Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 4:03 PM
30 dec - ;
kinda miss mai lah.
)): haish.
slack with sis dilah & aishah & sis atiqah.
hoho. & nort forgetting, ainie.
hoho! fun lah!
seriously.
but in dhha end, ainie was sick.
haish! dont forget ure medicine tao! .
~
31 dec - ;
hmms, went to luqman's house.
today is dhha day.
HARI RAYA HAJI!
yeah. but too bad, nurul & family didnt
attend. due to something.
)): sad case luh!
hapie bdae abg hadi!
hoho
~
to some people who
is still on holiday.
selamat hari raya haji
& hapie 2007!
LETS COUNTDOWN.
will be countdown-ing later.
TAKE KARE ppl
~
i miss dear & ainie & mai.
& dhha rest
Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 9:25 PM
27 dec -; hapie bdae mum! ((:slacked with mai, ainie & lil dear. ((: enjoy being with 'em. ((:~28 dec -;
went to chalet.
really had lotsa fun lah!
i cant believe that, i reached chalet,
i took a nap.
pretty long nap okeh?
really had lotsa fun!
did barbecue-ing, playing with rain.
lalas~
i adore my cousins.
damn!
i miss him.
dear, i miss miss u.
)):
~
29 dec -;
today, is dhha day.
i gotto end it here.
i dont want to cry anymore.
i only want u.
left house at 6am in dhha morning.
just to meet dear.
ard 7 or 8+, dear sent me home.
did some crying.
yes, i admit.
i do miss dear.
how i wish, it wont exist.
)):
ard 1.15pm liddat,
dear called. glad his fine.
i kept crying non stop.
waliao!
ok, 1.30pm met ainie under my void deck.
& mai at cp.
walked ard dhha mall.
giving fake smiles.
fake laugh.
im sorie grrls!
den, slacked awhile.
i cry again.
this time round, all of us, cry.
wtf?
miss miss dear lah!
)):
this time round, mai gotto left us.
so, left me & ainie.
haish. 8.45pm, left & went home.
glad ie reach home b4 9pm.
as i promised dear already.
((:
~
dear - ;
i know, its hard for me to accept this.
but, i have to.
i dont want to end it here.
those tears i've cried, is specially for u.
i gotto be strong for this whole week.
how can i take care of myself when
u are not ard?
u asked / told my mum
just to take care of me on your behalf.
much appreciate.
dear, i miss miss u.
dear, i love love u.
must take care of yourself.
dont be naughty.
i promised i wont be naughty!
((:
~
mai - ;
grrl, dont cry anymore okeh?
me & ainie will take care of ourselves.
dont worie much lah.
im here! ainie is still here.
just pretend nothing happen okeh?
dont be naughty tao!
loved!
~
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 4:23 PM
woke up late. due to dhha wet weather.((: received one msg, from ainie.hoho! told ainie, we cancelled our miting. (buying books) get out from dhha bed,& went straight to dhha toilet.washed my face & brushed my teeth.& quickly do my milo.its damn HOT milo.whoo~ mummy made egg bread.its superb delicious.~switched on tv, & watched mr bean.
it was okeh lah!
mummy, eldest sis & lil sis were busy
preparing for our chalet. lalas~
cant wait!
freak! its so wet lah outside.
now watching bilut, mly movie
while blogging. haha!
~
received a call from sis dilah.
hoho! not sure if im gng to slack with her
& aisyah. kinda lazy due to dhha weather.
hoho! damn wet lah outside.
& sumore, im just recovered from fever.
((: lil dear is now in sch.
he's buying sch books with his mum.
~
2mrw will be my busy day.
lalas~ gng to buy sch books,
sch shoes & do a lil shopping.
i need more tops. chalet is on
thurs. & i have to pack all my stuffs.
yipee! chalet, here we come.
maybe dear is following. maybe only.
((:
~
before ie forget, happy advance bdae
mummy!
happy belated bdae shasha.
&&
happy belated bdae to dear's mum.
HOHO!
Monday, December 25, 2006 @ 7:30 PM
I HAD FUN! yeah! ~yesterday went out wid ainie & lil dear.
ainie came over my house.
she took hours just to come to my house.
wtf? while waiting, lil dear called me.
aww, so sweet of him!
i forced lil dear to go out wid me.
put down dhha phone,
ainie came.
prettaye her! ((x
so, i get ready.
& went out of dhha house ard 6.45pm.
met lil dear at compass. handsome lah he!
