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EEEFA ELLIE♥
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18, March 11
Now, blisfully having a great family & friends surrounded around me
Happily hitched
♥ I love Paris ALOT " She’s a lil girl, living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come, and tore everything apart.."
She believes that things always happen for a reason & knows that
it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen,
but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you ever wanted.
i couldnt control my eyes, suddenly tears rolled down on my cheecks ):
luckily GIBP was there .
home-d with GIBP, went CP for awhile & off to home.
blablabla (:
celebrate Fadh bdae .
super enjoyable . (:
said something bad to Daddy .
IM SORRY !
TODAY :
no lesson & yay-ness .
when to sch PER NORMAL .
ilovefahmi (:
talked to MS Tong .
*crying*
sort things out with her .
i made a right choice, perhaps ?
):
back - did some ACES day thingy .
wushu . lame-ness !
i did NOTHING . kept laughing with GIB . [ no P ; absent ]
recess-ed ; ate rice & etc .
hungry cow .
splash water @ sya & afika .
superb fun luh shey !
sorie ehk korg . psl ako ; korg jaD mangse . *evil smiles*
back to quadrangle . super HEADACHE !
went to hall . whole thing : BORING .
swear to god luh shiol !
i dont have dhha mood & nothing interest me .
last but not least, NO MOOD after dhha show .
Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 5:45 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 1:14 PM
its raining cats & dogs. din attend sch, as usual. i know this sounds prettaye bad. its been ard 1 mnth (including previous MC) i din attend every Tues lesson. i dont feel like gng, so, why should i? daddy kept complaining tuh me tuh come. again, due tuh ma stubbornness, i scolded him & throw ma tantrums @ him. i feel bad dng it. mom took an half day leave. i had gastric pain AGAIN & i declare dat i HATE eating dat bitter medicine ob mine. >=/ shall eat it later on. being sucha gd grrl. (tkmoh prasan okeh eeefa?) im bored tuh death. i feel like working but i cant. yest, b4 gng tuh bed, i did ma 3 weeks art hmwk. i feel like giving up ma art hmwk. seriously. luckily fadh was dere for me. thanks ehk. shared her problems & mine too. relax okehh grrl? let karma do its job (: GIBP IS HERE (:
i dont know wads gng on between us. i feel like im single again. i hate when my feelings goes on like this. yes, im happy but in dhha other way round, im not. i want tuh be a happy grrl once again. i should think twice again. i love uU ? HAPPY BELATED BDAE DINI & ABG JUBS HAPPY BDAE LINA & IRFAN (:
Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 4:11 PM
reached home super duper early can? my head hurts damn alot. feel like sleeping & i did sleep. didi is HERE! dat neyo face. (: thot ob having lunch with sister & didi. cancelled. so, i continued sleeping. daddy called, was so pissed with him. thot ob mitting, but nahs ~ havent eaten anyt & daddy forced tuh mit him. due tuh ma stubbornness, i hang up ~ cooked instant mee for myself & watched tv. bro called tuh mit him @ my void deck. & saw, he was holding a plastic bag. he gave it & asked me tuh eat. he told me dat daddy bought it for me. sweetness ~ ate dhha chicken rice which daddy & syed bought for me. eat halfaway, i feel like vomitting. forced myself tuh finished dhha whole thing, & being sucha gd girlf & sis, i finished it ol. (((: & now, waiting for 7.30. miting my gossip partner (: im farking miss her !
BITCH ! STAY AWAY FROM MY GUY. HE'S MINE, BITCH. (:
Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 6:04 PM
2nd post for TODAY .
im feeling restless now. & i feel like something is amiss now & then. my neck hurts totally. & im in pain ): feeling moody, restless & ol.
i miss daddy ): & i hate when i gort this stupid feelings appear'd. i dont want anyt from him. so much for my happy ending? ): we did not argued but, bcox ob ma attitude, he cried. i feel like im a burden tuh him. sometimes, i feel like killing myself. i hate this attitude & feelings ob mine. ):
not in a goodie terms with ____. haish. im a letdown for ______.
wont be blogging that much.
sayonara pple!
