Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 7:27 PM
farking toot !ma life . ma farking life .gawdddddddddd.who r uU tuh me now ?!stop ALL ure pretendings .english PAPER 1 ;i did badly .eyes were watery .no ; im nort sleepy .i had enuff ob this farking nonsense.PAPER 1 was uber craps .kept writing bout us .form teacher kept looking at me.yesh ; i knw & i saw .but its ma life .teacher ; dunch bother bout me .done ma PAPER .relax & cool down .but dhha more i relax & dhha more i cool down ;it went tuh dhha drain .those sweetest memories .nonono . im nort blaming anyone .nort baby . nort ma friends . nort ma GFs .im blaming myself .bestie were there for me . he told me tuh cheer up .thanks bestie .but but ; dhha more he told me tuh cheer up .dhha more i adore hym as in he do TAKE GD kare ob me .yes ; i was there for hym when he nids help .now ; its ma turn dat i nid help from bestie .thanks bestie ! ((: ------------------------------recess *was horrible !those tears . those tersedu2 .went & look up for bestie .thanks ! ((: sat with me .& ol i did was cry .omgg . im weak inside .den GFs were there for me .asking wad happen & stuffs .ol i did was ; shake ma head .went tuh dhha toilet ; omgg . i kept shouting & crying ma hearts ourt .fark !den decided tuh go tuh level 2 toilet .den farker !i saw ________ & bestie .both were talking .look at both eyes . & cried .went tuh dhha toilet .den bestie called me up .told me tuh sit with __________ & talk things ourt .no no . we didnt talk things ourt .but dhha worst came .i cry & cry & cry .beating ___________ using ma right hand .wadever ! uU dunch have tuh take kare ob me !farking shit ! dilemma is wadever for uU .but nort me . FARKER !-----------------------------------------------------end ob dhha recess *walked with precious ; kezia & - forget her name -they told me tuh relax & calm down .telling me stuffs which shud nort do .yeah ; i knw grrls .thanks anws . i lrove uU grrls too . ((:stepped inside class .dhha whole class ;looked at me .they were 'wad happen ifa? y r uU crying ?'ignore those quests . dilah asked me 'wad happen tuh ure hand ? 'i replied 'injured . knock dhha wall'sorie GFs ; i lied tuh uU *)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):paper 2 was farking toot too !i kept thinking .thinking bout _____________making ma life sad & miserable is a damn farkingtoot i tell uU !FARKING TOOT uU FARKER !-------------------------------------let go ob me luh .i hate uU ! was about tuh give uU sumting .but i ends tonight . no wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy im lroving uU .farker !i dreamt about ________.am i ifa ?am i ?this wasnt true . wake up ; feeling moody .argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Labels: i believe in karma .
Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 12:36 PM
uU started tuh chge. )):i thot uU were dhha same .but now ; i just realised dat im nort mean anything tuh uU .i farking hate this feeling ob mine .its nort true right ?boy ; pls be with me back .i hate when we;re drifting apart .im nort emo right now .its just dat ;i hate ure farking attitude . stupid farking life !go tuh ___________ withuU wanna be .leave me ol alone . thanks shikin sayang !((x uU knw me best . uber sweet .thanks for listening tuh ol ma probs .thou we just knw each oder last yr .it makes me feel like i knw uU long ago . ((: thanks sayang !shikin ; i lrove uU ! ((x
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friday pic ( newton )
i hate uU luh boy !
i farking hate uU this tyme!
funie ure farking head !
dunch make me hate uU more !
assHOLE! leave & scrams !
hate me for ol i kare .
lrove me for ol i kare .
scrams !
Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ 2:02 PM
yest ; went ourt with fam.(((: had our dinner at NEWTON.lalas ~but but but ; i din eat dat much.due tuh ma cramps.i wna eat MORE .but, it hurts.farking TOOT!---------------------------woke up uber LATE! yes its late.11.30?haha! washed ma face & brush ma teeth& had ma breakfast.ate crackers & nasi lemak. haha!lame breakfast i had!--------------------------skipped eveything wad i did.i had enuff ob those sweet wordsfark! pls luh! cmon luh!i simply dunch wna entertain urecrap luh! leave me alone!& pls dunch bother ma lrove life!i dunch nid uU!i have ma BABY.-------------------
today is dhha day. & yest is dhha day too.ahacks! ((((((((:yest were uber LAME .seriously
Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 3:15 PM
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im oh so bored right now.
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posting ; chating ; listening tuh music & chatting
is ma daily routine.
gawdddddd.
exams r coming, & here i am,
dng nothing BUT just sticking ma fingers
wtih dhha keyboard. hahaha! ((:
baby will be coming ma home asap.
((:
he will be bringing some food dat
he cooked.
oh baby ! thanks so much .
am waiting for hym right now.