((x. we made lame jokes. & its superb lame jokes.
~
lil dear made lame jokes again.
& this time, lil dear kene kn ainie. oop!
mai called ainie.
bluffed mai that we didnt came to her house.
as her cousin, shasha had a birthday party!
LOLs. ((: that was so cool. sorie mai.
~
reached mai's void deck.
we sat there.
& lil dear cant stop disturbing ainie.
really lah he!
so bad!
lil dear took ainie's hp.
& pity ainie, she have to run to catch lil dear
just to take back her hp.
aiyoh! they came back to void deck,
they were sweating!
eeww! busok! kidding onie.
few mins later,
shikin came.
she with rudy.
rudy were so alem lah. seriously.
lil dear asked rudy to sit beside him.
cute 'brothers' ! HAHA!
~
shasha came. & we gave her our presents.
((: prettaye her!
next, mai came.
she oh so gegerl!
sweet lah. seriously sexaye!
went to her house.
saw dee & firas.
chit chat awhile.
eat, sing to ourselves.
ainie & lil dear cant stop disturbing each other lah!
((:
~
went out to mai's house.
sat near a pondok.
crap alot!
took a family photo. sweet & cool.
& i cant believe lil dear had a gay partner.
none other than firas!
freakish but cool.
& mai is our 'tok kadi'
geex, paiseh lah!
took a couple photo.
~
shikin gave me a kiss.
thanks sweety! ((:
reached 11pm, we were tired & left dhha place.
mai, shikin & rudy sent us to dhha bus stop.
it all ended so fast. seriously so fast.
)): but hey! had lotsa fun!
firas & dee went off first.
den ainie, lil dear & me.
we sent ainie to dhha traffic light.
they were so sweet.
lil dear kissed ainie.
& ainie kissed lil dear.
aww, great sibling ship!
den lil dear sent me home.
~
i had lotsa fun! ((:
mai & lil dear.
do take care of yourself when
you guys are away. miss you guys lots.
dont forget to bring back something just for me
& ainie. LOLs!
~
25 dec -;
didnt go out anywhr. ((:
wasnt boring at all lah.
meet sis dilah forawhile.
later going out just to slack with her. hehs.
cant wait!
MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!
hohoho!
label: if it wasnt for you, im not here.
Saturday, December 23, 2006 @ 2:37 AM
1) mr fymi2) eezah twin3) maizurah4) ainie5) astiana6) eileen baobei7) naqib LAMER8) syahidah laogong9) edely10) nabilahDUN LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLD OUTE TOP!......................................................................................................How'd u meet 3?- sch time?What would you do if you had never met number 1?- hello! he's my boyfie okehWhat would you do if 6 and 2 weregoing out?- ie will spy on 'em? HAHA!Have you ever seen 4 cry?- uhhuh, sad case lahWhere did you meet number 10?- hmms, friendster? =XxHow do you know 8?- pri sch. she rawks lah!What do you think about 7?- he's a lamer lahWhat would you do if 5 confessed theyloved you?- good lorhA fact/or something about 9?- erms, cool friend. ((:Who is 2 going out with?- ie have no ideaWhat's 4 do for a living?- she's a sleep header!Would you ever live with number 8?- of course! she's my lao gong okeh!Where does 3 live?- Sengkang.What do you like about number 1?- my boyfie lah! his lrove & concern. =))Is 2 your best friend?- my sweet lil twinDo you miss number 3?- uhhuhWhat is your opinion of number 5?- grr,Is 10 a power ranger?- LOLs. not a power ranger but a powerpuff grrl.
@ 2:01 AM
sorie once again, for nort updating.ie simply have nooooooooooomood, seriously. )):~woke up super duper early due to dear's call.
hearing a bad news makes mwe go sad.
)):
ie want her back again can?
~
left with sweet memories.
raudhah <3.
a strong & young grrl who
overcome those obstacles.
ALFATIHHAH
~
ie want want her back.
seriously. ie feel like crying,
but ie know, ie have to be strong.
damn! missing her. god do lrove her
lots. <333>
~
thanks for telling mwe dhha truth.
its been a long tyme dat ie really want to know.
& now, ue realised its YOUR mistakes.
ie cant be bothered.
ie serious cant.
ie wanted for this, patiently,
& soon, get to find out,
its true.
feeling guilty huh?
whats more do ue want from mwe?
ie had enough. sae this straight to my face,
& its settled.
trying to make this matter a big fuss huh?
no, im not. ie've no intention
to do this. but thanks for telling.
