Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 1:40 PM
okehs ; its tyme for me tuh update .((: tues ; went tuh sch with dilah & baby .i kept sneezing ; coughing & my head were like spinning like a top . early in dhha mawning ; went tuh library as mr muru did not cum tuh sch .okehs ; english OURT !next ; MT .oh man ...my nose just sarks can ?!flu here & there . my eyes were watery . ouh man ; simply sarks .))): next ; art . having 2 periods ob art .glad ; ms tong din cum tuh sch too .ma gqrrls were making lotsa noise . & thanks gqrrls ; my head were spinning !HEADACHE LUH SHEY !recess tyme ; look up for baby . told hym dat im sick . & ol ob sudden ; tears roll dwn ma cheeks .lenard ; james ; po yai ; gong da ; & dhha rest ob their friends werelike shockingq .idryan told me tuh go hm . but i insist .gosh luh ! sick sick sick !))))))))))): baby force me tuh go sick bay .& i did . call ma crib ; sis were picking up . & she told baby dat she will be there asap . ((: thanks sis !sis came ; once she were outside sch .mk kau ! sempat smokey2 !((: i want ; bt cant . sick mahx ! HAHA ! yeah right ; ifa mcm phm luh sih . xDwed baby ; lina & syed came ma house just tuh paya visit . aww ; thanks guy ! i lrove lrove uU *((:& thurs (today)din cum tuh sch . lalas ~ high fever were just sarks can ?!insya;allah 2mrw i go sch . pray for me aite pple ?LROVED !Labels: sarks ma sickness . ((:
Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 5:14 PM
RESULT FOR IFA & FAHMI - ;questionaire analysis :you;ll go steady with fahmiThere are always ups and downs in every relationship. Although you think you know a lot about your partner already,PISCES & CAPRICORN: This is not a bad combo in general however, you will probably run around on the Goat due to loneliness. You are also too wasteful for the Capricorn to deal with. you might want to spend some more quality time together. Love, trust, understanding, affection, honesty, tolerance and loyalty are very important factors for a successful relationship. Think about what's still missing in your relationship and how you could improve it.Numerology Analysis:* ifa is 21 percent compatible with fahmi . fahmi is 21 percent compatible with ifa *pisces MATE - ;PISCES & CAPRICORN: This is not a bad combo in general however, you will probably run around on the Goat due to loneliness. You are also too wasteful for the Capricorn to deal with .pisces FEMALE -; You are feminine, intuitive, responsive and sensual. You are drawn to the creative or occult subjects. You are empathetic to those who have problems, therefore you often get used. You are a great one for fantasizing and in fact acting out your desires. Your biggest problem is that you tend to pick the wrong mate, resulting in the need to have extra marital affairs in order to receive the affection necessary for your survival. You are also prone to tears and extremely good at using emotional blackmail.Labels: im ME ((:
@ 4:45 PM
shareena - ; i knw this is nort workingq for me &hym . as much as uU do . but ; im tryingq hard for me tuh take thingqs easily . but never will i thot this is happeningq .i wish i cud stop dhha tyme & rewind back ol my happy moments when im with my baby . i dunch wna see thingqs kind ob thingqtuh happen tuh me as much as urs . uU knw right ? i hate when our lrove life gone wasted . gone into a drain whr its full ob rubbish ; rumours ; hatreds ; jealousy & etc . i did talk thingqs ourt with hym . yet i agreed . i knw ; im stupidfor acceptingq hys words . he nids tuh concentrate hys studies for dhha tyme beingq .but what makes me confuse is dat ; WE SELDOM CNTCT . & SELDOM MEET UP .i cry for 1 whole weak . who is dere for me when im in need ob hym ? noone . i wipe my own self tears . i feel like an ediert . seriously . sayangq ; i nid uU . * )))"
@ 10:08 AM
im sick & tired ob becomingq like this .im oh-so-weak luh .fark ! dunch wna sae anythingq . fark it upside down cans ?okehs ; get back my report book . was so-so luh . i passed all my subs . thank gqod ! ((:on dhha phone wid my son dhha whole night .i told hym everythingq . thanks dude !xD i cant even sleep dhha whole night .woke up ; wasnt feelingq any sleepy .LOLs . ((x went tuh sch with james .& wallah ! saw dilah & baby .thanks gquys 4 dhha lame jokes .rained heavily . hoho ! cold cold cold .wore dilah;s jacket . thanks babe !baby pushed me shey . haha ! i lrove lina & syed too . theys knw wad happens .
Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 4:55 PM
never will i thot this cud happen .
its us ; lrove .
how i wish i can have a strong heart .
now ; im weak .
who else can heal ma heart ?
im confused with myself & ureself .
this has never been happen . but ; all i;ve done
is for our happiness .
each day passes ; we;re getting drifted apart .
i dunch want it tuh happen .
i dunch wna play this kind ob game nemore .
how i wish ... how i wish ...
when i cry ; who wipe ol ma tears ?
nort uU ; nort ma friends . but me .
i cry for myself . i dunch have any appetite when
it cums food . drink ?! i drink a lil .
sleep ? tears kept rolling down ma cheeks .
this has never happen .
lrove ; do lrove me will uU ?
i dunch want uU tuh avoid me & i dunch want tuh avoid
uU . pls let dhha game over .
we arent dhha same nemore .
when i start ma work ; i kept giving uU cold shoulder .
yes i knw . i seek ure forgiveness . & uU forgave .
we arent dhha same nemore . no more us ? no way .
)))))))))))))):
lrove ; can we be like b4 ? i kept positive thots ;
but end up ; it became negative .
yes . like i olwaes said 'dunch be negative . kip thinking positive '
no way lrove . no way . im hurt .
im hurt nort by ure words . but by ; our lrove life .
im confused . i dunch nid any explanation . i really dunch .
i gotto find it by myself . im 15 . & im able tuh think it maturedly .
exams ? i knw . its ard dhha corner . & it left with 5 or 6 weeks tyme .
& uU want tuh pass ure exams . i knw .
me too ; but wad happen tuh our lrove life ?
this isnt dhha same nemore . this isnt .
few days we kept runningq away from each other .
omfg ! this is nort wad i've expected .
right ?!
Labels: never be dhha same
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 7:30 PM
oh man ! im so emo right now . r'ship / friendship / family matter & lrove life etc .im started thinking about ma pri sch lrovelife . oh man ! how i wish ; this wasnt happen .i feel kinda restless right now + emo = SAD CASE !i dunch feel like eating . i feel like crying . but i knw ; i cant . lotsa thing has happen in ma life .but i wish unspoken . )))))))): i miss hym . nort ma baby . but FAIN . ma pri sch ex . farking mish hym luh shey ! to sillylala sis - ; i knw how it feels . but i cant help it anyway . dhha moment i saw dhha werd 'brk up' i feel like crying . yesh . tuh uU ; its a lied . perhaps its nort .never will i thot about brk up . how i wish i can make this clear tuh shahrul .i dunch knw wad tuh do . i dunch knw wad else i can help uU .tears kept rolling down ma cheek . no more abg ? no more akak ? no more uU guys ?!no more lrove life ?! omg ! i cant believe . sis ; tell me its nort true . tell me .argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tell me it wasnt true !!!!!!!!!!!!!! )):Labels: tell me it wasnt true .
Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 1:03 AM
in dhha comp lab now . ((:march hols was indeed fun . but fark, i get tuh spent ma tyme withbaby onie 2 effingq days . see ?! how sad it is ? conferencingq with ma peeps . hoho . sorie baby ! i cant talk tuh uU too longq ! ((: im missingq lina mummy . =Ddokehs im DONE ((:Labels: forever will do
Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 7:54 PM
had lotsa fun these few days . ((xim cravingq for doughnut luh shey . woohoo .now [ 17 march o7 ] - ; went ourt with baby & ainie . uU gquys rawks luh shey !((: im so happy dat i gqet tuh mit my baby & ainie . Labels: they are ma sunshines . xD
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 2:30 PM
11 march - ; happy bdae tu me !in dhha afternoon ,din went anywhr as im toooootired . at night ; before went ourt ;i met my friends under my void deck .they came from bugis just tuh wishme happy bdae . sweet ob 'em !den mit ma parents .parents & 2 ob my sisters brought metuh johor tuh eat our dinner there,as tuh celebrate my bdae .haas ! order lotsa food .thanks mummie ! xD 12 march - ;went tuh lavender with ma 2 sisters & mummie . lalas ~just tuh make IC . damn crowded luh . but nort dhhaIC station . haas . xDmet one ob ma friendster friend ;but shack din saw me . hoho .den done with it .went tuh tanjong katong complex .haas . xD just tuh eat again !its dhha restaurant near first lady's shop .ate ate ate ! & youngest sister ordered banana split . omgq ! im full . but i still eat . will become fat ! haha .after dat ; met both ob my cousins . slack slack slack . went home prettaye late luh .sorie baby ; din tell uU ! *13 march - ;thot ob stayingq at home .as im sick luh . ))): sad case luhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .had my migraine again & flu & cough .im healthy outside but nort in dhha inside .hahas . xDi miss my gqrrls luh .ainie ; mai & shikin .nort tuh forget ; BABY *ainie - ; dhha one who always there by my sidewhen i nid sumore tuh wipe my tears . never fails tuh give me a shoulder tuh lean on & a tissue tuh wipefor my tears . i lrove my sayangq loads .mai - ; dhha gqrrl who unds me . who always dere with her 'TET' word just tuh brighten up my days . altho she lost her lrove life ;she olways dere tuh cheer me up . ((: thanks !shikin - ; my tetek freak . she knws me from dhha beginnigq .altho nort so close tuh her ; i lrove her . never fails tuh buyfood & drink for me . when im sick ; never fails tuh hug me .she knws when im hurt & when im nort hurt . those tears ; those laughter .(((:ifa - ; who always kips avoidingq her probs frm her gqrrls . kips lyingq tuh her gqrrls dats she's fine . when she's nort .
Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 11:48 AM
HAPPY BDAE TUH ME .TURNING SWEET 15 . ((:thanks for wishingq me yeah . ((:
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 11:09 PM
wna apologise tuh abgq wan & abgq jubz .sorie ib i tk ikot ehk . i back out . due tuh sum probs . hoho . ((: slacked with certain pple . haas .fun ! thanks for celebratingq my bdae in advance .((:i called my sis .& dhha phone passed tuh this guy .i din knw . & he said 'abg jubz'i was like . omggggg !!!! i shouted ; i cried ; & happy .i dont even believe it was hym .so longq din talk tuh hym . abg jubz ; is dat a surprise bdae gift for me ? LOLs ! ib its true ; thanks ! ((:i missssssssssssssssssss uU like hell .<333
@ 2:33 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007 @ 7:44 AM
had a bdae wish AGAIN .thanks pple ! ((((: sch was good & bad .dhha good thing is ;today is our last day ob term 1 .& dhha bad thing is ;im sick ! xDdamn it luh !maths was fun luh .
mr tong did my work for me .
thanks teacher ! ((:
& after was a wet day for me
although today's weather is a hot day .
yups ; uU guess it .
bdae bash .
i get sabo-ed by afika & dilah .
haas . im all wet !
& nort tuh forget bani & mai too sabo-ed me .
LOLs !
Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 9:50 PM
to those who wish me my bdae inadvanced ; thanks yeah !azura ; shareena ; faris ; aishah ; darliyana ;doulet ; mira ; izzat & whoever luh . thanks ehk ! to _____ ;
thanks for dhha present !
lrove it ! thanks for everythingq !
dammit luh !
im sick . due tuh migraine ; im ol in a feverish
lookingq . dumb dumb dumb !
baby ; thanks for accompany me .
(((: & sorie din entertain uU when uU're
in my house . ((:
Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 8:15 AM
its been a longq tyme i didnteven post any entry . kinda busy luh . ((:wells ; my life are okehs right now .
thanks tuh sum pple .
syed ; lina ; afika ; syahadah ; fadh & FAHMI
thanks yeah !
im lroving my life now . only certain tymes .
HOHO !
xD
denise ;
im missingq uU like hell .
=D really ! i swear !
talk tuh me MORE often oteys !
=Dd
HAPPY anni ; baby !
& & i cant wait for my bdae .
lalas ~
Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 9:37 PM
sorie ; ib i didnt update . ((:wells ; im missingq my baby truckloads . <3>
im missingq my dear twin .
gqawd . )): i hope shes okeh .
izzah twin , beep me .
had a great fun with my baby this few days .
im feelingq secure . truely secure . thanks baby !
onie death do us apart oteys ?
readers , ib uU noticed
i've puttingq up pswd .
wells . was just testingq onie .
LOLs . ((:
will be gng ourt later on .
& i cant seem wad i shud be wearingq
later on . lalas ~
okehs readers !
im done now !
tagq me .
Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 6:03 PM
i should'nt say dat tuh uU, boy.
im sorie. i never expect those word i've said is
so damn hurtful tuh uU.
im sorie. never will i expect it.
i did cried after uU left me.
im in dhha midst findingq dhha reason ;
but end up, i do know dhha ans . its
regardingq last tyme .
i aint me . i aint iFa whom uU knew me .
im lost without those words .
forgqive me once .
im sorie .
lrove ; all i can do is just breathe in & breathe out .
just tuh calm myself up .
never will i expect it . sorie .
Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 12:49 PM
truth hurts . REALLY ! thanks for tellingq me
dhha truth .
thanks tuh those .
ardila partner ; lina mummy ; abg jubz & joen prettaye ass .
=]] thanks .
(((((:
HAPIE 15TH BDAE SALMAN ! ((:
may ure dreams came true ! i miss ure jokes ! ((:
dont be notty ehk ! listen tuh mama & ayah !
LOLs