@ 1:11 PM
firstly, i would like to apologise abt yest post (: was so tired till i cud not update. yest, went JB with fam. oh-kehh luh. bought lotsa stuff, esp on grocerries & foods. skipped - went jusco. had our late lunch cum dinner. i kana disturbed by this 2 mat m'sia . here dhha story goes . m'sia - sket nah ure nasi? me - smile onie * m'sia - uU mintak nasi sket ehk? me - kip on smiling. m'sia talk tuh his friend - she cant speak in eng. me - I CAN SPEAK IN ENG, MIND YOU! m'sia asked his friend - wad is mind you? DEN I JUST WALKED AWAY ~
lame shit crap ~ hows dhha story ? best kn kn kn ? had lunch cum dinner , shopping ! den home sweet home ~
TODAY -
im rotting now. dont asked me out bcox im plain too lazy & worst, its gna be raining soon.
i guess, im chging alot ): & i miss ma collegues. i miss work. i miss them so much ):
Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 11:11 PM
update tomorrow (:
Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 11:01 PM
not in dhha right mood for now ):
sch was okeh for me. friends & teachers asked about wad had happen tuh me last 2 days. wadever shits ~ lesson were quite okeh. except for some parts. shant elaborate it here. after sch, was a bad day. daddy had rehearsal. so, went home with GIBP & diy (: afika went home due tuh some reasons. wadever shits ~ den, proceeded tuh fernvale point. dilah bought popiah skin & diy bought herself bubble tea. superb kecoh luh kan! after dat, took 163 home. i had fun with sya. she superb kecohh (: home sweet home ~ took a quick bathe & proceed hougang. grandma house. (: ----------------------
just browse thru sya's blog. okeh, i gta admit, i pity her. i mean, i dont have tuh give ma pity face tuh her but other way round, i might can give some advises ib she wans (: its a fact we, as a grrl, needs tuh be loved by others. put myself into it, i love fahmi yet im with sumone else. now, i went back with fahmi & leave dat sumone else aside (: & im brave enough tuh let dhha karma do its thing. so, lets be strong (: -----------------------
TO YOU :
i dont need YOU tuh interupt others r'ship. dont be such a busybody freak. uat per hidop kt dunie nie kalo KAU suker sngt wreck others r'ship. sickening freak YOU! get a life okeh? be yourself luh! dont be such a copymeow, attention seeker & r'ship wrecker. i have my daddy & i love him no matter wad. so pls, get a life, will YOU? -----------------------
i miss daddy now & then ): oh shit, i gta go. i promised daddy dat i'll be slping @ 11. shits ~
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 9:02 PM
those pics taken long time ago.
din attend sch again, as im in MC situation.
& im yet, i miss ma cliques & daddy.
kept waking up, due tuh daddy's msges & calls.
he super duper sweet luh kn! (:
me & sister were damn farking bored.
sister din attend her sch whereas me too din attend sch.
played lappy & watched tv.
daddy called me up, he is otw tuh ma crib.
told daddy tuh buy choc cake for me & sister.
after putting dwn dhha phone, quickly bathed.
after bathing, saw daddy @ hall.
was super paiseh okeh! sister entertained daddy.
insya'allah fri couples kuar same2 (:
jamming ? sun tanning ? lepak ?
daddy went home. still missing him.
now, daddy called me up.
he forced me tuh eat ma dinner.