& its a HAHA, cox ie know it all
along. but am pretending ie dont know a
single thot. wadever! fooling
with mwe doesnt give ue a penny!
call mwe a backstabber, slut, bitch?
wadever! dont give a damn.
brani buat brani tanggong!
ko jgn nk heboh2 kan lah.
step tak tau konon!
blah lahdey!
~
label: ie dont give a damn! oops! lalas~
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 @ 9:51 PM
sorie for nort updating my blog, recently. my comp is juat a bullshitter. =Xx. okehs, ie've nort enjoying myself lately.ie cant mit my dear & its raining heavily.grr. ~dear, when are we going to mit shey?
ie miss miss ue sho!
really lahs!
~
EEEZAH twin told me to do this survey.
and since i got nothing to update here,
so i thought why not. here it goes. ((:
1. mr fymi
2. astiana lil grrl
3. eileen baobei
4. diyanah sis
5. maizurah
6. ainie
7. dee
8. syahidah lao gong
9. farid
10. nabilah
11. zariina darl
12. edely
13. eileen precious
* how do you meet 10?
- thru mia ((:
* what will you do if you have never met 1?
- hmms, miss him lah.
* have you seen 4 cry?
- uhhuh. she's my blood sister.
* how did you get to know 8?
- hmms, pri sch friend. my lao gong okehs?
* would you ever go on a date with 12?
- never dhha way!
* what is 7 favourite colour?
- alamak! black?
* what will you do if 6 expresses his/her love for you?
- aww, that so sweet. =Pp
* who is 4 going out with?
- her sch friends?
* who is 5 to you?
- my mei. ((:
* would you ever live with 13?
- lol! can, y nort? HAHA!
* is 2 single?
- nope, she's taken! TAKEN!
* what do you think about 3?
- she's TALL! hmms, shes unds mwe too lots. right baobei?
* what is the best thing about 8?
- shes fun, superb fun.
* what do you think do you like about 11?
- hmms, she KYOOT. haha! ((:
* favourite memories with 6?
- HAHA! when she kana bullied by farid. ((:
* 6 people to do this:
- astiana lil grrl
- eileen baobei
- syahidah lao gong
- eileen precious
- kezia honey
- zariina
thanks EEEZAH TWIN for dhha survey. lrove lrove lrove!
~
sweet msg to mr fymi.
dear, ie miss miss you lah.
haish, when are we going to mit up?
ie feel like im all along shey.
noone going to take kare of mwe.
boie, mit mwe soon okehs?
((:
~
hafiz KYOOT! biler mau kuar ngan
bdak kiter? bongok betol ko! HAHA!
~
recently, im sho guai lah.
done my housework which ie've been
told by mum
mum! see, im guai okeh!
((:
missing dilah's laughter!
hehs.
this few days, kept watching
dvds. wrestling lah.
inlrove wid it!
~
label: rain, rain go away.
Saturday, December 16, 2006 @ 10:44 PM
ie had lotsa fun wid dilah & zielicious. they simply rawks my socks. before that, ie mit dilah at basketball court. but somehow, without my expectation, bdak rsi ader lahs! kiwak. ie just ignore. played basketball. ie simply hate syafiq. syafiq, aidah's bro. =/. just shut dhha fcuk up lahs kecik! ko tu darh larh sutun. ko jgn pnggl ako kakak lahs! den saw zielicious, sho went to her house. my gawd! she's hot. yeah! my grrl rawks lahs. chill at her place until after mahgrib. den went to plaza. fun fun fun! dilah made sho many lame jokes. thkx grrl! now, im here. updating my blog.
@ 2:52 PM
ie had my day! ((x im all alone. yeah, superb alone. mum, dad & lil sis went to her religious class just to buy books. LOLs. while eldest sis, meet her friends. & now, im stuck alone here. ie feel like gng out. ouh wells. 11 more days to go! lalas~ cant wait!
