Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 6:52 PM
MOOD : exhausted !!!Just came back from, Bras Basah, Pasir Ris, Tampines, Hougang & back to my hometown Sengkang. Looking at those places, feels as if I wna faint. Haa. Woke up early morning just to go training and off to Pasir Ris and off to Tampines just to meet cousin for his shirt. And decided to go Hougang to buy another shit and shoes and off to Sengkang, like finally! And FYI, I woke up @ 6am okeh. Thanks to Khai for waking me up just to make sure Im not late for training. And FYI (again), I reached home @ 6.30pm. Count how many hours, YOURSELF. Tsk ~ I cant believe it. Now, Im so exhausted. ): Anybody care to massage me ?I simply hate the training. Sarks, totally big time. Made new cliques. But, what makes me sad is just, each and everyone of us, went seperate ways. Eg: Bukit Timah outlet, Toa Payoh outlet, Junction 8 outlet, Hougang & so forth. I cant wait to meet Raihan love. Oh, looks like I gta rush to somewhere after meeting her. Haa. Driving me nuts sioooool ~ My eyebag getting worst and I gta turn in early today. (:Having lotsa fun time is great.
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 11:42 PM
Woke up @ 9 am. Early nk mmpos huh? First thing, switch on sis lappy. Aww, its greaaaat. Yes, its hard for me to accept th reality, th fact, sweetest memories ever & etc. But somehow, Im trying my best to put ol that behind me whereas now, I gta start afresh & start looking forward for new things/issues/events & so forth. But, whenever i think of th past, it makes me cry. I just dont know why. Hoping to start afrest and serious shit, I cant wait for this Wed. Good luck, EEEFA ~Yest, bump into Fico, my ex. After that went to slack w/ Hyper, Khai, Nico, Kis, Nurul and idk his name. Fuuuun yaw! After awhile, went seperate ways. Im w/ Hyper, Khai & Nico. Whereas, Kis went to Fykie house, Nurul and idk his name went to Fikks house.Otp w/ someone for awhile. We talk things out eventually and ol of sudden, I cried upon hearing th bad news. Maybe, its time for me to move on. Somehow, I cant. Theres something that held me back. How I wish ........ Urgh !After much talking, decided to go home. While waiting for th bus, I saw Acap. My previous TTM. Khai called out his name. And he saw me wearing spec. He smile as if he just finish crying. I dint expect him to .... Forget it.Went home w/ Khai. My number one joker. I sent him home. See, Im a goody grrl okeh. Theres a conversation between me & him :HIM : ko serious nk anta ako ?ME : jyeah .HIM : tkper luh . buat susah2 jek ko nie .ME : serious luh . HIM : siak uh, first time siol pmpn anta ako alek. ME : serious ? HAHAHA! okeh per. ako luh org yang pertamaHIM : DUH ~~~~~~~ME : *giving him a shit face *HIM : laen kali nk ajak lepak, ako ajak ko lepak. ko leh anta ako alek.ME : thanks eh KHAI !Reached home @ 12.10am. I should decrease my time limit for now, if possible. (:Will be meeting someone later on. Yeeeeeeeeezza! After that, meeting Sya. Movie date oii ~ Cant wait & we will be sharing probs. Just each other. How sweet. And be going Expo. Sales oii !!!!
For now, I miss th way we are now.
Is there any ?
Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 2:55 PM
Qilah took this pic for our sake just to kill our boredom. Haaa ~ ! Thanks eh.Anws, I disappoint with someone. Someone close to me, she's gf and my listening ears. For now, shes not herself. Usually, went Im online or not, she always msg saying that she needs me. Now, she changed. To a quiet person or lonely grrl. Im sad for her. She do have problems, but she did not want to share with me. Oh babe, running away from your problems doesnt solve anyt. Somehow, I miss th old us. Meet up soon aite? And, please, dont make me look down on you once more. ):FullstopWill not going out today as I dont feel like to. Looks like, Im rotting @ home again. I feel like cutting my hair but, I dont know what style to cut. Tsk ~ Any hairstyle ?Zariina darl, I swear I miss you siooool ~ And meet up soon after we both get out pay okeh? Shopping spree !!!Right now, Im craving for donut. Arggggggggggggggh!! I cant wait this Wed. Haa.No words to show my love is .
