Thursday, July 26, 2007 @ 9:44 AM
i miss yest's event.(: anws, 2 couples are okeh now!im happy yet sad. boos ~i wonder how we gna react.dilah din went tuh sch & im farking miss her!dilah! get well soon okehs! kecohh2 ~ im gna eat ma medicine pretty soon now,but shacks, i forget tuh bring it, & soon, im gna buy it!i gta buy with my own money. goshh goshh goshh.haiyak ! later im gng ma 1st day of work.how happy cud it be? x:okeh pple, gta switch'd off comp now,MT period is coming!miss me pple!oltho there is us in us, still i cant move on.bcox there is us in us.(:
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @ 9:12 AM
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ 6:20 PM
i hate being treated this way.i cried just for uU.dunch uU geddit?y must me who nids tuh suffer this farking thing?yaALLAH, tolonglah aku. ):amin.i hatee tuh sae this, but, lets just forget bout us.uU go ure way while i go mine.dats it.yes, i lovee ma bro.he's dhha one who knws me well.4 year, we've been bro & sis.is dat wrong?gng out with other grrl behind me, wasnt wrong for uU.but for me, its wrong.my feelings for uU have fade. [i think]& deres no way we can be together anym.lets put dhha past behind us.i miss uU, yes i do.): i cant handle this problem.thanks for dhha memories.):thanks ijal, nonoi, anie & lina.for everything, perhaps, its nort.argh!Labels: thanks for dhha memories
Sunday, July 15, 2007 @ 2:18 PM
since i gort nothing better tuh do,
y nort start posting ?
i wont be blogging dat muchh.
(:
im dilly dally from studies tuh r;ship tuh f;ship.
who kares anws?
as long im sucha gd grrl infront ob dhha rest,
im way hapie.
me & mr boyf are okeh now.
thanks mr boyf for everything ?
LOLs!
things has changed & pple start tuh change toos.
sho, y nort trying changing tuh a gd side?
stop dreaming ifa!
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im started missing ifainikin.
deres a bridge between us,
our bond is nort 'closing'.
LOLs. pple changed.
wadever ~ (:
as long as dat sumone contact me, dats cool!
uU know who uU r anws ((((((:
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i miss mr boyf!
whr r uU know?
x:
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i want condo for ma happy life.
(:
after i getting married?
LOLs!
dream on ifa!
wadever ~
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HAPIE BLATED? BDAE KAK JEPON!
&
HAPIE BELATED BDAE SYAFIQ!
Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 9:17 AM
i gave up ! ):uU guys din believe us,& we dissapointed.whr's dhha trust dat uU guysolwaes have in us?we miss uU ):
Monday, July 09, 2007 @ 10:22 PM
i scared ob dat spooky sound which mr boyf did .): was on dhha phone with ainie .& shacks ~ dat sound appear .asked mr boyf, he said he did not do.i was crying. serious about tuh cry.butbut, be brave! & mr boyf admit it was hym!omgg ~ im gna lovee mr boyf more more more !& hell yeah! im craving for chipsmore & mcspicy.just now, went compass. did ma mini shopping.mai bought food for me. thanks babe!(x & i fallen for this guy .lame shit uh!i miss ainiei miss shikini miss shikin sweetsi miss afrahi miss zariina darli miss aini MOKi miss lynni miss jeponfusyiei miss rini i miss lishai miss lina MUMIEi miss prettaye assi miss shirlene bestiei miss atika KHAIi miss izzah twini miss fadianai miss wackyi miss rarai miss adeqeffyi miss ailah deardeari miss diydeei miss elisi miss ardilai miss zarai miss kecyk shai miss raja SETANi miss lishai miss qiaotingi miss huimini miss gracei miss GIBP [boboi, dilah & afika]i miss mr boyfi miss hyperi miss liewi miss ijali miss dannyi miss everyone can ?x:omgg, dancer had a grrl.shitos ~ pple, i wont be blogging dat muchh.i closed ma tongue piercing (:i quit smoking (:super yay!wont be gng sch 2mrw .indeed, too lazy ((:hyper hyper!stop calling me 'syg' or dear can ?irritating . (:am watching hikmah . im super hungry .boyf, cook for me cans ?mr boyf!i lovee lovee uU!yes yes!Labels: i miss everyone
Sunday, July 08, 2007 @ 2:10 PM
yest were super duper fun, i guess.
(:
me & ainie went tuh CP. bought things which we needed for dhha party (:
denden, bought it, met ikin.
okeh, she super jambu luh shey!
(:
took 43 went Eaz Coaz.
otw dere, there this 2 siblings(i think),
super lame.
dhha grrl olmost fell down, but thank god!
theres a guy prevent her from falling.
baek kn? i know!
xD
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reached Eaz Coaz, wallah!
super hawt nk mmpos!
hah! smue lawar2 luh!
(:
riat was dere, thot ob bringing mr boyf,
but nah ~ mr boyf busy working.
sho cant brink hym along. boleh accompany si riat do dhha bbq thing ~
(:
blablabla, sabo-ed diy, kecoh sak!
made 2 new friends. siti & i forget her name.
okeh luh shey!
(:
sumone told me dat theres an apek commit suicide by jumping down from a jetty.
* english ako mrepeks! *
haha! kecoh uh shey! ambulance, fire brigade were there & police coazguard was there toos.
mmpos. kecoh banget sih!
left dhha pit ard 10 liddat, i think. took 43 back.
mr boyf called asking y i called hym.
mmpos!!! farking shit luh liddat!