& nort tuh forget
im having ma PERIOD!
yes pple, its period.
oh NO! )))))):
mood swing here & there .
but thanks tuh GFs.
they r dhha one.
woohoo.
after sch, shant elaborate.
small stuffs. =/
baby sent me home.
oh BABY !
thanks so much. lalas ~
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ma stomach simply hurts.
cramp!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, April 26, 2007 @ 3:18 PM
sya asked me in mly version .'knape ako g blog ko, ader lagu hindustan?'i reply tuh her quest .'its bcox ako suker luh!'due tuh her quest, i change ma blog song.ma gawd . she 24/7 kept disturbing me non stop hits shia .on grrl, no matter how irritating ure disturbing,i still lrove uU okehs ?haha !dilah too .non stop hits .afika, she busy dng her work .((:looking between me & baby,our connection is drifting apart .oh baby, pls dunch make me change ma hart . )))):i really need sumone by ma side right now .but who ? GFs ? baby ? family ? net mate ?gosh !!!!!!!!!!!sickening probs .((: gna change ma blogskin soon.(((((((((:& im probably will be delete ma friendster acct .its a MAYBE thou . (((:
@ 9:11 AM
i lrove ma GFs ! ((:had lotsa fun luh with themthese few days. GIBP rawks cans?hapie bdae zariina darl & yani
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 7:17 PM
jealous huh? haha! looking forward tuh it.
PSP here we (me & eldest sis) come. LOLs !
@ 2:18 PM
olryte, went tuh sch per normal. ((: saw ma ainie, nadh & ali. haha!den dilah came . ((: i had enjoy myself when baby is nort ard.GFs were so full ob energetic. omgg. thanks GFs !MATHS were uber funneh .afika brought lotsa food just for us. serious thanks babe !sya bought sweets while I brought breads. ((:dilah din bring anything. but she bring HER EMPTY STOMACH !LOLs. called & sms-ed baby up. hehe. i lrove uU BABY!went recess with ma GFs.((: mdm rositah din attend sch . yayness!((: CME, took lotsa pics with ma GFs.dhha pics are olready proven ! hoho. ((:i miss ma GIBP & BABY ! LALASLabels: GIBp
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(riat <3 dilah forever [MONDAY pic] )
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ 10:19 PM
IM CRAVING FOR A PSP& I WANT IT TUH BE MODIFIED . (((((((((((:
@ 5:28 PM
i simply lr0ve ma GFs too bits luh shey ! ((:
ma life r great now .
baby ; syed ; gongda ; lenard ;
poyai & james were uber funneh luh !
thanks pple ! lroved luh shey * ((:
ART LESSON ARE FARKING HELLLLLLLLL.
SARKS CANS ?!
GNA GIVE UP LUH SHEY ! (((((((:
supposingly ; we will be having MT ORAL .
but shacks ; mdm rositah were sick .
woohoo ~
WAITED FOR baby & syed .
went compass had our lunch .
except for me .
lalas ~ nort forgetting
wani ; mai ; aini ; ikin & nadh .
haha ! fun luh .
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decided tuh play soccer .
with baby ; syed & mai .
was funneh ! thanks !
Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 6:39 PM
omgg . im feeling moody yet hapie .wtf ? craps luh ! xDi cant believe baby does nort trust me 100% . gosh . oh baby ! pls believe me ;just this once . cans ?LOLs !sch per normal .craps ; jokes & laugh .haha ! thanks afika for bringing epok2 for us !sweets *______________________________________after sch went koufu .with my GFs ! lalals ~dilah & sya . thanks babes . they cheered me upfor stupid reasons . ahacks !went back tuh sch & eat . isnt dat stupid ?haha ! went koufu just tuh take a drink .den ; after drinking ; went back tuh sch tuh eat .haha ! gort back ma IC .was okehs luh . ((: den met MR TONG . he taught me ; sya & dilah maths as during maths class we were busy talking .haha ! okehs LAME !___________________________________waited for baby & co. while waiting ; we went LIB .played scrabble & boogle .just making a word.haha ! we were sho damn noisy luh .well pple ; we just being a 15 yr old kids .hate us LEAVE ma blog . ((xbaby & co had detention .2 hours detention . my gawddddddddddddddd.nehminds . luckily gort ma GFs !thanks babes . ((: after waiting & detention .went compass . took LRT .uber noisy & fun .dhha 6 setans but 1 setan went home.((: funFUNfun ! ((x had our late lunch at KFC .baby & syed . ((: THANKS luh !still im hungry . ))))))))))))):& here i am ; blogging . ________________________________________fark those who BASTARD ma friend(s)* sesaper yg teraser ; ko luh tuh! BODOH *
Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ 1:53 PM
uber NO mood . ((:woke up & eat .watched tv & get ready tuh mit syed & baby .((: was okehs luh . den baby accompany metuh mall . ate 2 kind ob bread .doughnut & cheese bread with sugar .& i bought chocolate bubble tea . ((: sent baby off . & saw mly gang inside bus .((: bored entry right ?STOP MAKING USEOB HYM CANS ? tuh ___________:i dunch seems tuh unds ure situation .ouh wells .seems like uU gta move on.im here . & ma baby is here for uU .((: smile FRIEND !