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 9:12 PM
Yezzzzzza! Its already last day of school. Best kan? Haa. My result were pretty bad. And I got U for art & maths. Thanks eh. Dont bother asking me why my art I get myself a pathetic U for it. Art bukan fav lesson ako. Sungguh pathetic dot com. FULLSTOP.
Atlast, I get to finish up my late lunch w/ Sya @ KFC. Its finally! I always dint finish up my meal as I always said that Im full or dont feel like eating. Due to my sickness thats why.
Okeh, lets talk about yesterday.
Went to watch movie entitle, Congkak. Its a scary movie and dhha sound effect, fuh ~ Sungguh menyeramkan. Serious shit. I feel like watching again altho its a scary movie. Haaaaaaa ~ Went inside dhha theater, my heart was pumping very fast. I hold up dhha popcorn and I even covered my face with it. Tak kelakar padahal movie belom start sioooool. And, due to dhha sound effect, I shout. Thanks eh ~ Mainkan perasaan ako betol. (:
I saw quite a number of friends. I saw my student from my Punggol Sec. He's right infront of me. I saw Dania. Pretty oii ~ And, Jeff. He dint recognise me @ ol. Tsk ~
Skipped what has happen *
After that, decided to go my house area to take money from my lil sister since I already promised mother that I will be buying cake for my eldest sister bdae. Haa. Went Compass and again, saw alot of friends. Eg: James, Haomun, Jianting, Lenard, Cheryl, Xiaotong, Melvin, Ong and 1 grrl.
Reached home ard 9.40 liddat. Thanks, love for sending me home! (x
Oh, Im sick. Looks like Im having a fever & headache. Its very suckish okeh. Apiz msging me and he worried sick for me. Haa. Thanks, friend! And he miss me like heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell. Its been 2 weeks I dint went to esp to chill. Dhha last time was, I met Seri Ayunie Bby.
Ku saket mcm nk mmpos.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
I MISS BLOGGING. (:Went Jurong, yesterday. Mr ____ msged me my whereabout. Aww, he's sweet. For dhha meantime jek. Haa. (: Yes yes, I miss you. Ooops ~ Kawan sahaje.Will be starting working next week. And thanks to darlink iina. If it werent for you, right now, Im still rotting @ home waiting for dhha Sentosa people to call me. (:Shidah said to me just now, June Hols, they will be calling me out & asked for an interview. WTF! Thanks eh pekerja pekerja disana. Tsk ~Chatting w/ Aman now. Ako rindu bdak S'goon okeh? Serious siol. He told me, they kept asking about me. Aww, sweet of you. He was shocked due to my reason for not attending school. Indeed, Im uber lazy luh bro! And jyeah, I promise you I WILL be attending school after June Hols. Hees :D. He worried sick for me and he told me to quit smoking. Jyeah, indeed I am. Ako good grrl sioool ~ Serious speaking bro, I miss all of you. Including Acap for dhha meantime. Haa. And I cant wait to meet you people this monday. Yezza, bro! Thanks eh ~ Again, I miss ol of you serious shit !!! (xDidnt attend school again. Aper nak jadi nan ako eh. Tsk ~ Entah luh.Happy Belated bday, ELDEST SISTER DIYLINZ.
Happy Belated bday, Lim Qiaoting (Sister)
Happy One Year, DIDIYANAH.
Happy Bdae, EFEEDA.
Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 4:41 PM
Firstly, I wna thank myself for not going out for 3 straight days. Saturday, Sunday and Monday which is today. Shocking news huh? Im glad that I can stay at home for this whole straight days without complaining except for yesterday. Haa.