& took ma medicine. *shits*
i failed tuh eat ma medicine.
i cant eat luh! too 'pahit'. ):
i never thought we could be like this ~
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 2:05 PM
thanks keluargaku & daddy .
without 'em, i wont be here. thank goodness, i get tuh mit ma daddy up last night. luckily im safe. luckily i can breathe per normal. [now] luckily i got ma daddy by ma side. how i wish this was a dream. i thot i was dead. i thot this will be dhha last time i get tuh mit 'em up, esp daddy. i was in pain. i feel like dying. i feel like this will be end of dhha world. i kept on crying. i kept on shivering. ma chest is hurting me. i cant see properly. believe me, i cant think much. ol i ever want is daddy by ma side with me. went into an ambulance. told keluargaku dat i want daddy tuh cum with me. only him. i know i cant get seperated again. sleep forawhile & keluargaku woke me up. next, daddy. he told me tuh relax & ol. i know, deep inside he was crying. outside, he pretend he was okeh but truely, he's nort. his eyes were watery & he feel like giving up. he told me how he wish this incident happen tuh him. after check up, i can go home. i told 'em how i felt & ol.
----------------------- i cant believe you were there with me. each time i close ma eyes, your face appear'd. how i wish, i can close ma eyes every sec, hours, mins & everytime. i cant afford tuh lose uU. thanks for dhha praying. thank goodness, im safe from that incident. every mins uU called me up just tuh ask'd if im fine. after putting down dhha phone, i cried. hope, this will be dhha last time tuh ..... kaulah segalanya ~ promised this will be dhha last time .
its been ages since i've updated my precious blog. i miss my daddy luh! basically, im off from work. (: dy dislikes me working bcox he scared i might flirting ard with guys. i gta miss ma fellow collegues. aizat, solihin, faisal, syam, zul, joe, apek & mr reduan. miss me peeps! (: ------
yest, dy were super kyoot luh. i was inserting my pics @ ma sis lappy. & i took out ma batt while i put ma MC at ma sis lappy. then i realised that i totally forgotten tuh put back ma batt inside ma hp. i quickly put in & i received 4 msg from dy & he quickly called me up. (: he were super kyoot. he was crying luh shial! i said sorie & he told me this 'i tknk kehilangan uU' wadever it is, till death do us apart aite? x= ------
saturday, went tuh orchard for window shopping with dy. thot of repair-ing his hp but instead met up with his abg sdare @ PS. den slack awhile, dy was crying. shial uhh, i was crying too ): talked abit den called sister up. met sister & her boyf, didi @ Marina Square. we were searching for 'em & too bad, cant see 'em. so went watched fireworks. after dhha fireworks, called sister up & met both of 'em @ action city. (: saw dy's friend, taufiq &co. didi bought for us 2 ice cream cone @ anderson blablabla. i olmost finished both cone shiol! lapar katerkn ~ (: smokey2, chill2, cam-whoring & wallah ! seperated with ma sis & didi. took train & dy were sweating. pity shey. wiped his sweat for him. saw eunice & ma friends. reached home olmost 12 luh shey [= -----
promise me uU wont leave me. promise me uU love me whole heartedly bcox i should be dhha one deserve ure love
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @ 3:42 PM
i feel like im nobody tuh others. how sad cud it be? yest sch were superb horrible i tell uU. no mood for sch olrdy but i have tuh. i tried tuh contact hyper, but fark shit, cant reached. i can only reached dhha rest. wtf can? im feeling so farked up. den later, didi [sis boyf] went tuh our place. being sucha gd sis/grrl, i asked him tuh eat. lols. (: kecoh2 . but deep inside, i feel like crying. i cant see couple who are veh sweet, loving & unds one another. how i wish dat couple is mine. okeh, like real. den get chged, mit dhha rest at eunos. went for work but den our upline, absent. kecoh maha kecoh. (: im being an independant grrl luh! mcm phm * slacked with dhha rest, had fun!
i miss them now.
