Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 3:42 AM
Will be a short entry. Lets re-cap.
Yesterday, went to Compass w/ Sya. Walked around & kept asking her what shall I buy for boyf for our anni. So, I decided to print & laminate our pic. Quite cheap & we choose th wrong picture size. We dint check what size & ol. Thanks to our blinded eyes! LOLs, so walked around & I've decided to go my workplace. I miss them, alot. I saw Chris working very hard. HAHA! Aftermath, we walked around, still. Saw Zhao Rong & gf @ Action City but, I dint approach them. Before seperating, I bought Toblerone & I treat Sya Lemon Tea. Finally, I bought that choc like 1273 days. Seperate w/ her & meet Boyf together w/ his friend. I gave boyf our pic whereas he gave a stalk of rose. Super touching okeh!! His friend went off, & another two joined us forawahile. Talked, jokes & ol. Then, seperate. Meet back his friend that went off first, under his void deck. Talked, smoke & ol. About 7pm, boyf sent me off. Thanks alot. Otp w. him till th next morning. Hanged up @ about 3am & off to sleep. We did quarell. Some minor problems. Hais.
Today: Another boring day that is school. Reached school, Im feeling quite hyper. Yet, I feel th guilt. Oh wells. Now, Im w/ dad @ home, rotting.
Tomorrow, will be heading to ITE East, Simei. ITE visit, i guess. Hopefully I can bump into some people that I know. I miss you, people.
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I realised, its hard for us, humans, to replaced our loved ones. If only, I am a fairy godmother & stop th time to rewind, isnt it better?
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Darling, dont be sad aite? I love you like always & still, I miss you too. No matter what, Im here for you. Text or call me up if you need me. Do take care, love. (:
Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 4:18 AM
Currently, Im stuck at home as my stomach giving me problems. GASTRIC PAIN siooool =/ . Sister called my name out as boyf was right infront of my house. Than a minute later, dad reached home. Boyf told me that daddy saw him smoking outside my house & he asked me 'Ayah kasi I isap rkk?' =/ I replied 'Jyeah, but tkmoh infront sangat uh' Luckily daddy dint nag @ me regarding boyf smoking outside my house. Tsk ~ So, youngest sister and I talked to boyf outside my house. I decided to go down to meet his cliques & smoked. Okeh, th embarassing part is I DID NOT BATH when I meet boyf & co up. Okeh sungguh malu dot com. HAHAHA :D luckily one of his clique too, did not bath. HAHAHA, anak dara zaman skrg kan, pemalas siket. Anws, thot of meeting boyf & co up later on to study group, but, since they ol were busy studying, I shall not join them. I need to do my art okeh? Argh(!) Art is not my type, fcuk you art! Tsk ~Family will be heading to Johore later on, yet, I still did not bath & Im not sure if I wna tag along anot. I dont feel like going as th weather is so hot & im having headache right now. Argh(!)Yesterday, met Zariina Darling. Im not that late okeh, darling? Looking @ her, i felt so sad for her. Darling, Im sorry for not being there much. All I can is to listen you whole problems. Darling, I miss you now & I love you (:Will be our day later, in eight hours time.
I love you.
Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 7:40 PM
Monday - School has already started and Im so not ready. First day of school should be a good day to start w/ but somehow, I was wrong. It turned out to be a nagging/lecturing day afterall. Skipped what has happened. Enter'd th classroom, I looked @ everyone's face. They dint change abit. Haha! Their faces were 'sleepy' kinda face! Hair check & ol. Nothing special. Tuesday - Cant remembered. But, for what I know, boyf sent me home and I spent almost all day w/ him (:Wednesday - Went AMK w/ Sya. Bought our malay books like finally. We made fool of ourselves since we are damn bored. Decided to have our late lunch + dinner = together. I miss our old times siol. Agree babe ? And, we are craving something. ;DThursday (Today) - Had our English Oral (Prelims). Th examiner told me that I read very fast. Its like a dj. Haa. (Zariina Darlink, see, I can be a DJ too, okeh ?) And, all th words I can pronouce. Oh wells. Counting down next (:------------I had a bad bad dream. Shant elaborate it ):I miss spending time w/ others. Yes readers, for th meantime, I kept remiscing those sweet, unforgettable and memorable moments whenever Im w/ other cliques or special ones. I wna start afresh. TO YOU: It doesnt concern if I smoke or hangout w/ guys. So what if YOU hate me? And so what if YOU talk behind me? I dont mind. Hate me for all I care. Talk behind my back for all I care. I wont be entertain immatured brat like YOU. Whats th point having pretty face(s) yet, your behaviour sucks? And please eh, Im not acting one of those matured kinda grrl. Please okeh, your old enough to think my positive side of me. JANGAN NAK KUTOK-KUTOK BELAKANG AKO UH SIAL! Nothing better to do kepe, beside talking bad things about me or finding information about me? C'mon, if you wna know, straight to th point ask or tell me face to face. Gooooosh, sickening ass !
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 2:46 PM
Jemputan Plus Slacking (:
Wednesday - Thurday (:
Friday - Zoo w/ Family (:
Saturday - Zoo w/ Mr Boyf (:
Atlast, pictures already uploaded. No more worries for me, ya! (: Yesterday till today morning, was otp w/ Boyf. He lied to bcox of when he reached home after sending me home, he get those lectures from parents and naggings. But in th end, he did not get any & he were testing my patience and wanted to see if I've been worrying about him & so forth. WTF! You lied and yet, you were laughing away. But no matter what, I still love kao okeh? And th good thing is, you said sorry immediately (:
Will be meeting him later on & I cant wait. School gna reopens in few hours time which is TOMORROW! I've not been revising and touch pon tidak okeh ! Mak oii ~ I dont feel like this year is my last year of this year. And again, I dont believe that Im taking my N's. Hmmm .....
Yesterday, went Zoo [ that is again ] w/ Boyf . We went there free of charge okeh ? Dont ask . Lols. And luckily, we did not lost during our way of exploring. HAHA. Th reason is, th day before yesterday, I went to Zoo w/ family (remember'd ?). Thanks to me, okeh? I had fun w/ him. Love him to bits siol. During th journey, saw his sister, Kak Fid. She were shouted my name and I shouted her name too. I miss her, now ): Aftermath, went to Ben & Jerry and Boyf treat me Banana split royal. Haa, we get discount. Reason why, Boy's bro friend work over there. We paid $5.15 only. Cool or what ?
Enough about me & Boyf. I miss my grrls sioooool. Girls, msg me yaw! Im still sick. No more fever. Now, having running nose. Superb irritating siak. Pantat btol (:
And, did I tell you I bump into Zariina Darling, yesterday? Jyeah, she superb pretty siol. I miss her like hell lots. Babe, thanks for being there for me and hell jyeah, your instict were right that Im not okeh. (: Loves !
People, Im off now. Will be meeting some cliques to play football uh. Loves!
Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 12:57 AM
Oh, its already five straight days I've not been updating my blog and ol. Due to th inconveniences, Im sorry (:Monday - Me and youngest sis decided to go Hougang with Boyf as its been a long time I went there. So, reached there, saw Bibik and Cik Jo. They were busily doing house chores as there were going Langkawi th next day. 15 minutes later, Boyf went off as he will be heading somewhere to play pool w/ his friends. At around six, meet him under void deck and off to slack at Ice's house. Its embarassing siol. =/Tuesday - Me and youngest sis decided to go Hougang with Boyf as its been a long time I went there. So, reached there, saw Bibik and Cik Jo. They were busily doing house chores as there were going Langkawi th next day. Went out with cliques of mine. Woke up early due to Joshua's call. Thanks to him, I gta rush and call boyf up. Its kinda tiring as the last night, I went to Jemputan plus slacking after Jemputan or known as wedding ceremony. Okeh, saper tatawu kan? Met boyf and his cliques at W'lands and waited two of his friend's friend. And off to Jurong CPF building to know about my problems at work. Oh dont be shock, I've quit. Jyeah, darh tawu, tkmoh tnye lagik dan jgn nk tawu. After that, decided to Bukit Gombak to play bowling since th guys wanted to play bowling. Though of playing pool, but since we're lost that point of time, we played bowling instead. First, it was kinda embarassing, but I overcome it. Thanks to boyf and Ice (: After bowling, off to W'lands again. Sent both of his friend. And, walked back with them as both of them wanted to meet their friends somewhere. So, me, boyf, Ice and ___ sent th other two somewhere. After sending, off took 161. Home sweet home (:Wednesday - Went to Pasir Ris Park together w/ Sya and Kelvinder. No regret going there. Yes, its boring but, I looked at their eyes, there were awesome. Both form and co-form teacher were there. Shocking okeh. And Mr Lim ask this to me, Sya and Kelving 'Why are you guys late? Im going off then you come'. I reply this 'Sorry luh, the pit starts at 4pm onwards. So dont blame us okeh, cher?'. Well, its obvious he still treat us a small kid right? Well, we already sixteen and please luh, treat us like one. We dint sleep till th next morning okeh?Thursday - Reached home and Im sick. I cried bcox of this and I 'almost' fought w/ boyf. Sighs ): Friday - Here I am, posting this entry. Woke up early morning due to my running nose thanks to it, I cant get back to sleep. So, I bathe and took my breakfast. After taking breakfast, I ate my medicine. Haa ~ Off to bus stop and took 136 to AMK. Seperated w/ mother and youngest sister. So which means, Im w/ eldest sister. Both of us went to McCafe and bought my Double Chocolate Frappe, like finally. Its like heaven okeh!! Enough about that. Sister told her problems but I cant seem to concentrate as I was having running nose and my head spins like a spinner. So, I just said what I gta say to her. Sorry eh sis! Aftermath, went to meet youngest sister and mother somewhere th interchange. Off to S'pore Zoo. Woohoo, like finally [!]. Reached S'pore Zoo, we camwhore. Ol time favourite. After camwhoring, walked around th zoo. Zoo has been nicely renovated. Its a must go siol. Went to animal feeding show and ol. I dont quite enjoy it as Im sick. Thanks to my flu and fever okeh? After Zoo, went to Compass Point to have our late lunch. Aftermath, off to Metro as she wna buy new bag. But since theres no stock, she dont feel like buying it. Oh wells.Goodnight lovelies (: !
Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 11:03 PM
Hello, readers of mine (: Just came back from Jemputan plus Slacking. I had fun w/ those bunch of monkeys of mine. LOLs. Seriously, I had fun. Those monkeys knew how to cheer me up, like seriously.Oh, we even played poker. Me myself which I dont know how to play watch them playing poker. Sungguh crap okeh mereka. I cant tolerate Bun's answer when they ask this 'ako tknk cup uh'. Bun replied 'Beh knape? Tkot? Ako king siol !!' Guess what th others replied 'Serious ko king? Ko king kong bodoh !' HAHAHAHA. Okeh uh, I know its kinda lame, but you should see their expression of their retarded face. Sungguh lame dot com. =XOverall, i had fun. My one pack of ciggies w/ Boyf as I told him to keep it for me. Right now, I miss him to th max although we meet up already. Enough, I dont want people to get bored while reading my entry since every entry was all about boyf and me. Haa, forget, my thoughts and my say. Dont feel like reading, click on th right top hand corner press [x]. Simple okeh?I feel like going to th zoo. Speaking of zoo. Maybe, this friday I will be going to th zoo w/ family except for daddy. Jyeah, cant wait bodoh. Itupon kalo jadi yer. Saturday went to work. I kana fuck upside down w/ supervisor. Long story uh. Dont feel like elaborate it here. Oh people, Im broke. My 200 bucks gone just like that. Jyeah thanks to me for not saving it. I bought foods using that amount of money. Sungguh pathetic siak ! ):I miss old Ayunie. She changed alot and its super alot. Hais, I feel like crying but I held back. Bby, if ever you read this, maybe I gta let it out. Sorry if it hurts you alot. You changed and you knew it all along yet you dint do anyt about your behaviour. You abandon me. Not abandon, you neglected me. Jyeah, maybe my words sucks for you somehow. Where have you been all along ? MIA again ? Im sick and tired of finding you through MSN and friendster. All I want is th old us. Th crazy Ayunie that I know for a long time. Im not scolding not angry but I want th old us. ): Love, I miss you, seriously.
Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 12:56 PM
I had fun, yesterday. I went to meet Sya at HgMall first. Im late by 15 mins. Walk around HgMall and search my darling Zariina. Saw her doing cashiering. Aww, my Zariina super pretty siol. She rebond her hair. Its like, not her siol. Okeh enough. After that smoke forawahile and camwhoring. Haa. Around six like that, we make a move. Since I gta meet Neesyaa bby at Compass. I miss her siol. She cut her fridge super kyoot. Walk around compass and I told her not to step in my workplace. So, we decided to go to Helen bought for Ayda's present. Lawar bdh tuh necklace. (:
Took 89, and we talked about our life. Its like 1 year plus I dint meet Neesyaa bby. Reached Ayda's chalet, we gave her our present. And th first thing Neesyaa saw was her ex. Hahaha! Funny luh you babe! And, Ayda's friends superb friendly oii ~ Kaki gerek siooool. All pictures is under my Girlf (friendster) Go browse okeh?
I had fun like seriously. Around 10 plus, we make a move. Seperated w/ her. Took 89 back home and meet Nico and Fiq. Th first thing nico said to me is 'EEEFA you superb pretty! Dary maner? Seriously, pretty siol.' I was like shocking luh shey. I replied 'Huh?! You okeh ker tak?!' And he took my photo. Aww, he even hugged me as its been two weeks plus we dint meet or slack w/ each other. Haa. He even asked Fiq if Im pretty or not. Meypek siol ko, nico!
Slack till we dint take note of th time. And, I love them okeh? As they know how to crack superb pretty lame jokes. Haa. Reached home almost 1am. Bathe and ol. Aftermath, otp w/ Boyf. Haa. He worried sick for me as I reached home almost 1am. Sorry, love. (:
Oh, Boyf told me that me and younger sis' voice is th same. Duuuuuuh ~ Our voice is not th same okeh ? HAHA!
And Ayda, Happy 15th bithday okeh ?
Not forgetting, Maizurah too.
Sweet sixteen (:
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 10:38 PM
Hello fellow readers! I just came back from work, and fuh, Im tired. Sumpah peh penat nak mampos. I've injured my hand and even my head. Who knows, my migrain came last minute. I cant think properly luh. Its been days, I dint turn up for work, and they did miss me! Touching siooooooool. Oh, looks like, I gta buck up for my work. Need th cash asap as I rlly need something on my mind right now. I need buy Boyf something as I know he's craving for that thing. Haa, Boyf, I try buy for you that thing, okeh? I cant wait for tomorrow. Will be meeting Neesyaa bby and zooooom, will be heading to Ayda's Chalet. Yezza, cant wait siol. Its been a year plus I dint meet up Neesyaa bby! Cant wait, simply! Will be taking half day, for tomorrow. Haa, if possible luh.Speaking of Ayda, yesterday, I met her @ downtown. She's super duper kyoot with short hair. And I cant believe its her. Ayda bby, happy bdae in advance jyeah? Oh, you super kyoot ladeh! xD-----Lets talk about me and Boyf. For th meantime, Im okeh w/ him right now. Only theres a slight problem. Only for th two of us knows [me and him]. Im not to sure if I should give in to another party. And, if it does, I will repeating th same mistake all over again. I dont wna lose Boyf as I've already lose someone who is precious, previously. And, I try not make him suffer when he's w/ me right now. Oh Boyf, do support me from behind jyeah ?----People, I will be changing my url for either blog or msn. And please, once given, do not pass around. And again, Im not to sure, if I feel like changing it anort. (:----I wna go zoo zoo zoo ~ Oh, anybody wna accompany ? You will be grateful than. And Paris will be next. Haa (:
Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 12:04 PM