Friday, December 15, 2006 @ 7:26 AM
simply am tired after yest slack. )): sweet dear woke mwe up 11am SHARP. & he ruined my beauty sleep. damn! asking mwe ib ie want to mit him anort. shits lahs! sho ie forced myself by dragging mwe to dhha toilet. ((: simply rabaks lahs. all dhha way sial ie close myself. ie really cant open my eyes lahs. aiyoh ifa! done bathing, done my siap & quickly called dear. but too bad, he's still otw to mit mwe. sho,put down dhha phone, dear called. alamak! asking mwe to mit him. after mitting him, went off to compass. just to had our breakfast & lunch. wtf?! while queue-ing saw fahmi exp, bani, syauqi & lotsa peeps. fun lahs! eat here, joke here & there. aiyoh! ie cant finish my cheesefries lahs. bcox ob dear lahs, his stupid smile! den walked here & there. slack at dhha void deck. thkx dear for your listening ears! dear sent mwe home & off to my bed. but realising, ie cant sleep, sho again, on dhha phone wid my grrls. lame lahs they all! ((x watched anak metro, & my mood, argh! ie simply dont unds wid my f*cking eldest sis. wtf?!
Thursday, December 14, 2006 @ 10:14 PM
ie lrove lrove today, seriously lahs. hangout wid my sweet lil dear, mai belola & ainie pet. ((x. haha! from 4+ till late night. ouh wells. ie learnt lotsa things. thanks lil dear! lrove lrove. mai belola, she's damn f*cking crazy lahs. aiyoh! ainie pet, all ob sudden she kept quiet. aiyoh! enjoy babe. although its boring, just enjoy it! HAHA! aku rindu adek aku yang gilerks, fazlyn. )):
@ 3:24 PM
to _____: its alright grrl. ((: ie unds you. dont worie much okehs? no matter how hard you really want us back, we accept. dont worie much. if you happy, im much more happier. yeah! 'once sister, forever sister' if you need our help, we mind helping you out. but not this kind. alrights? next time, dont do it again. just concentrate on this year. im left for two years, & im gone. so dont worie. just contact through blog, friendster, msn & handphone. simple doesnt it? you still have to type those 'missing' words just for mwe. right? ie dont want anything to happen to you, thats y we thot ob bringing you out. you get wad ie mean huh? grrl, no matter wad, ie still lrove you!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 @ 9:18 PM
to ______: okehs. ie had enough of your crap or wadever. if you really want to leave us, go ahead. we're not going to force you. but dhha way you leaving us, is bullshit. yeah, we have our family. but dhha way of dhha family treats, issit dhha same? never! who is dhha one who wipe all my tears when ie really need fahmi badly? YOU! yes, you are dhha one. remember those days, dat ie cant sleep when ie had a nightmare? ie quickly msged you saying, ie nid sumone to talk to. you quickly called mwe. ie was shocked. ie tot, you didnt give a damn about it. who is dhha one be there for mwe? who is dhha one who accompany mwe just to see fahmi badly? who is laughing like mad grrl? YOU! yes, ie really appreciates you. so do you. right? ie dont give a damn if you want to leave us. we know we have respect for ourselves. if you dont respect us, fine. but pls, respect yourself. ie did realised dat ue were trying to avoid us. you think ie dont even care to realise issit? grrl, remember this word. 'once sister, forever sister' get dat straight okehs? for ages, ie didnt browse through your blog until sumone asked mwe to. thanks, no need to find out. ie dont want to say LONG WINDED. bcox ie noe ie have to respect your decision. just what you really want u to expect. tell mwe honestly grrl. are you jealous? if you are, on behalf of 'em, sorie. bcox we thot you really dont give a f*cking damn about us. ie thot we're till eternity. but was wrong, you took a back step & never came back. wadever grrl. ie aint gonna accept dhha fact. dont talk about next year okehs. we just have to concentrate on this year & us. im nort scolding you. no, im nort. but dhha way you going to express, is making mwe angry. if you really want to leave us, two words for you. TAKE CARE! IE LROVE YOU CAN?
@ 3:04 AM
ie dont wanna any misunderstanding between us. FULL STOP
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 @ 2:22 PM
LISTENING TO: TAK SUKA TAK APA freaking sad lahs right now.ie just wanna end this.really, ie really wanna end this.end this f*cking shit!im all ego?im all taking for granted?im making this f*cking shit here.*cries*is there a chance to make thisshit not to start.people tot dat im 'stress free ' no! never. something bad happen.argh! ~ie dont really have dhha mood to talk to sumone.
efiing f*cked up.
ie just want people to unds mwe.
if they really want mwe to unds them,
can. but before ie start to unds them,
pls unds my situation.
get dat staright.
~
if A really like B, go ahead.
ie dont wanna be a burden.
ie just want to be happy, oltho im sad deep inside.