):
that letters & chocolate are welcomed
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 @ 9:40 AM
yest school was okeh for me. 2 survivors (: & yups! its me & afika. lols, thank god she's dere for me! overall, sch was okeh. recess is more more pathetic than i thot. (: ate inside dhha toilet. coolness ~ syed said tuh me dat im action towards him & fahmi ): how sad ~ nono, im still dhha same old ifa, i guess? anws, mr muru will be our EOA teacher & soon, our eng t'cher will be mr ong. who dhha hell is he? lols. after sch, ate our lunch at dhha canteen. den, decided tuh go tuh ma house watch hikmah. (: had fun with her. i took 2 hours tuh get changed. sorie babe! & after dat, she left. while i mit ma friend at hougang & went tuh ma work. called fahmi up just tuh talk tuh him, since im way too bored. but i cant reached him. took 854 & was shocked dat he called me up. dhha more he talked tuh me, dhha more i feel scared + sad. ohgosh! met 2 other ob ma friends. they superb handsome luh! haha! joe, zul & sham were superb kyootness esp, sham. (: didnt attend dhha welcome forum. sho, went slack while joe, zul, sham & rio went off. called syed up since im way too bored too, but after hearing dat, i cried. omg. im farking miss skairulina & ifamy. ): i want US tuh be our love friend. decided tuh go paya lebar played pool. i kept thinking bout skairulina & ifamy but nothing can worked it ourt ): left dhha place & went cp forawhile. reached home superb late.
anws, hapie 2 yr 2 months (:
Sunday, August 05, 2007 @ 9:34 AM
i just dont understand wads dhha problem now. each day passed, i kept holding on dhha past. each time i look at others, i feel like crying. y must it be this way? im trying ma best tuh be a strong & positive grrl, but it doesnt seem tuh work it ourt. y must me? i mean, y must I who needs tuh unds others while at dhha same time, they too, can unds me? i felt pressurized after hearing those 'lectures'.
work = totally sarks. sch = i felt awkward [i dont know y] friends = cant be bothered staffs = omg! him = -_-"
i just dont geddit. i tried tuh laugh, but cant. yest, were okeh-okeh luh. went cp saw mamai, nad & my forever gossip partner, ainie! den den, decided tuh go Pasir Ris. i had fun with my bitch, lina. she super krazy. but deep inside, i miss dhha memories. i feel like crying, but i cant. i just dont know y & wad dhha cause of it. i tried tuh stop thinking bout uU, but i hafta put behind me. -skipped-
friday -; i swear, i was nort in dhha mood tuh talk. but, i took one step at a time just tuh talk. blablabla. shant elaborate it. after sch, is my WORST nightmare. i saw IT, & it happened. i feel like crying,but i think back 'who r uU in me?' wadever ~ went tuh ITE Simei. i saw my senior. i saw my staff = afiq & i forget his name. they super kyoot luh! everywhere I go, there surely ure face. cb.knn. went back = i quickly went home straight. no point.
thursday -; after sch, straight away went tuh ma staff void deck. (: im farking miss them. after much talking, he called. my mood went into a drain. i feel like giving up. i feel like crying. & soon, he wna mit. met him at ma void deck. wadever ~ & i took ONE BIG STEP TUH say deep in ma heart 'wadever it is, im a strong grrl. uU gta believe this.'
in dhha afternoon, i'll be gng tuh eunos. miss me readers!
can it be a timeout for uU? im nort worth it urs. stay away.
@ 9:03 AM
i miss cousins, i miss friends, i miss everyone ):
including HIM ?
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 9:03 AM
again, sorie for nort updating dat muchh. im busy with sch work whereas with ma work too. i had so much problems this few days. & i shall nort elaborate it here. GFs were there for me same with ma staffs. thanks ehk korg!
yest, i enjoyed myself with sum staffs. i dared type here dat i feel like quitting. but, nahs ~ for ma friends sake, i shall nort. (: i've made app with ma aunt, but, cancelled. due tuh ma pit. hah! i wont be gng as im super duper lazy & tired. (:
there sho much tuh sae but, nahs ~
i feel im alone. there so much things i wud like tuh sae, but i guess its over. i feel awkward when im with GFs. either im too embarrased or i have less time tuh spent with them. insya'allah i can be a strong grrl i wna be.
sometimes, how i wish we cud be just normal friends. but, i guess, we went tuh anoder part of life. uU are my only sunshine. (:
