Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @ 9:31 PM
didnt went to sch for dhha last two days.((: sorie for those who asked me tuhgqo sch.do miss me yeah?((:today, mumie & sis will be
gqngq tuh m'sia.
haish. missingq 'em lots.
do take kare!
Sunday, January 28, 2007 @ 7:57 PM
28 JAN 07at last, i can blog. feeling unhappy.yeah. feel like breaking down.but, ..)): god, i really nid uU dhha most.went ourt for awhile.accompany sis dilah tuh do herhair. & went to ainie's house just tuh take cd.kept browsing thru all dhha pic at my hp. kept scolding my sister.shit bangs!watched cd, eat & sms-ing.i cant smile. really cant.~soul confessions.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
i dont know whats wrong with uU.
& i dont know whats wrong with my grrls.
if dhha ans all stated by me, am sorie.
i feel like im alone. altho, uU & my grrls
just right beside me.
)): im nort strong.
im nort happy.
im nort.
fcuk lrove.
dhha whole incidents kept repeating
again & again & again & again.
i want tuh stop all this shits.
god, pls make me alive.
everybody kept asking me y.
i really nid sumbody tuh talk tuh.
but, each tyme sumone called,
i reject. im feeling nothing.
m i a statue? m i?
tears began tuh rolled.
i didnt want it tuh happen yet,
its already happen.
~
Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 9:30 AM
19 JAN 07 -supposingly, me, ainie, mai & dearwill be going to swimming.but shacks. i gort CCA.so, after sch, straight away wentto sis dilah's house with afika.just to eat our lunch.yummy delicious lah! took a photo with afika.she's lame lah. i lrove her loads! ((:2pm, get out of dhha house& get seperated from afika.she went home while me & sis dilahwent to CCA. ((:its damn kecohrable lah.((: we were damn late once we reached sch.hoho, kept laughing.saw jing xian.we were asking him 'inside this comp lab, is wad cca?'den guess wad he told us?'its comp lab' -__-lame lah he! CCA ended early.went plaza, ate waffle.quickly went home, & took a bath.was super fresh & getting ready to go ourt.we change our plan. planning to go vivo.((: was okeh lah. ~at night tyme, was damn fcuked up.
i didnt utter a single word.
was giving a fake smiles.
i guess, its...
i hate it when it comes to problems.
get out!
i guess, thats my final ans.
~
20 jan 07 -
happy bdae eileen baobei! ((: smooch-ed!
woke up super late. uhhuh. 12.30pm liddat.
& i still havent bath. smelly lah.
thkx sulaiman for sms-ing me.
& sorie, its better if we r friends. ((:
on dhha phone with mai. hehs. she talks alot lah! aiyoh!
im kinda emo right now. )): im beginning to worried.
haish.
i ate alot, bcox im stress.
kept eating all dhha way.
i hate lrove.
fcuk lrove.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 @ 9:07 PM
16 jan '06 -after sch went to koufu.with dear. ((:dear ate so slowwwwwwww.den my grrls joined in.mai, ainie & ikin were so krazy.padahal2.i was so damn irritating luh.dear cant tahan with me.same goes to my grrls.after eating, mai & ikin went home.so guai.so do i!dear & ainie sent me home.thanks! ((:at 4.45pm mit my grrls.i starting to lrove my grrlsequally. <3had our 'lunch' at kfc.bumped into acap, soh, muzh & arep.again, bumped into shafiee & shahrul.matreps. -_-walked ard compass, & off to void deck.funfunfun!they laugh their ass off.reached home at 9.30pm liddat.((:~now & today -
((: had cpa right now.
damn, dear didnt fetch me.
luckily, there's sis dilah.
lroved! she were so talkative.
damn talkative luh.
she story her yest event.
hoho. im beginning to lrove dhha 2T1 grrls.
((:
assemble in dhha quandrangle.
ainie, dhha mad grrl smiled at me.
wtf? siao grrl!
((:
will be blogging later on aite?
toodles!
Monday, January 15, 2007 @ 8:38 PM
i lrove naqib lamer can? ((: (as a friend hor!.)