Now I realised my tagboard is dead. Oh-keh, weird. Sheeeesh ~ Some people viewing my blog just to know what I've been doing for almost one whole month or maybe, to be so kpo about my life. If you rlly wna know about it, just tell me okeh? I know I have been MIA for ages since last month, but please tell me straight. If I kept silence, means, I dont wish to tell or maybe, I find you so kpo thats why? Oh people or whoever drop by here, please, tell me straight okeh? If I ever ignore your msg, means, Im busily working. Duuuuh ~I've noticed myself behaving weirdly. I dont think bcox of period bcox it dint come yet. Whenever people or Boyf asked and dint answer my question, I feel like crying. Weird? I kept hurting people feelings especially on Boyf. He told me that my behaviour gone wild. He even asked me whats wrong and why. And I ignore his question. See people, Im behaving weird and rude to Boyf nowadays and people around me. If you're one of them, Im sorry. Seriously.Tomorrow, will be heading to Jurong [again ? and if I feel like going there] Cant wait for tomorrow's outing. Yezzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ I dont wna go to work today. Its serious feel like quitting. But I cant stop halfway. Paham2 jek laaaaah kan ~And, Happy Belated Bdae, Neesyaa (:
Sweet Fifteen oii ~
I wna go zoooooooooooooooooooooo ~
Thursday, June 05, 2008 @ 1:22 PM
Now, its already 1.23pm and I gta meet Boyf at 2pm. Okeh, looks like I gta rush for everything excluding working. Haa. I slept at 4 plus otp with Boyf. He's sweet. I told him to sleep yet, he dint even bother and he told me 'I wont sleep if you wont'. Sungguh touching dot com kan? Jyeah, im so fortunate to have him as my Boyf. Oltho, Im still on th start of new chapter, I still dont care. Patience is th virtue, I guess.For today, I dont feel like working. I wna absent myself, again can? Craaaaap :DJyeah, this will be th second time if I absent myself. Oh stoppit with Boyf here and there can, EEEFA? Lols. I want more off day, like please god sake! Once Im working, there wont be enough time to check my emails, taggy and comments. Oh no.....I just notice, my blog pretty dead. Comment ako peh tagboard luh, sayang2 ako nie. (:Okeh, I wna bath now. I dont wna be late for th second time! Hahaha
Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 3:16 PM
SHIT, for th meantime Im having mood swing. Boyf dint know that I've been pressurize. Oh well, I hate this feeling like seriously. How I wish it will end soon... Working at early hours ends at late hours is so not my type. Im so exhausted, okeh. I wna stop ol this but I cant. I gta sacrifice and I want people to look on me maturedly. That was th first time I cried infront of Boyf. I made him worried and he asked upteen times why I cried and ol. Oh, I just got th urge to cry and me myself dint know whats wrong with me.I wna go out to th beach and scream as loud as I can to th open air. Questions and negatives answers kept playing trick. I wna and I feel like crying. Should I ? Im not being emo here its just that I feel as if Im along out there without anybody and anyone else concern oltho there is. Will I be like this for one whole month ?Scream on top of your lungs.
I miss Mr Boyf, now
Tuesday, June 03, 2008 @ 12:51 PM
HELLO fellow readers ! Firstly, I wna apologise about NOT posting any post since 28 May. I've been busy. Yes, looks like I dont even have any holidays at ol. I gta counting down this holiday of mine, and its gna be no fun at ol. Hais, prelims is around th corner and I've not touch any book at ol since Im busy with lotsa work. Yesterday was fun. Went out with big group. Went to lotsa place. I had fun. Time running up, I gta get ready for coming event. Mcm phm! No matter how far our distance is, our memories wont fade.