): no mood when i reached home.
i slept till 12 liddat. & woke up at 2am liddat & went tuh slp again.
best shey ~
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today thot ob meeting mr boyf, but nah ~
he went ourt .
i miss mr boyf ):
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babe, can uU pls stop sticking with others boyfs?
chge luh dey!
dunch let me hatee uU more & more.
(:
Friday, July 06, 2007 @ 8:44 PM
i miss ma clique & I MISS MR BOYF ):
theres no us in us, i guess.
din msged me.
din talked tuh me.
din call me up.
din din din !
i hatee this .
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TODAY'S pic
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thursday night -; fark! i had a bad & terrible dream.i hate it when it cums to this.):went mit Lina at CP, blablabla.talked things ourt & saw this small grp ob guys.superb kyoot i tell yar!reached home, slp.hah! woke up ard 9 liddat,quickly msged Lina wad happen tuh ma dream.farkfark! im gna breakdown soon.):too much things tuh settle.too much hurt i've been bearing it.theres no cure for me.goshhh.):i gort dhha feelings,ma sistership with ____,drifting apart.): this wasnt wad i rlly wad.i need hopee.shits! i miss IfAinIkin.theres no tyme for me to be with them.omgg! im crying like hell.farkfarkfark!2mrw is dhha day for me.i feel weak deep inside.i feel like im nobody;s grrl to others.spoilt brat me. ):noone, noone & noone.HAPIE BELATED BDAE BANI!&HAPIE ADVANCED BDAE DIY!Labels: 2 hearts 1 soul
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @ 8:20 PM
Temptation - Arash (raggaeton)
Temptation in my heart
I'm burning, I fall apart
When the night falls, My heart calls
For another devotion.
Temptation, I want you
Can you be my only one
When the night falls My heart calls
For the touch of your hands.
To asemoone eshqam to budi (you have been my love from heaven)
Setareye man to budi (you have been my star)
Esme to hast setare (your name is setareh"star")
Biya pisham dobare (come back to me again)
Un moohaye meshkit mano kosht (your dark hair is killing me)
Chesh maye zibat mano kosht (your beautiful eyes are killing me)
Bia bia pishe man dobare (come come back to me again)
Yalla bego areh, setare (hurry up, say ok, my star)
Ah ah ah...
*chorus*
THama fekro khialam to hasti (you are on my mind all the time)
Donya ye man to hasti (you are my world)
Esme to ro labame (your name is on my lips)
Setare vay setare (star oh star)
Ye omre bedoonet khab boodam (a year without you, i have been sleeping not awake)
Ta man toro peyda kardam (until I finally found you)
Bia bia pishe man dobare (come come back to me again)
Yalla bego areh, setare (come on, say ok, my star)
Ah ah ah..
*chorus*
Man emshab toro mikham, whoa (tonight I want you)
Setare toro mikham, whoa (I want you my star)
Ah ah ah...
*chorus* x2
Man emshab toro mikham, whoa (tonight I want you)
Setare toro mikham, whoa (I want you my star)
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I HATE DAT THEMEs OF YOURS !
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ 8:24 PM
will there be us in us ?will there be we in us ?i hate seeing uU like this.makes me feel like crying.oltho, i dunch knw much about uU,but it seems, we know each oder quite long.haish ):theres a bridge in between.ure happiness & sadness lies with me toos.i need hope.i need those energy which i get from uU.will uU give it tuh me?i cried & laugh, still theres no difference.i need those us.i left ma girlfies behind just for OUR sake,& this i wad i get from uU both.i need time ):FARKING SHIT life.FARKING SHIT lovee.FARKING SHIT r;ship.FARKING SHIT friendship.FARKING SHIT pple surrounding us.FARKING SHIT boys stuffs.FARKING SHIT money.FARKING SHIT ALL !i swear i wna die.speaking ob dying,i olmost kana car accident.yes yes, im glad i wasnt safe.i feel like dying, i want dat incidenttuh happen. taxi! taxi!bang me tuh death!i want it.i cant smoke, i cant get out ob this house once i reached home,i cant slack with e rest, i cant gng hm late. i need those flashback.bring it tuh me. ):i hate enuff ob this.i hate it.& again, tears rolled down.):believe me, im nort okehsLabels: not alone
Sunday, July 01, 2007 @ 2:12 PM
friday -; was dhha hell fark day ever !serious shey . i cried olmost one whole day .ib deres no HURT at ol isnt dat better ?i hate being treated this way .i need sumone . i swear luh !):saturday -; met new friend . (: teriyaki ?lols ! kyoot luh her name !(: went TP with Ikin, anie, ana, yaya & teriyaki.watched SFB perform.msged mr boyfie & he said okehs . (:budden, had a small tiff .after dhha performance, went Tamp.took 28 den, superb long . sho drop near tamp bus stop,took taxi & went back tuh sgkg .(: went pasar mlm .i had headache luh ! (:smokey2 awhile den wallah !sorie boyfie din pick up ure call & reply ure smses .):sunday -;msging anie . (: i lovee her more & more .anws, 2mrw me & anie have plan !whee ~ im gna be krazy like her !=D i miss boyfie ):- there is a big diff between us .i realised dat i dun feel any shelter . there is a bridge between us grrls .):- i hate uU, boy . breaking her hart is dhha only way for uU.think uU ediert ! dunch make me hate uU more .):okeh, pple been asking who is mr boyfie .anws, tuh be EXACT .its uU-guys-know- . we havent stead/patch or wadever .we just FRIENDS . pple, stop asking okehs ?k, best ! thanks i wont be blogging dat much.sho, dunch ask me tuh post.bye !Labels: i miss boyfie