Saturday, supposingly went to W'lands but, it was cancelled. Thanks to both of th ladies in this house. (: If it wasnt for th both of you, Im already outside with my friends chilling out @ Esp or Marina. Tsk ~
Sunday, nothing much. One whole day rotting @ home. Sulaiman asked me out, yet, ako jual mahal. Haa.
Monday, which is today. Intend to go Jurong. But, since Khai already fall aslp I shall not disturb him. Further more, he slept bcox he ton. Pandai kan cik pkck nie?
Well, watched ayat-ayat cinta. The show superb great luh. Next show, will be congkak. Haa.Basically, I got a date already luh shey! Great news kan? Cant wait oii ~
The greater news is, Nur Syahadah will be home later at night. Aww, Im missing you sioooool ~ (:
Happy 17th Bdae, Luqman Cousin (:
Im done for th moment.
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 3:10 PM
my last goodbye to you.
Thanks to Ram Ice, I woke up super early & cant get back to sleep. Thanks eh (: . Ex bestie went off later on. Oh goodness, Im gna miss her but, tk overshot uh. Kidding siooool. Do take care, love.
Will be heading to W'lands later on & finally(!) get to meet cousins. Yezzzza ! Anybody staying in W'lands? Slack with me, will you? Haa .For now, Im superb bored. I miss GFs alot. Hais. Oh, did I tell you I kept reminiscing about the past ? Thanks eh. Its just all of sudden. WTFish. I need to get out of this 'place'. And not to forget, anybody wna date with and treat me ? *muker tatawu malu*Youre CHANGING for now.
Saying lazy & ol are just bullshitting.
Walk and leave.
Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 3:54 PM
I cant believe, it all happen right infront of my eyes. My mood wasnt good from the beginning upon hearing bad news from Anonymous. I just couldnt take it off till my mind went straight to crying & I did. Morning lesson, I couldnt care less of anything as I know, something bad happen later on. Now, Im feeling so moody till, I feel like slapping the both of you. Thank You, You two ! Apologising me upteen times yet, I disapprove your apology. I know Im in the wrong, but please, guys, dont that ever again. I did not attend school for two days yet, this is what the both of you do. Oh goodness sake, youre already 17 & 16. So please, act one. Now, my mind is blank. Thanks to both of you.
Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 3:12 PM
Just finish dying sister's hair & mine . I did dhha highlight. While sister, dhha whole hair. Tomorrow schooling yet I dye my hair. Baek uh EEEFA!
Im so sick. Toooooooooooo weak siol. I really cannot stand my fever and cough. But, my cough not that bad. Not forgetting, Sya and Qilah, too, was sick. Musim demam per sial ? Yesterday, went out to slack with Sya, Hyper & Wan Black. Thank eh! Hyper, sorry uh I made you fed up. Haha. Member binget siol ajar ako jumpstyle. Kimaaaks ~ Reached home pretty not late. Sya went off. While dhha 3 of us, continue to slack. Had fun siol. Keropok Lekor sungguh peh keras mcm batu siol !
Im superb bored now. ): Currently, chatting with Sya. She's now worried sick for me. Asking me not to go school if my fever too terrible. Aww, she sweet sioool. Ko pon samer! Stay umah !
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 3:23 PM
Yesterday, met Ram Ice & Hakim @ AMK mrt . [ Both of them from soccer training siol and their pakaian punyerh luh tak senonoh. But understand, they from soccer training. ] Before meeting others like Zack, Hattan, Shakir Shake, Joey, Salman, Khai, Seri & Sri @ Esplanade. Reached there, they decided to play bowling @ Marina. I decided not to play bowling as I gta meet Ayunie bby @ Esplanade itself. So, meet up with this gorgeous laydee & her friend, Faz.
