Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 11:32 AM
i dont know whats wrong with me nowadays . i kept reminscing dhha past . sweet one was there for me when i need sumone to talk to . (: oh yeahh . abgDIDI, thanks for dhha advice wokeh ? perhaps, im too confused for love life . sarks big time, sarker ! (: life is sooooo great when im w/ girlfs . thanks wokehh .TO YOU ; go ahead w/ whoever uU want . bcox i dont need uU anym . perhaps , as a friend will do ? oh wells , CONGRATS !readers : i wont be updating that much . gna mug ma assigment (:
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 11:37 PM
maybe we are not fitted to be friends . ): ako mencuba sedaya upaya untuk berkawan denganmu . tetapi satu persatu masalah timbul . adakah ako ini ego ? adakah ako ini berasa cemburu terhadap engkau ? ohh tidak . ku tidak pernah berasa gituk . ako cuma confuse aja . walaubagaimana pun ; ako tetap anggap engkau seperti sahabat yang ku hormati (: memang peristiwa yang kita alami itu semua menyakitkan hati dan ada juga yang 'power2' . tetapi ; apa bolehh kita buat kann ? sampai disini sahaja ; sahabat (:i had lotsa fun w/ ma super duper grrls (: thanks for coming ehk !*deep inside ; im hurt*
Monday, September 24, 2007 @ 4:32 PM
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Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 8:17 PM
school was hella FUN ! really luhh shey . kept make-up-ing (: looks like im an expert yeahh ? being an image consultant was fun but @ dhha same time .. fuh ~ ntahh luh ehk ! i cant wait for 2mrw . study group luh shey . okehh enough said . i dont get sumone thinking & i dont know wads dat SUMONE motive . [ fark w/ dat SUMONE ]
WAD DO YOU WANT FROM ME ? HAVE YOU HAD ENOUGH ?
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @ 8:00 PM
[ bad hair day DAY ] SOON , will be breakfasting (: cant wait cant wait ! anws, this one whole week there wont be any study . in capital letters WONT BE STUDYING . exams ard dhha corner, yet there will be no study . wtf ?! i might as well, dont attend sch for 1 whole week right ? no study . no lesson . but replaced to our course . eg : image consultant , junior cheff & digital animation . school seems prettaye bored . but with girlfies & GIBP ard me, i felt im in heaven . i felt blessed that i gort this wonderful peeps ard me . image consultant was splendid ! at 1st, i thot it was so super duper boring & hell yeah its bored . den after awhile, it was awesome and @ dhha same time , i miss afika & syahadah when we were @ image consultant . today's lesson were so cooooooooooool i must say . non stop laughing except for recess time . i saw HIM . he stared @ me & i gort dhha urge tuh jeling @ him . i just dont know wads wrong with me @ times . after recess, was horrible i must say . shout here, shout dere . i really had fun . after schhh, is dhha best ! enough said *yesterday is dhha worst i must say . shant elaborate it . @ night , zariina darl called me up . i was super duperly shocked okehh ! (: i miss her luh shey . long time din met her up ! thanks girlfies for being there for me when i need sumone to talk to . im blessed that i gort a wonderful friends (: yes, im trying ma best to forget dhha past but i cant erased dhha sweet moments when im with him . memories kept haunting me, i guess . TO YOU -; when are we ending this fight ?SPECIAL THANKS to :annie TWIN, ardila Partner, fadhilah P, afika I, syahadah B, zariina Darl & neesya Sayang.
Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 4:45 PM
my head hurts till i cant think properly . baek kann ? went to Fernvale to pass sumone's jacket to dat sumone . NONO, nort him wokeh ? denden, slack awhile . FUH ~ sumone made me jealous luh shey ! sumone bought K610i which i've been eyeing/craving for it ! grr ~ before i saw, SUMONE said this 'IFA ! TENGOK KT TANGAN AKO ADER APER? HP BARU !!!' i was like 'KAUUUUUUU EHK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' haha . funneh luh . *lame* . went to nearest bus stop tuh slack before i went off . skipped 163 twice . haha ! i lazy tuh go home luh . we share2 our story . NEVER will i tell dat sumone my feelings bcox ..... phm2 luh . (:
i feel like cutting ma hair . too long for me & i rimas wokeh ! anyb wna accompany me ? HOHO .