~
im missing my daily grrls lahs.
but too bad, cant go out.
as later, my family will be gng to
tampines mall.
ouh wells. ie dont wanna 'terserempak'
wid riady lahs! damn-
~
wolf woof & boo -;
happy anni aite?
~
Monday, December 11, 2006 @ 5:29 PM
woke up super duper superb lateeeeeeeeeee.& ie really mean it. superb lateeeeeeeeeeeee. here dhha story goes. ~was on dhha phone till 6.15am. yeah.
damn late huh? while my family except mwe & if im nort
wrong, eldest sister do wake up sometime.
ie was on dhha phone. HAHA! funie.
ie adore sis fazlyn & sweet lil dear.
we were like making ourselves retarded. LOLs.
ie should'nt say dat ie really want testi.
wadda f*ck?! was my mistakes.
& end we both, mwe & sweet lil dear
have to log in MY ACCOUNT.
yeah, dats right. mine. xD
while sis fazlyn was on dhha phone wid her boo.
((x kekek sial!
mwe & sweet lil dear was like challenging who
get to finish to clear all my testi.
end up, we both tired. HAHA!
& he did say 100 of dhha testi
' tweety kepale besar badan kecik. hehehe '
evil kan? ishk. =/
put down dhha phone at 6.15am.
& yet ie still have some ob my energy just to clear all
dhha testi. yeah!
fun lahs! ((:
~
ie din get to contact mai sial.
mai, miss ue! oltho we put down dhha phone for about,
15-20 mins, still ie miss ue.
ie miss ure ' tet ' word.
HAHA! TET!
~
aini, beep mwe soon! yeah!
~
ie feel like gng ourt. but f*ck!
its raining heavily.
ouh wells.
today is my DAY!
lroved!
~
Sunday, December 10, 2006 @ 7:18 PM
just came back from compass. had fun wid aini! superb kecohs lahs. ouh wells.recently, ie notice something dat makes mwe awkward.
yeah, ie noe. =Xx
& ie tink ue guys notice it too.
ie just had this freaking feelings.
& its all about either angry or disappointed.
=/.
angry, cox sweet lil dear din get a chance to talk whole
heartedly to mwe.
disappointed, disappointed wid myself.
for doing foolish things to myself.
~
how ie wish, this thing wont happen. seriously.
dear seem to be angry wid mwe.
dear, sorie!
although im always stick wid my grrls, but dhha for dear wont fade.
dont worie okehs, dear?
we have to trust each other. yeah. ((:
~
ie dont want to be a burden for some people.
im like running away from ue guys.
but ie cant.
dhha more ie try to avoid ue guys,
dhha feelings of sympathy, starts
to appear.
ue know who ue are.
im nort acting like those bitches/sluts
for acting sympathy. no, never.
~
eee-zah twin -; tankiew for being there.
ue always by my side. ((:
ue rawk my socks lahs.
~
ie miss mr fymi & wolf woof!
*winks*
~
a sweet reminder ! ~
please, tell mwe ure url
if ue want mwe to link/relink ue up.
& ouh yeah, stop changing
ure url everytime. or
everyday. or every secs.
cox ie simply wont be bothered.
((:
@ 2:18 PM
people, ie wont be blogging much okehs? anything drop a testi at my friendster acct. ((:
@ 12:17 AM
ie've chge my blog. ((x simple & plain. cool lahs. ouh wells. went to hougang forawhile. sweet lil dear -; sorie din inform. was rushing lahs. after gng to hougang. went vivo ct. this time round, wid family. kinda boreddddddddddd. seriously sial! saw one ob my friendster mate. ((x after gng to vivo, went to east coast. ate black pepper chicken rice. yummy delicious! off to tampines mall. hehs. okehs lahs. ((: missing my sweet grrls. & nort forgetting my sweet lil dear. ((:
Saturday, December 09, 2006 @ 1:43 AM
will be doing some surveys since im freaking bored.
it helps to kill my boredom lahs. ((:
Name 15 pals (1st that comes across your mind) and describe them.
1) maizurah: this sweet lil hot hot chick. ((: she's lame. but still, ie lrove her.
2) nur' aini: my old time fav grrl. my bestie, ex, gossip partner & baby. she unds mwe.
3) shikin: her laughter is damn funie! HAHA! my lame ex. loved!
4) astiana: my wolf woof. she's funnn. superb gilerks. LOLs.
5) syahidah: lao gong. a great lao gong ie have.
6) muhd nur fahmi: a hot guy lahs. never fails to cheer mwe up. loved!
