Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 10:24 PM
Im sick & tired. Sighs*
Of treating badly.
Crying like nobody business.
Get almost all dhha blames.
Unfaithful.
Disapproved friendship.
Tell me, when will this end?
Goooosh.
Serious, no mood.
MR BOYF, WHERE DHHA HELL ARE YOU?!
Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 4:56 AM
I had lotsaaaaaaaaaaaa fun yesterday night. I bump, saw, slack, hug, shout & etc.Erika, Fikks, Sarah, Nora Dice, Fatin, Dian, Mimmye, Fitri, Ayu, Kistica, Kistel, Sarah Jepon.In-In, Audy, Rafai, Irfan, Yus, Black, Hussein, Mohsain, Shorty, Fais (Firsha's cousin).Ailah, Nisya, Hyper, Dice & Boi.San Ah San peh group (10 people) + Their lil friends = 17 people.Ini luh EEEFA bump, saw, slack, hug, shout & etc. Ending up, slack.Plus, Mr boyf's group. Together, 40 plus. Ribot kan? I know.Go figure calculation. Dont be shocked!
Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 4:30 PM
Fark uh. Always put dhha blame on me. Eh, sukeeeer uh ako nk kluar ker tak. Yang ko nak sebok2 nie, asal? I know what Im doing okeh! Ako tk macam si first tuh. Pentingkan jantan jek. Palabuto uh! Ko ingat ako nie aper? Pentingkan jantan! Kalo ako ader jantan, ako tkkn pikirkan korg uh shey! Kimaks ~ Bbl kanak-kanak peh bblan. Biskits!Im sick & tired of hearing those naggings. Serious shit. Whats more to be done? arggggh! People, Im sorry if I ignored anyone of you here. I just dont seems to know why. I changed? Yes, maybe. But no matter what, I still remember you guys. iloveyou.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 5:40 PM
Second post for today. I had friends w/ weird names & ol. Serious shit. Thanks eh. Kiter kene tipu. (: HAHA! Laughing my ass off . Im hungry siol. Anyone care to cook for me? ):Yezzar, 2mrw can go school. xD
@ 1:13 PM
I almost collapsed. Hais. Thot of gng sch, but, my back hurts alort. I feel like im dead. Hais *
Now, I know, why you dint talk to me that muchh. ):
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 7:40 AM
Heeeeeeello :D . Im on mC today. Woaaaaaaaaaah, received lotsa msg & calls. Im so touched! Terharu luh shey! Okeh, yest was daddy, uncle's & cousin's bdae! Happy bdae korg. Sorry uh, bdae korg, eeefa saket. Haha. Ate medicine & wallah, im went to bed straight after that. (:Now, im all awake. Thanks to dhha medicine, im all freshen up but except for my shoulder blade. Sungguh saket luh shey! ): Msged mum & she told me to rest. I had enough rest & it seems so bored. Did my malay hmwk & it took me 2 weeks to finish it off. Just bcox of 6 quests & i need 2 weeks to finish them ol. How pathetic siol.Hopefully, I can go to school by 2mrw. Yes, its 2 days MC. =]I miss Seri gf . ):
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 10:52 AM
Okeh, short entry. Thanks to my flu, headache, sorethroat, Im all sick. I was told to go home. Okeh, youngest sister too, was sick. She had dhha same as mine. Ako kene jangkit. Hopefully, im okeh by 2mrw? ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH !!!!!!!! FLU HERE & THERE.Beby told me to rest & see a doctor. ):
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 4:25 PM
Scolding, angry, mad, emo, happy or whatever are part of your emotional. Whats dhha point lying to other & to yourself that you're okeh when you're not? Have dhha courage to say to others that you're not okeh? Just bcox of one person, you ruin everyt in you life. Get that straight, people. Dont be sooo sensitive over small thing, people. You know it. It serious shit can ruin your relationship or friendship. Comforting or in malay pujok-ing people, is soo over board. Jyeah, I had enough of it. Im one of them & jyeah, im too sensitive. But hey, I told myself it was a joke. Maybe, was just a joke but dont overboard as I can do nasty thing(s) to you people if you ever step my head lotsa times (pijak kpale) .
; easily tired
; have states of depression
; feel panic/anxiety when there is no clear danger
; labeled as too "sensitive" or "thin skinned" or "emotional"
; overwhelmed by being "out in the world"
; overly attentive to what is going on around them
; feel an urge to hide in a quiet, sometimes dark, room to escape over stimulation
; often cancel or don't even make plans with others
; highly affected by other people's moods
; highly allergic to foods and environmental conditions
; exceptionally intuitive and artistic
; overly sensitive to noise and light
Okeh enough said, over all my post, sensitive people.