4TH DAY for my PERIOD . having a period is so lecehh uU know !
yeahyeah, i love my life (: & im nort ready for 2mrw's event . goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
looking back @ dhha past was so wonderful . even now, i kept thinking about it . oh wells ....
Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 5:02 PM
painting (:
how kyoot can it be ?
macd (:
apple pie is dhha best
okeh best . today din go out anywhere . thot ob gng Bugis w/ Dice & Hyper . but nahs ~ shall stay @ home . im sucha gd daughter . LOLs . currently chatting w/ Neesya . she's one ob a kind mann . iloveher! & wad a small world, she knows ma only twin, Annie Danielle . *cmfm korg cair nyer* HAHA! they rawk my coli luh dey ! im alone @ home & im gna rule dhha house . craving for Bandito meal . anybody can buy for me ? lols. canwhoring is my daily job . i feel like gng out 2mrw . anybody wna go out ? LOLs !
Thanks a million, YOU . I;ve move on w/ my life . how about YOU ?
Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 9:13 PM
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. im starting to move on now . thanks partner, neesya, annie twin & gibp . yes, it hurts me alot but i guess , i preferred being this way rather than im hurting myself . neesya were right ; thinking positive way is dhha best ! PERIOD - : worst day ever in sch . having stomach cramp due to period . i hate repaying back . sheesh * did my work quietly as i got no mood to talk to others . period period ! ardila partner : thanks for dhha advice (: mit uU soon & talk more ! (:neesya : yeah . uU were right ; i gta think positive ways (:annie twin : bestest twin ever ! iloveyouGIBP : wadever it is ; lets our friendship last long TO YOU : terima kasih atas segala2 nya . aku harap ; kau dapat mencari gadis yang engkau nak .
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 11:33 AM
im hurt despite ob getting happy each other . i lied to others that im okeh whereas im not . is this an end ob me ? i cant stand it anym ! i just need uU to listen to my talkings & be there for me . i dont need anyt from others & uU . yes , im stupid enough to have fallen this type ob guy but uU people cant blame it . im trying my best to move on yet i cant . i just need others support including uU . & i really appreciate it . * hine luh ako kalo korg nak . tk menyusahkan ako pon * at night ; i try to tell others how i felt . ol i can do is talk to others about him . others may find its irritating yet this is how love goes (: * i guess ? * can i be friends w/ uU back ? everytime i kept quiet ; ure teary eyes & dat face appeared . im sorry for ol i have done towards uU . still , uU r my boy (: im trying to stay strong as soon as possible & ol i need is dhha word support . will there be any support from people ? i may find pitiful but i dont need that . i just need people to understand how i felt . imagine uU people were in my shoe ; ol ob sudden ure loved ones gone, how do uU feel ? sad ? cant move on w/ ure life ? thot ob dying ? feel like crying ? dats true . i guess , i gta move on w/ my life eventhou i cant . ol i need is support . yes ; support is dhha word .being stuck about love is no way out to it .but try giving a shot IB uU feel like it .what goes around comes around .ader pergi ader balek (dats wad he told me, olwaes)(:today's lesson were AWESOME . (:Labels: my new superman is GREAT
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 7:38 PM
i think i'll be remain this way . too muchh for ol those things . im starting to ..... *sighs* too hurting . too miserable-ing . i cant take it anym . life sucha dragggggggggggg . thinking ob him making me want to stop yet ; too complicated . hais . ): will there be us ? we've been thru alorts yet ...... falling inlove is sucha nice word but doesnt seems so RIGHT .thanks partner ; for ol ure advices (: iloveyou .seriously ; maybe im too softhearted . babe ; thanks (:
Saturday, September 08, 2007 @ 7:30 PM
Guys, realize that the girl holding onto u is perfect in her own special way. the way she laughs, the way she sleeps, the way she loves you, the way she tries to please you. always remember that. she can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more. for all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her. there might also be someone out there, who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now. fulfill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. understand that. imagine this, guys. when you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal, and then you run back to her. and u do the same. but you see love in her eyes. what do you think? do you feel the hurt? can you feel the guilt? she loves you not because you are goodlooking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you have a car. she loves you for who you are. your every touch, every word you say, everything you do. Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl. don't break her fragile heart. she is the only one who can love you that way. you won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have. for everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.