7) hafizah: my sweet prettaye sister.
8) edely: my lame ex. sho shiok sendiri lahs. ((: tootie!
9) muhd fahmi: haha! pak ngah & fahmiq. loves calling him fahmiq. ((x
10) farid: fav daddy / ayah in dhha whole wide world. he rawks my socks! loved!
11) darwis: he unds mwe too well. thkx for dhha help buddy!
12) indra: my beloved bro. since we did terserempak once. ue still my beloved bro!
13) kezia: my sweet lil honey. adore her.
14) eileen: my baobei, she rawks lahs. she unds mwe damn much. <3
15) huimin: nuer, she knows mwe well. love her laugh & jokes. superb funie.
~
part ii __*
loved #
what will you do if your bf/gf kiss another girl/guy?
superb mad lahs. *
what will happen if you overheard his/her talking?
nothing will happen unless he said 'i love you', will superb jealous norhs.
are you sincere to your love ones?
uhhuh. who doesnt sia.
if he/she get killed in car accident, will you cry?
obviously, that shows ie really love him. <33
do you like your bf/gf to toy your feelings?
nopes. ie dunch like it lahs.
friendship #
how long is your friendship with others?
superb, ie dunch know. LOLs.
will you get mad if your besties broke their promises?
who doesnt?
do they inloved?
ie dunch know lahs. ((x
all about yourself #
do you drink coffee or tea?
coffee. hehs.
what kind of food do you eat?
anything, that ie can eat. halal food will do. ((X
have you ever slit your wrist before?
uhhuh.
the reason that might 'cause that?
erms, its all about love & hatred. =Xx
have you ever fallen into traps?
wad kind of traps? LOLs. ouh yeah. his trap. HAHA!
~
can ie really make dhha time goes fast?
cox it seems dat ie want time to go fast. LOLs.
went cp awhile, saw kezia. shes damn sad.
grrl -; take good care ob yourself okehs, honey?
aiyoh! superb fone.
missing mr fymi. )):
Friday, December 08, 2006 @ 11:55 PM
simply boredddddddd. can sumone entertain mwe for a meantime? LOLs. ie simply hate my lil sweet sister. ((x. she's sick yet she had this good idea by making mwe jealous. wadda f*ck? HAHA! too bad sister. oltho ure sick, just be sick alright? ie already wanted to bring back my handphone, & yet this is wad ie get in return? big fish btol! LOLs again. ie simply simply bored can? HAIYAH! just put down dhha phone wid my sweet lil grrls. we just did meet up, & they missed mwe. sweet lah dey! okehs, how's my blog layout? nice ker tk uhs? kinda big lahs dhha pic. will be doing dat later on. be patient okehs? GTG!
Thursday, December 07, 2006 @ 11:48 PM
HAPPY ANNI ! ((x ouh wells -; did met up wid my sweet lil dear. thkx dear! LROVED!
wad we've been thru -; thkx alort. superrr alort bebeh.
ie lrove ue manymanymany can? =Xx. oops!
dear -; oltho we did mit up just now,
im still missing ue like hell lahs! ((:
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woke up super duper late lahs just now. *sighs*
anak dare nie -; tk tau nk bangon cepat per?
seriously, now am realised dat my post is so so
much much more more boring like last time.
right? say plsssssssss.
LOLs. sorry lahs. my blog, my say, & my thought.
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atlast, my wolf woof just came back from her trip.
thank goodness! grrl, do miss ue truckloads bebehs.
((: bought anything?
haha! tk tau malu sak ifa nie!
kidding onie grrl. ((x
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sayang grrl -;
ie know its been quite sometime ue last met us & hangout wid us.
we unds ue dat ue sometimes cant go out wid us.
yeah, we simply do unds ue. but pls,
if ue cant go out wid us, for dhha last time, mit us babes can?
ie dont want our friendship just go like dat.
now, we're different.
sorry to say this.
r u avoiding us? omgg. dont! dont avoid us okehs?
we still need ue. deeply need ue. ure laugh makes us laugh.
but ure irritation, do make us irritate. HAHA!
((x take kare grrl.
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my sayang nenek ku! not to forget. theres a msg for ue too.
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sayang nenek - ;
cucu sangat sayang pada kamu dong!
LOLs.
atlast! ure back bebehs.
do beep mwe! or dhha other grrls.
hehs. take kare ob my sayang datok tao!
((x lrove my sayang grandparents!
dont forget us -;
mai, aini, ikin, q, yani & ure precious cucu MWE!