School werent as great. Thanks to our new timetable. Thanks eh, jack!
Seri Gf, dont be sad keh? No matter how strong or weak you are, Im right behind you. If you are in pain or lil bit down, call me up. I love you. Promised me you wont cry. No nonsense from you. Okeh, gf? Give me a beep if you need anyt from me. Peace No War between you & boyf. (:
I love you gf ! (x
I've not yet decide what to buy for Father .
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 3:18 AM
Went Tampines & S'pore Expo w/ family. Obviously its a family outing. Duh ~ Anw i had lotsa fun luh shey. Pay alil visit. Thank god, Kakak Dian was okeh. I love you luh sis! (:
Seperated with Eldest sis as she had something to attend. After seperating, decided to S'pore Expo as there a food fair. We bought so many food till I dont know what to buy & what to eat first. Well, i had super fun oii! Youngest sis & mum did ear candle waxing. Fuh, kecooooh. =]
Anw, on dhha phone w/ Hyper. He super kyoot oii! (:
Cant wait for later morning. Meeting Bob.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 2:52 PM
There no more closeness between me & my gf. MIA for awhile when I rlly need her. I feel sad when there no more closeness in between. Yes, Im all crying here & I feel like meeting her. But, each time i cry. Theres no point to turn back time, again. Gf, i miss you. Yes, I rlly do. Each time you're online, my heart beats very very very fast. I miss you like hell. Altho youre busy or what, my heart beats duperb fast. Telling me you wna celebrate belated bdae, yet, it dint happen. Where are you? I need you for now. ):Maybe, this isnt getting any better. All I need is you for now. Yes, sweetie, I miss you. ):Labels: Crying, hais
@ 1:53 AM
I had lotsa fun w/ bestie. She made my day go ooh lala ~ Went Chinatown. Okeeehs, i window shopping & bought lotsa things. Thanks eh! (: Bestie got fcuked up due to i bought boxer. Too bad bestie! Well, after that, had our late dinner @ KFC. Okeh, we made too much noise in there. Everyone were like looking @ us & ate Meltz & it superb keras oii ~ Mangkok. Dhha chicken superb were hard siol. Tak leh angz! Aiyooohs, thot of working there, but ehem-ehem-ehem, thanks but no thanks. (Bestie, ko darh tawu, ko diam!) Okeh, reached home kinda early. Im so inlove w/ Triple H siots!
Bby, where are you? I miss you like hell. Serious shit siot!!
Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 3:35 PM
There isnt any happiness, at all. I felt so moody now & then. Im beginning theres a change in me. I never thought things could be like this. I hate me yet I love myself. Okeh, this is too ridiculous for me. I've been keeping quiet for like ages. I miss dhha old EEEFA. Serious shit. (: 
I received lots of present. Besde these 4 people, Nini; gave a bracelet. Zul treated me movie as my bdae present, Mother gave me Adidas thingy & Soft toys to hug & etc. Theres too many for me to remebered. Okeh, enough. Too many oii ~
I've been stressing out lately. Thanks to my Ex- Malay teacher who gave tons of hmwk. 4 more topic to go! Wapiang!! See dhha above picture, thanks to dhha hmwk, end up, taking photo. & Im too stressful teaching bestie. She made me mad & go wildful due to her lame craps. (:
Okeh, I've been revising this lyric. Its super nice oii ~ Too stress & I gta memorise it all. (x See Bestie; Im good okeh! Haha.
Yest, went to Vivo w/ my grrls. We watched Step Up 2 the Street. Its super nice show to watch. For those who are in dance, go watch! Worth it all. (: Okeh people, I need to get ready for later on. Meeting bestie! Woohoo ~ Make my day okeh, bestie? Feeling so high luh, bcox Mother gave me present AGAIN! Abeh asal? Mawu fight? Okeh, crap.
Boy, where have you been? Missing you lately. (x
HAPPY 15TH BDAE, LIL SISTER CHACHAkecyk!