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Saturday, April 21, 2007 @ 10:49 PM
today -; went tuh sentosa .with baby, syed & mai .((: thanks friends ! xDhad fun luh !me & baby, as usual were late .baby took so longtuh come down .mit hym & here we go !met both ob 'em (mai & syed)at last cabin. was okehs luh .saw syed;s face, i can laugh mannnnn.funneh !went sentosa & we go sun tanning .lroved !we go tuh SILOSO beach .dhha water was cold !haha ! lroved mann .swim here & there .& guess wad ?baby told me tuh sit on his shoulder .while mai sit on syed;s shoulder . us, dhha grrls need tuh fight . as in like . who drop into dhha water nid tuhtreat dhha opponent .this was syed;s idea !haha ! in dhha end ; it was both ob us .so lucky dat we dunch need tuh treat . cool ness ! syed is full ob stupid idea . aha !we bath & bla bla bla . me & mai took so long tuh bath . omgg . haha !sorie guys !proceed tuh take shuttle bus & went tuh vivo tuh have our lunch .me & syed ate chickien rice .whie mai ate wantan noodles & baby , i dunch knw . haha !was yummy luh . den we decided tuh watch a movie .in dhha end ; cancelled . & decided tuh watch at bugis .went bugis . & had a small conflict with baby . fark !)): sorie dear !den cancelled again ! bcox we gort no mood .had our lunch AGAIN, at KFC .haha ! thanks !took 80 & dhha whole journey tuh went back ,me & baby didnt talk . no mood luh !reached cp ; i just ignored dhha 3 ob em . went home straight .PICS will be uploaded !MA DADDY SIMPLY S**K
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @ 9:03 PM
i dunch geddit . seriously .friends ; i really dunch geddit .=/ ohmygawd . sorie pple !crying ; avoiding ; traumatized ; keeping quiet & bla bla bla . i dunch geddit . april just sarks for me !CONGRATS AREP ! ((: *winks*shall update later on ....
@ 7:30 PM
olryte pple . i guess uU saw it . ma own hand . i gort injured luh. sad case . wasnt in sch yesterday . due tuh ma shoulder blade & backbone . gawd . get tuh find ourt from dilah dat i gort 28/50 for ma art test . haha ! passed ! ((: back tuh dhha topic . gort injured with i dunch knw wad thing . ((: went tuh sch . alort ob ppl asked 'ifa! r uU okehs ?' ol i did was smiled . ((: thanks for dhha concern pple! i kinda feel annoyed with sum classmate of mine . irritating freaks ! nort referring tuh ma GFs luh . but ; c'mon pple! grow up pls ! ure about tuh reach 15 . & worst sum r olready 15 like me . ((: im nort proud ob myself or wad . but ; really uh ! TAKE FOR EXAMPLE . theron . he like an irritating brat . but he can do his action louder than his voice . or Ho Jun Hui . he;s 16 . but acting like a 6 yr old boy . ohmygawd ! im kinda farked up luh . CME lesson was horrible . i dunch have dhha mood . din talk much tuh ma GFs . was giving fark face . i gort no idea wad was i thinking . shuddup luh pple !
give me a brk cans ? i really needddddddddd a brk for this moment . yes i knw ; once i came back from sch my temper went down . i knw . maybe its bcox of ma hand dat makes me down . or MIDYR ? pple ; i really need a brk from now onwards . seriously. if uU think im kinda avoid or lazy tuh entertain uU . dhha only ans i gave is MIND YOUR FARKING BUSINESS . nort acting big or wad . age doesnt matter luh ! gosh ; maybe im over worked . i think so .
sorie bout dat pple . im just tuh farked up . ((:
will be gng ourt later on . aunty house dat located at AMK .
den needa do ma eye check up. blurrness . stewpid eye! haha.
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okehs pple . im DONE . scrams now !
Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 8:43 PM
terribly nort in dhha mood . seriously . skipped wad had happen in dhha sch .
shant elaborate it .
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after sch . went straight tuh dilah;s house .
with diy .
afika went home .
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i miss her jokes luh, afika!
stayed forawhile .
gort a conflict with baby.
-no mood-
wasnt in dhha mood tuh talk .
hung up . but ....
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i cried . & he did cried .
omgg . was wrong with us ?!
farking me . blame tuh ma attitude .
sarks me !
okehs pple ; nort gna post dat much for today .
sorie !
oh baby ; this wasnt wad i really wants.
i tried tuh explain tuh uU ; but it seems ;
uU dunch wna believe ma words .
how can i make uU listen ?
how ? i dunch wna us tuh be in dhha a
dirty drain due tuh our own problems .
others may find us dat we;re sweet couple .
but i think back . this isnt a sweet .
we;re changing . yes we do ! ))))):
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Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 9:30 PM