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i cant seems to knows wads dhha problem behing ol this . but, i know dhha reason . i feel depressed yet angry @ dhha same time . same moment . same timing . but i dont know why people dont unds me . yes its true, i've been running away from home for 1-2 days . i just dont know wads gng on due to my personal probs (?) . oh wells . thanks for dhha honest answer dat i received . i feel farked up after knowing dhha answer & _______. thanks a million ! i cried after knowing dat . oh wells ....ibu & ayah :im sorry . ): tears cant stopped dropping . oh wells .
Friday, September 07, 2007 @ 5:04 PM
HAPPY ANNI TO IFAMY (:
anws, wont be gng out today .
being sucha gooooooooooooood girlf to daddy (:
went to mit Sya under Fadh's blk . she superbly kyoot luh.
met her , havoc . our crazyness became wild .
den , went RP as she wna sent her form . *wadever shit*
walk'd ard . den went ma void deck . met daddy up @ his void deck (:
okeh , gave sumthing to him . still , im missing daddy luh dey !
went CP , played psp while walking ard CP .
woohoo . had lotsa fun . thanks ehk !
went interchange , skipped lotsa bus . ard 5-7 bus i think ? (including her bus)
hahaha . crazy !
okeh , i had fun !
Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 9:20 AM
SUNDAY :went to grandma's house .went seperate ways w/ family .decided to go late as i need to do something which regarding **** (:anws, when i was about to gort out of dhha house , rain started to pour heavily . sheesh !took about 1 hr plus just to wait for dhha rain to stop . msg-ed Daddy .din replied . took 88 . blablabla . reached , daddy replied . cam whored here & there . over all , dhha party was OKEHH .dhha cake still delicious ((:MONDAY :morning - skipped post afternoon - skipped post evening - HAVE post night - OBVIOUSLY EVENING post :i cant seems to handle uU w/ care . ): farkshitart !i rlly disappointed . smiley for ol uU care ?! wadever . excuses ~NIGHT post :sumone apologised . accepted . [ due to my soft heartedness ] .did something rlly SPECIAL (:ooh lala .ADEK : aku windu kao !TUESDAY :woke up early . due to sister's call . msg-ed Daddy .& comp-ed .havent had my breakfast & bathe . lols . too bored .i guess , will do dat later on .anybody wna accompany me some whr ? x=
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Saturday, September 01, 2007 @ 1:01 PM
i miss daddy so much luh shey . i dont have dhha intention to go out . lazy as ever . BUT ; im bored . anybody care to call me up or entertain me ? super duperly bored luh ! thot ob sleeping but scared daddy call me up or msg . so , nahs ~ looks like i hafta eat after posting . sept hols coming right up . & i need to revise my work for my EOY . daddy will be my tutor for dat special day . i need to go back school, to pass my drawings to Ms Tong . lazy bum, i guess . (: wokehh wokehh . thing post is lame . tomorrow, gng to my grandma place AGAIN . celebrate Irfan's belated bdae . whee ~ gna eat cake & ice cream . get ready pple , im becoming FAT after school reopens (:i never thot this feeling of mine getting worse .& still, i love uU .