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damn! im missing q & yani lahs. q, cant hangout wid us,
as she is busy wid her stuffs. yani, dhha kyoot lil chick!
hehs. never fails to smile at us. ((x
LROVED! bebehs.
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my sweet lil dear pon ader msg lahs! ((x
kiter tak luper awak! ((=
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my sweet lil dear - ;
dear, ue r everything to mwe now. ie believe in ue.
no matter wad, ue never fails to bring mwe those smile back.
dhha laughter we've made.
dhha winks & dhha kiss.
ie treasure those.
atlast, we now a yr plus.
by now, we should trust each other. right dear?
ie dont want those problems dat created by mwe,
started to appear no where. ue should unds mwe right?
dear, promise mwe one thing can?
dont ever never leave mwe behind alone.
yes, ie do have my grrls to buck mwe up. but never did they notice
my fake smiles. ue r dhha one who noticed it.
ie do feel like giving up my love for ue, but ie cant.
ie simply cant toss ol my problems into dhha blue sea ol by
myself & itself right? sho pls, dont leave mwe behind.
ie really nid ue.
ie really lrove ue.
oltho we drifted apart for olmost 5mnths, my love for ue
never change. remember wad ue told mwe during our break time?
ue said 'words cannot describe things, anything may happen after ue get me back
& its either ue love me or to seek revenge'
now, let mwe sae this to ue.
ie will always love ue. either to seek revenge or wad, my love for ue will never change.
okehs dear?
LOVED!
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006 @ 5:01 PM
argh! serious -; im farking bored can? =Xx. haish. bored bored bored! dunch as mwe y lahs. aiyoh! im missing hym, dearest twin darlink eee-zah, darlink zariina, sillylala sis & etc.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 10:38 PM
ie simply dunch unds about our friendship. seriously. ie feel like killing myself. im lost by ue peeps. each time theres probs one shot by it. was ue peeps. ie wonder when ue peeps wanna stop & end dhha mistakes. ie simply hate it. ie tried to avoid ue peeps, but dhha moment ie avoid ue peeps, dhha moment ue peeps calling my name. ie tried my very best to avoid. & ie did avoid it. whenever ie talked to ue peeps about dhha dat thing, ue peeps gave excuses. such as 'ntah lahs.' or 'diorg ah'. ie feel like giving up when ie feel like asking. but nothing can ie stop. ie feel frustrated. ie feel like killing myself. ie feel like crying. but none is working. ue peeps knew dat im inlroved. & ue peeps knew ie hate it, y must ue peeps carry on? do ue guys realised how much ie've olready sacrifice? none is asking. only myself. ie even asked myself 'have ue guys knew dat im helping ue guys ourt?' do ue guys realised dat? ie want ue peeps to stop this nonsense can? ie wan nothing, from ue guys. dats ol. ((x here another one. ie knew ie was wrong. im sorry. ie didnt mean to mungkir janji. im sorry. if ue feel like scolding mwe, go ahead. im nort stopping ue. if ue feel like slapping mwe, go ahead. one thing ie dont feel like. losing ue. ((x. dats ol! ((x holla ppl! in house dhha nort sho whole day. ((x. went ourt at night forawhile. went to pasar mlm dat located near anchorvale. ((x. eat here & there. had a good laugh in my lovely ghurls. aww. thkx! aini missed mwe. ghurl, ie miss ue too. its damn truckloads lahs. ((x thkx for dhha hug. ie knew ie was 'disappeared' for brape hari. sorie kehs ghurls? ((: went off. took 372. HAHA! ader pasar mlm lagik lahs. we walked ard. saw mia, kae & shahrul. LOLs. dhha 3 cussins. ouh wells. TATA!
Monday, December 04, 2006 @ 10:54 PM
okehs -; just to inform ue. ie din get to slp for 2 days staright. yeah! ((: boleh dikaterkan ako taunt/torn sak! =Pp. to both of 'em. thkx for sharing our moments. ie treasure ue guys up. tankiew! ((:
Sunday, December 03, 2006 @ 2:21 PM
woke up at 1.30pm. isnt dat late? haha! ((: called mai forawhile. talked craps lahs. mumie, daddy & my lil sis went to johore. & im ol alone here. can sumone accompany mwe? ((: later will be gng to compass forawhile & after dat went to r/mall to eat!! hehs. ((: sayang ako maner?! ishk.
