ;; im beginning tuh miss them . ie dunch wanna be apart from them . guess have to . ana wolf woof was looking forward tuh mit sillylala sis . but she din turned up . )): . bela came after dat . yay ! . my one & only rescuer . woohoo . she came & helped mwe tuh entertain sum ob `em . fun tuh be wid her . >.< . talk eat ;; talk eat . ((: . p/s : 2 cinta 1 jiwa .
Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 4:22 AM
2 reasons Y im blogging . ((: . first ;; im SICK . cant enjoy my open house . ))': . second ;; he msged mwe . ((x . ie wanna nort tuh be sick . aiyoh ! . went tuh sch just now ;; wow ! . must sae pretty damn lots ob pple din even turn up tuh sch . hmms . one ob `em is sis dilah . aiyoh ! . she`s plain tuh lazyyyyyyyyyyy lahs . >.< . he too din turn up . ie miss hym . >.< . shika bought lotsa stuff . cool ! . ie adore her lahs . spent ure money wisely ghurl . ((: . im SICK . ie miss sya ! . ie miss ana ! . ie miss sillylala sis ! . ie miss FAHMI . ))x . p/s : tuh be lroved or nort tuh be lroved .
Thursday, November 02, 2006 @ 9:27 AM
elmo - : dunch be sad sad kehs ? . ie tink its time for ue tuh move on . ((: . mwe & my ghurls do kare for ue eveltho ue no longer part ob us . we do knew dat its hard fpr ue tuh adapt dhha changes ;; but pls try . ((: . we do LROVE ue . ((: . those tears we had cried just now ;; were worth it ! . uhhuh . worth it . sho must be happie2 kehs ? . CHEERs ! long tyme din blog . )): sorie . were plain tuh lazy lahs . =Pp . im done wid dhha EXAMs paper . ((: . YAHOOOOOOOOOO !!!! im damn damn bored lahs . ((: . maybe im gng ourt wid my ghurls . ((: . hehs . bela cant make it shey . she`s ourt wid her peeps . hehs ! . HAVE FUN grrl . p/s : only ONE