(:
Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 3:06 PM
I've been so moody lately & i guess, our friendship between us already drifting apart altho theres alot of ___ in between us. It seems, theres alot for us to catch up but I guess, its over for now. Im having gastric every now & then, not forgetting stomach cramp too. Thanks to my farking period, im all so moody. (:Now, im missing Zariina darl alot. Serious oii ~ Maner ko pergi nie, darl?! Kiter windu oii !!Eh Acit, please luh eh, ko tkmoh nk jadi stalker siol. Ko ingat ko dgn ako? Siol uh, ako bkan ko peh mataer luh sial. You dont deserve to have me! Yg ko tkot kalo ako kene ikot alek tuh apsl? Ako patot nyer tkot nan ko psl KO YG IKOT AKO ALEK LUH, pantat! Eh, pls luh eh, ako 16 years old & ako leh alek sendirik luh wei! Pukis ~ KO STALKER LUH SIAL !
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 3:13 PM
I dint attend school today. Theres no point going to school when Im badly injured. Thanks to my period, flu, dizzyness & slight fever. Friends were there for me. Friends were messaging me asking how im feeling & so forth & they even bother to call me up! Aww, thanks friends-friends ku! Im touched. Hyper were dhha 1st asking about me. I dint even know that he knows that Im sick. Anws, thanks bulu love! (:
Well, lets start about my last 2 post regarding about B. Readers, have you ever felt like giving up? I mean, leaving your loved one to others despite being hurt or what so ever? Im shure you guys do! Jyeah, thats how Im feeling right now. Im giving away half of my happiness to other party. Looks like, im searching for dhha perfect one. Chey~ EEEFA bbl karot. Nono, searching dhha correct word for HAPPINESS. Like duh.
I had superb fun with these people. They're my love. Jyeah, my family of course! We celebrated my belated bdae with sumpteneous foods around. Woohoo ~ I loike okeeh. Went to T3 & cam-whoring. See, dhha picture above. Now, im currently excited.
Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 10:57 PM
IM SICK !!!!
& im tooooo weak to move around.
Thanks alort oii ~
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 1:25 PM
Yes, I left B behind. Dont ask why. Im super sorry. Its not what I want actually. I just got dhha urge of leaving you behind. Im all sad here & I dont feel like leaving you, but must instict says 'leave your B behind'. I made a great great big big biggest mistake. Im super duper sorry. I went to your friendster, & I saw whole lots of minah-minah lawar. I swear, I was crying like shit thang. I was jealous. Jealous of you. You gave stupid reasons for late callings & late msges. Where have you been now? I've lost appetite. Its annoying. How I wish, you were by my side. But theres no point being by my side. I miss you. Serious shit. I dont wna fall into an old guy AGAIN. And theres no way for turning back. Now, Im all drenched up. Im weak for now. I dont wish to see you here again. Oh B, Im superb sorry. Give me last call for tonight, pls?
Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 1:15 AM
Current mood for now : EMO / HAPPYIts 1.04am now & I got dhha urge to post. Reached home a moment ago, at around 12.10am. Okeh, dont ask why & ol. Bcox why, I went to Vivo to watch Harton dhha mu-v. Okeh, craps. Dhha show were super funny! Serious shit. Go watch people. Intended to watch Juno. But, nvm. There still time. (x Thanks Zul for everyt! Wooohoo ~ This guy superb nice luh shey! He held ma hands just bcox my hands were superb cold. Yes, its like freezing. & He even lend me his shoulder bcox my neck were superb in pain! See how nice can he be?! Haha. Thanks buddy!!I miss this sumone. Oh sumone, where have you been?Ako, EEEFA, bukan minahrep okeh?I, EEEFA, isnt an ahlian, okeh?
Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 1:57 PM
HELLO readers! Im bacccccccccck. Yesyes; Im back. Anws, sorry for not updating my blog. Super busy siol! I kept going out from dhha house & back at 12 midnight. Wtf? Even, baby kept nagging about this shits.Surely you people wna know what happened during my bdae kn2? Out w/ Girlfriends. I had super fun! Went Compass forawhile den proceed to Cwp den Town. I had fun siol crapping. Nini bought for me a bangle. Super nice! I loike it luh eh! She bought herself shoe from Calvin & Kleins while I bought myself a handbag. Fuh ~ Next day; Wednesday.Meet up w/ Zariina Darl. She super kyoot & lawa siol! Its like finally get tuh meet her ~ for 4 years, this is dhha 1st time we met. Mak oi ~ Tkper, there will be next meet up. April kn darl? Heeeeees !Thursday; Decided to watch mu-v but ended up, no tics. So, went to Vivo forawhile & proceed to somewhere. Super boring luh Thursday.Friday, which means today;Will be heading to somewhere. Zul gna treat me! Cant wait bdh ~ Supposingly, intend not to go out. But since my butt very itchy, so why not, go out? Haha. Lame bdh ako !I guess, its a short entry for today. Will update soon!