@ 12:26 AM
at last! im home. woohoo. lrove lorve! ((:
will be doing survey. so here it goes...
mumie & daddy named you?
nur iffah izzah ((x
been living here for?
erms -; fourteen years? LOLs!
schling?
pei hwa sec. uhhuh! dats dhha name!
are you single/attached?
do inlroved counted? HAHA!
what class are you in?
2T2 -; next year 3T2 ((:
do you wear clothes?
dumb sial! of course lahs. ((:
whats your hair colour?
brown, reddish pink & abit blonde. GALLERY of colours. =Pp
at wad age do you start smoking?
ie dunch noe. & ie dunch wanna noe.
do you drink?
nopes. ie drink water dat can drink. ((x
who do you belong to?
muhd nur fahmi <333
whats your height?
162, sho damn AVERAGE. haha.
fav. subject?
none lahs. aiyoh.
fav. food?
nasi ayam black pepper / black pepper chicken rice.
fav. drink?
soya bean. SLURP!
if sumone other than him, proposed to you, what will you do?
ie'll sae 'give mwe time to think'
if fahmi proposed to you, what will you do?
ie'll smile & hug hym norhs. ((:
do your family gives you beink inlroved?
superb yes. ((x
did your friend(s) ever teased you?
duh~ no joke, no fun
do you have a twin?
uhhuh. my lil sweet twin -; eeezah.
most fav girls, named it.
aini, mai, shikin, fiza sis, ana wolf woof & eeezah twin!
in your friends family who is dhha oldest?
alamak! if pretending, dini uhs. cox she's my GRANDMA! haha!
who is your crazy buddy?
qilah. she's tottaly INSANE.
have you been heartbroken?
uhhuh. lotsa tymes. let bygone be bygone aite?
named 5 ppl's name. just to do this survey.
-; eeezah twin
-; fiza sis
-; ana wolf woof
-; for those who really wan to do
-; for those who really wan to do
okehs! im DONE. go! go! go!
Saturday, December 02, 2006 @ 1:58 PM
holla! ((: slept at 4.10am yet ie woke up superb early. 10.30am. 6 hours plus of sleeping. YEZZA! ((: received mai's call. alahai. sweet lahs minahchi tu! talked to her awhile -; & told her dat ie wanted to take bath. & hell! menyesal ako letak phone! reason y -; my mumie wanted to bath. FREAK FREAK! but nemind. later at night we on dhha phone again kehs sweety? =Xx. LOVED. later on, will be gng to mumie's friend house. but ie dunch noe if ie really wanna go. ie feel like lazy lahs. its rare dat ie usually stays at home. dhha whole week ie went ourt to SLACK. now, im damn damn hungry lahs! seriously hungry! ie want FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im started to miss hym. oltho he have olready replaced mwe lotsa tymes, ie still nort kinda angry at hym. ((: cox ie lrove hym. ie did realise my mistakes & wrong doings. im sorie! okehs lahs, ie wanna end my post here! nid to bath & get ready. TATA!
@ 8:20 AM
MAWNING! its 12.21am & yet ie havent slp. HAHA! lazy babe. ((: TATA! nid to call sumone babe.
Friday, December 01, 2006 @ 7:42 AM
woke up at 12.30pm. again, due to aini's call. ((: okehs -; she went here. a moment later -; daddy came home. fark! was shocked lahs! my lil sis wanna go tuh my grandma house. daddy din let. he even scolded my lil sis. sho? big deal ahs? HAHA! mwe, aini & yani just left dhha house. as ie was tooooooooooo fed up lahs. ((: naughty us. 'dont provoke us, cox we'll bite' we otw there saw 4 cutie pies. seri, lia, ie dunch noe & ie dunch noe. ((: ie knew 'em but dunch noe their name. den ol ob sudden, saw achid & gang. HAHA! & ie did saw FIZA! was olmost crying lahs. but just tahan. ((: miss miss her can? den went tuh dhha bus stop. took 88. dropped at my grandma house. yay! gort dhha 3 siblings & my nenek. LOLs. funie. aini said 'tkleh shey ngok irsyad. mcm azroy!' HAHA! funie. kyoot tao diorg. ouh wells. was about tuh leave, mummy reached my grandma house. superb shocking lahs! ((: den quickly left. told my mummy dat ie wanna merayap. ((: yeah! went tuh punggol cc awhile. den left dhha place. took 161. story will be continued. ((: OKEHS LAHS! bye. www.prince-ass-simplicity.blogspot.com