Saw quite a number of cyber mates. Like, Mia, Shakilah, Qaqa, Zookey, Wawa & etc. And, not forgetting Acap's brothers. Safar, Zack and In-in. I saw kiddo & his clique. Girlfriends too. Yani Babygurl, AyuStar, Rara, Blackluney, Nora Dice & lots more. Cant name all. Tsk ~
Went Marina with Ayunie bby & Faz to have our dinner @ Cavana. Faz treat us. Woohoo, thanks alot uh, friend!
After eating, went to meet dhha others. [ Zack, Hattan, Shakir Shake, Joey, Salman, Khai, Seri & Sri ] . Darh meet tak pasal, ako sampai sane, tros alek . Baek uh korg ! We decided to slack @ sp .
Slack for an hour or two. I decided to go home. Ram Ice & Khai sent me home. While otw home, saw Wan Black. I hug him till so tight sioool. Aku windu sama de ! (: haa .
PICTURE TIME
EEEFA feat Seri bby
I love you (:
Shakir Shake, EEEFA, Khai, Joey & Hattan
Khai showing off .
Padahal bukan dier punyer !
See how manjer diorg buat ako .
Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 2:38 PM
I had fun dating with this primary school brother of mine. Its a coincidence that we wore black. Met him @ dhoby ghaut, walked around orchard like nobody business. I had fun with this ass brother of mine. We crack our lame jokes till, we feel like giving up walking & ol. So, we took a break & decided to go to Takashimaya. Walked around dhha whole building & was told to survey newest & latest perfume. Its so nice till this brother of mine, obsessed with it. Baek uh bro! (: He kept irritate me by saying 'EEEFA! Sedap siol nie perfume! Sedaaap!' . Irritating nk mmpos.After much enjoying, my gastric came. Its been months I have this gastric. It so irritating till, I wna cry like fcuk. But thanks to me, I ignore. Since we;re bored during that time, its time for us to proceed Sengkang back to meet others. Reached there, I made someone angry for certain reason(s). Guess who I saw ? Wan Black. Old friend of mine. He forgotten me like wtf? Biscuit btol. Reached home kinda late, around 1 plus. (:
Gave mother a perfume for Mothers Day gift which I bought last week. It cost me almost $30 for one small perfume. Thanks alot uh EEEFA . Now, I left with $40 bucks. Oh great, will be working on June Hols. (: Cant wait oii ~
And-and, will be heading to town later on! Woohoo, tk sabar siol . (:
Maybe, you wont know how much I suffer this time round.
Thursday, May 08, 2008 @ 9:01 PM
YAY! Exams finally over. Thank gooooood. Altho, its over, im still not satisfied. I just dont know why. I made quite alot of mistakes in my all papers, I think so. Those pictures above were taken yesterday. How I wish I am a happy grrl, once again. Oh no doubt. My friendship w. ex bestie, is now okeh. It turn out to be smoothly. Amin. Oh grrls, irritating tao panggil 'KYOOT uh dier!' Haha. And Feeka love my name so much till she say it politely 'EEEFA' . Malu siol babes ako nie buat ako mcm gnik . Tsk ~ Arrrrrrrrrgh. Tomorrow need to go school as need to check for our art submission. Tsk !Mafaaaaan sioool !Chalo !
I dont know that it turned our pretty bad for th both of you.
):
Monday, May 05, 2008 @ 10:30 PM
Im sick.
Thanks to my fever !
Thanks aloooooot uh!
FAVOURITE !!!