Monday, March 10, 2008 @ 10:35 AM
Will be going out later @ 12pm & its not my fault for waking up I straight to used sister's lappy. So, this particular woman, which is my mom nag all dhha way. I went online & love dint even online which means, theres no LOVE in my life. How pathetic could it be? Seriously like hell. Inside my heart, I said 'Oh brother! Stop eh! Im sixteen & stop nagging luh shiol!' I miss love ): Where are you? ): Keh, stoppit okeh? Lols!Oh jyeah, i'll be heading to Sentosa w/ mom & both sister. Siak uh. It getting on my fcuking nerves. Stop it luh mother! Dont you nag plabuto. Sickening ass jack ~Argggggggggh!!
Sunday, March 09, 2008 @ 3:03 AM
'EEEFA & SYA'
friday's pic
Green vs Blue [NSPS sports day]
Was rotting @ home for one whole day. Thanks to Love. He planned something (:
So; I hafta get ready in few minutes time. So, bathe; change & set, off I go meet him under void deck.
He super sweeeeeeeet. Pick me up & sent me home. Coincidencely; we wore dhha same colour shirt. How pathetic could it be? Nono, we dint even ask what to wear & ol. We super slack. Me, without any make up except for my eyebrow liner. (x
Intensively; I thot we're going to Compass to had out late dinner. But due to that; went to Changi Village despite it was already late like 8.30 liddat? So, without any further, we sat @ this Cafe & it was super nice I tell you! EEEFA being so kanchiong here ~ Bleahx ! We ate this cake super yucks! Even my love said so. So, we drank drinks. Obviously! I wasnt ordered. Love ordered for me. So he orderes Milk & Dates while Love ordered for himself Banju something2 dhha name Juice. Unds?
We had lotsa fun out there! Proceed to Pasir Ris park. We raced like hell. Seriously. Talk things out & blablabla. Its about r'ship. Yucks oii ~
Reached home @ 12 midnight plus . Raftly 12.15 liddat? I had super fun! Those singings, jokes & ol. Thanks love for celebrating my sweet 6teen bdae in advanced!
People, F.Y.I : Love kept singing Go On Girl. I love love luh oii ~
Friday, March 07, 2008 @ 10:46 PM
Mood for now: Sad; emotional; hurt & crying Why me? Why am I so fcuking weak in love? Why must it be me? Seriously; I breakdown totally. I dont feel like moving on w/ my life. I simply hate it alot. WTF ?! Altho Im closed w/ you; why bother being w/ sumone I treasured dhha most ?! Argh! I dare you tell me face to face .Thanks neesyaa love; seri sayang. You guys are dhha best. Now; Im struggling . Now; Im begenning to hate you. Fcuk you mother fcuker ! i guess right now; im avoiding some of you. im ashamed of myself. seriously speaking. hais. its too late ; really.
Thursday, March 06, 2008 @ 6:48 PM
I just passed for overall circumstance. Wtf can?Here my result. Once you know my grade, shuttup okeh? ENG - CMATHS - UCPA - UEOA - DMT - BART - D Unexpectedly kan? How? Speechless kan? What makes me so fcuk up is my Eng. Seriously siol. I gotten either A or B but this year, totally flop for me. I cant believe its C ?!!!! Siak btol ! Whatever it is, I gotta do better for it. (:Lina told me about something baad. Yes, I dont know what to say already. -______-I feel like crying, but somehow, hais. Tk tawu uh. Anw, will be meeting Hana later. Cant wait oii ~Love, i dont get what youre trying to do. Whats dhha point lying to me? I love you yet ; this is what happen. Oh gosh.HAPPY BDAE HAFIZ!
sweet sixteen!!
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 4:31 PM
This will be a long post. So, bear w/ it okeh, readers?
Yest, went bugis to shop. No, its not me since I dint bring enough cash, so Diy was dhha one who shop till dhha max. She bought cardigan & dress. Super nice but common for me. So, after shopping, we decided to go to Lib. But, thanks to dhha weather, we did not. Instead of Lib, we went Vivo to had out late lunch cum dinner. Saw familiar faces but, I just cant figure it out their names. So, all I do was smile. Pathetic huh? Ate @ KFC since Sya & I were like craving for days. Saw alot of ang mohs. & Diy were like 'omg ~ ang moh, lets chase, lets smile & lets wave'
Sya & I were like 'OMG DIY?! CAN YOU STOPPIT?!' Haha. I had lots of fun w/ them except for one thing. Lots of people message me & my message alert tone were super LOUD & i get irritated by it. One by One messaged me.