Thursday, January 11, 2007 @ 1:20 PM
its been a long time since i last touch my comp.((:this few days, sch was quite okeh. ((:
lroving maths period. hoho.
me & sis dilah kept bullying mr tong.
LOLs.
((:
after sch, really had no mood.
thanks ehk!
after sch, went compass to have our lunch.
((: thanks to baby & my grrls.
they cheer me up!
LROVED!
i lrove aisyah suweets!
lroved!
baby, am sorry about not talking to u.
)): i feel bad. but, dont worie.
i still lrove u! smooched!
i had no mood to fight with u grrls.
do whatever u want.
staring? picking up a fight? wadever shit.
((: u own life. not mine. hoho!
Monday, January 08, 2007 @ 8:24 PM
to baby, ainie, mai & ikin : i seriously have no mood. i know, i shouldnt said that. but, wadya tink? i just want u to enjoy ure life. to be exact. YOUR OWN LIFE. partially im in fault. or should i sae, im nort in fault. i simply had no mood to talk.
Sunday, January 07, 2007 @ 2:14 PM
NOTE: SORRY FOR NORT UPDATING LATELY. NO more 2006. ((: FIRST day of sch, was tiring.
due, for nort sleeping on dhha 'yesterday'.
went to sch per normal. baby fetch me.
hoho. lroved! sis dilah & me were damn kecoh-rable
in class. funneh her! i lrove my sis.
while syahadah & afika were laughing their ass off.
great to have 'em back. before recess,
we gotto go to dhha hall.
just to refresh back our memory.
& that is SCH RULES & REGULATION.
fcuk! dhha talk were so slowww.
haiyak! bell rang.
& off to canteen.
wasnt in my real mood.
but i gave 'em my fake laugh & smile.
recess ended. get to meet my daddy! lalas~
& again, my fcuking form t'cher.
were so fcuking. lalas~
((: sch ended, something happened.
nort to mention here. )):
cried while mai were comfort me.
thanks grrl.
walked damn fast. left my grrls behind.
tears kept rolling down on my cheeks.
)):
didnt took dhha bus.
dhha event was replaying on my fcuking mind.
i really need a break.
not a break ( r'ship)
~
2nd day - ;
its time for us to study. yay! i lrove maths lah.
understand & understood.
((: art is next. me & sis dilah were damn sleepy.
really sleepy.
luckily zhao rong sat beside me.
he kept disturbing kelvinder.
haha! ((: funneh.
~
3rd day -;
baby didnt attend sch.
but he sent me to my bus stop.
ainie was there!
glad to see her.
we were so early to go sch. ((:
i lrove my friends. funneh friends!
after sch seperate from my grrls.
except for ainie.
shes always there for me. thanks!
went compass with her just to return baby's sch books.
den he left. while we rounded ard compass.
laugh with her. later, went kfc.
reserve 2 seats. as baby & his sis
were joining us for lunch.
((: i lrove his sis. hoho.
syed were making lame jokes.
coolness!
went polyclinic.
& done with it.
went home. coolness!
~
6 jan -;
went to bugis with ainie & shika.
was okeh lah.
saw sulaiman's & his members in dhha bus.
they kept disturbing me. especially apit.
suker nah kacau.
((:
next went to vivo. my leg were aching.
saw blackbeauty & her siblings. ((:
saw, salliman. saw, noris. ((:
only went at night, me & ainie were damn kecoh.
who kares when we're in dhha public bus.
strangers kept looking at us while we're laughing. ((:
thanks grrl.
to that bitch : dont be a 2 faced bitch.
dislike me, tell me straight.
like me, dont be a 2 faced bitch. ((:
to ____ : im worried. im scared. )):
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 @ 8:00 AM
im back blongging!lalas~((:singapore won! woohoo.
im sho inlrove with alam shah can?
he's hot!
((:
farid daddy -
thank god i found uU. daddy!
uU're dhha best.
((: uhhuh. uU know how i've been thru &
uU always be there for me.
daddy, promised uU gotto take kare
ob ureself.
lroved bebeh!