):
psst: i did badly for my CPA practical. sighs *
Sunday, May 04, 2008 @ 5:26 PM
Thank god, its finally over. But it seems, we are not close. We are just normal mate (: Enough said.Readers, I know, you guys were wondering whats going on w. my life right? Well, now, Im telling you guys.Actually, its about me & ex-bestie. We had bad times. Its like since last tues she start berperangai. Others were just wondering whats got into her suddently. We console her many many times, yet, it dint turn out well. So, since she wna berperangai, let it be. Thats where probs came to start. Whatever happens, Im not gna treat her like enemies. I still treat her well. So, no worries. (: I forgave her & she still got dhha feeling of guilty. Jyeah.Enough. Let start. I had fun time yesterday. Except for one thing. No need to mention. Best banget sioooool. After dhha fun time, went to Somerset & watch some dance. While waiting for others to meet us up, I saw Sanchez, Safar & i-forget-his-name. Sanchez were playing skate board. Cool sioool. Here dhha conversation w. them.ME: * waving @ them & walk towards them *'EM: saper shey nie?ME: EEEFA luh. Pmpm acap. Knal?'EM: OOOOOH! Acap maner? Laen siak muke ko!ME: Maner ader acap lagyk, pantat. Laen? Maken jambu kan ? 'EM: Asal shey? HAHA! yups! yups! *smiling widely*ME: HAHA! Aper saje jek. Ader luh sebab2 nyer. 'EM: Rbak. SIAK UH! MUKER LAEN SIOOOOOL!ME: darh2, jangan kasy ako kembang. nanty tros ako pergi kembangan nanty! keh luh, ako blah. tc.'EM: HAHAHAHAH! Okeh luh, muker laen. tc. After dhha conversation, went to watch dhha dance @ scape. Saw quite a number of mates but dint talk much to them. Videos were taken from Khai. (: Dhha dance were superb nice, i tell you! Must watch! Okeh, mcm phm.Okeh luh, overall, it was fun outing. (: I LOVE IT.
PRESENTING: NASYA & NAMIRA
Oh jyeah, I saw this beautiful laydees here. Jyeah, they were sister. Real blood sister okeh! They were shouting 'EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEFA!! KANKAN?' Haha, i shout their name back too bcox its already four years I dint saw them. Dhha last was p6. They changed alot. Im glad they remembered me. FAMOUSTAR uh shey ako nie. Keh, crap. *wink* Babe, meet up soon okeh? ILYG. [ I LOVE YOU GUYS! ]
End of entry.
Readers, comment this pict, can? (:
psst: I know, Im kyoot. HAHA! kidding.
Thursday, May 01, 2008 @ 10:02 AM
CONTINUE-D . ):
Now, I realised, Im different. I treat people differently. Now, dhha quest Im gng to ask is :
Whats got into you, suddenly? & Why treating differently?
Im too sad. Those memories we've made, were just bullshit. Jyeah, Im going to let it off for now. & I dont wna see any of those memories we just had before. Sorry for now. Im letting it off. It seems, we are going different path. Apology which you had made earlier in dhha morning, I cant seem to accept it. Whatever happens, I dont wish to know. Every single minutes you have made, pretend Im not there.
See how cruel it turns out... Never will I wna know what it is. Cry for all you want.
Posting your blog asking me to call you out? I called. But then again, I cant accept your apology. I dont wish to know whats dhha reason. Sweety, dhha way you dress & ol, I dont care. Sometimes, I care but to be honest, be yourself. I hate people judge themselves. For eg: So what if Im a minah to others? Im still EEEFA. See grrl, I love being me. I love being called EEEFA.
Im not okeh, honestly. Im not. Let see what happens if you saw me or should I say, let see what happens if we saw each other.
I got dhha feelings, our friendship has stopped. Pretend nothing happens, sweety. Bcox dhha reason is, I dont wish to know.
I wont be dhha happy go lucky grrl. Promise me, you take good care of yourself.
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Won't take me long for me to move on
Tried to settle down and look what I get
please don't worry bout me I'm fine
Seandainya aku telah menagis,
jangan kau memujukku.
Kerna, dalam hati tiada kita.
Pergilah dikau.
Jangan kembali kata-kata berperangai engkau.
Aku bukan seperti ihsan biasa.
):
Yours Truly;
EEEFA