After laughing, screaming, 'high-pitching', looking & eating, Sya & I decided to smoke. Thank goodness it was warmth. Jyeah, we were cold before going to Vivo. Super cold okeh? Im not a bear, so thats why! Blablabla ~ Decided to meet up Hotdog. He apologised to me what so ever. (:
Now, we're okeh except for one. Shant reveal it.
Oh, I miss my GFs alot. Where are you people?1. Name - EEEFA
2. Birthday -11 03 02
3. Height - 161
4. School - Pei Hwa Sec
5. Best friend(s) - GFs ?
FAVOURITES
1. High-fashion brand - Nil
2. Food - KFC ? Lols
3. Colour - purple ; black ; red ; green & white
4. Song - Nil
5. Music - Nil
6. Number - ELEVEN ! 11
7. Word - Ask my friends luhh ~
8. Memory - i have bad a memory
9. Snack - Not sure ?
10. Person - Fahmi <3
Q & A
1. Are you happy with yourself? - Yes I am. Even Im ugly (:
2. Do you wish you could change something about yourself? - Yes. I would love too
3. What's your nicest feature? - Eyes ? kidding!
4. Do you wish to have a twin? - I already have . Annie & Joy
5. What's your biggest fear? - Losing sumone more precious
6. What's your greatest achievement?- By getting him back. Cheys ~
7. Do you want to be famous?- jyeah. famous for having lots of friends (:
8. Do you think you are better than your friends? - All dhha same
9 . Do you think you are trendy? - Nope
10. What's your style? - Relax
LOVE
1. Who & when was your first kiss? - Taufiq. P3 ?
2. Do you have a crush? - Duh ~ With dhha same old guy
3. If yes, what's the last letter of your crush's name? - F
4. If no, who was your last crush? - -____________- "
5. How many ex-s have you had? - Only idiots counts their fcuking ex
6. If you could erase one of your past relationships, which? - where I left him alone
7. What's your sexual status? - -__________-"
8. Do you believe in sex before or after marriage? - Sex after marriage
9. Do you always get the people you want? - Depends (:
10. Have you been turned down? - Yes; totally
CHOOSE ONE
1. Ashley or Mary-kate? - ashley
2. Straight or Curly? - curly
3. Heels or Flats? - Both
4. Black or White? - Both
5. Jimmy choos or Manolo blahniks? - Manolo blahniks
6. Louis Vuitton or Chanel? -Both
7. Half empty or Half full? - Dunno
8. Paris or Milan? - paris
9. Skirts or Pants? both
10. Long or Short hair? - average ?
.got this by Joy's blogg.
PASSING THIS TO
1.)Annie
2.)Zariina
3.)Seri
4.)Neesyaa
5.)Whoever luh !
Sunday, March 02, 2008 @ 3:24 PM
Hello readers! Im mad @ Hotdog. Whats dhha point running away from your problems? This aint getting any better okeh? Look friend, if you think you made your friends including me & family worried, might as well fcuk off, right? Hello kawan, appreciate what you have can? I hate seeing your mother worried to dhha max. Waliao. You might as well jolly off kan kan kan? You made me running one whole biggy round & in return, I cried. Aper nie? You dont appreciate my help & others all along. Dumb skull you! Think twice before you did it oii ~HAPPY 14TH BDAE NAZRI!
May your wish came true (:
Cheers!
I love you endlessly. <3
Saturday, March 01, 2008 @ 3:57 PM
I had a super horrible nightmare. I dreamnt of sumone who having sex w/ me? Waliao. Sungguh peh weird bodoh this nightmare. Enough about that. Will be going lepak later on as Im super duper bored. I've been craving this KFC chicken for like !@!@!@ days. Can somebody pay for it? Lawls. March hols around dhha corner. Any plans, GFs? But ELEVEN MARCH BOOKED eh! Cant wait oii (:Happy bdae Salman!
sweet 16 .
Happy bdae Elmo!
sweet 15 .
Happy bdae in Advance Nazri!
sweet 14 ?
Gfs, nk ikot on eleven march?
