Heres a post fo sumo or known as boyf(:

Boyf, Im sure you're reading my post now. But what matters, I love you. I dont wna lose you but pretty please, take good care of you when Im away. We're drifting fo a week & Im sure, Im gna miss you tons! Please, do not skip your daily meals & try eat for every timeout. (Breakfast, lunch, dinner & supper) And, try decreasing you ciggies aite? Favour, please take good care of my lil sweetheart of mine. Every details you're going, bring her along. She needs air & please please, do not make her sad. I dont wna see any of my cliques t cry. Its just a week but, I try be back early aite? Oh, listen t your both parents(: Dont make them worried. No fighting okeh? I love you like theres no tomorrow. Be happy okeh? Or, look @ my secondary pict which I gave you. Th tembam nak mampos eeefa ellie(: Again, wipe your tears. Its not worth crying. So, cry no more(:

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Sweetheart :

I know you're crying right now, but whatever it is, i love you. Im away fo a week but somehow, you gta be independant. I know, deep inside you dont wna let me go, or worst, you wna tag along. But I promise, if theres any family outing, I'll bring you down. Like ibu say, perhaps next month. So, you may follow us. Whatever happens, dont be naughty. Listen t amy & yayah or if you dont mind, your brother. If you need any help, try looking fo 'brother', which is my guy. Im sure, he support you from behind(: Whatever it takes, be patient in life okeh? Once Im back, I beep you aite? Sayang sweetheart!

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Others of JST :

Take care of yourselves. okeh? I'll try finding any nice souverneirs fo you people. Kalo takde, mknan pon jadi. Take good care of boyf & sweetheart. Tell them be home early unless theres any event going on, I dont mind(: Make sure eat! You cliques also be home early. Sayang korg JST! (:

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So, readers were wondering why I jote down this kind of post huh? Oh, no asking. Try figuring it out where cox after my holidays, I'll post where I went. Do miss me yaw!

Let th game begins...

Bottomline: Im away fo several days.

Proper post (:

I'll surely get irritated when any of th readers just wna know where my whereabouts/ life/ personal life/ whom I mixed w or worst, contact me just t know how Im feelings. Yes, blog is where I pour out all my problems t but somehow, I hate t be trackdown. I dont need readers t take care of me. I mean, ako tk perlu korg jage seluar dalam ako smue. If I need help, I'll tell. For now, please, I love my life now & I treasure every single minutes, seconds, hour, days & date w my cliques. Okeh readers yang tak perlu dalam hidup ako, korg take care siol(:

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Tuesday :

I cant remember what exactly happen but, lemme try refreshing my mind up. Out t Bugis since I've been craving fo Fish & Chips so, headed down Bugis. But before that, me & ____ off t Bugis Junction t kill our boredom. And I fond of this perfume which cost a bomb. But nvm, since I have perfume @ home, why wasting money t buy new ones unless its already finish lah. So, called cliques up since my instict says they're bored. And, they agreed. So, meet them @ Bugis Control Station & off t eat my fish & chips. Reached Banquet, saw familiar faces & guess who I saw? Firas & co. Haha! His company kept on looking @ our table which idk why & one of them was Firas. Haha! Smiled & I shout @ his table. His cliques looked @ us so, buat muke tak perlu, I just smiled. Sumo's face gave me some kind of attitude which I dont wish t know. I asked upteen times, still he refuse t tell so, whats th point asking him since he dont wish t tell me any details of his? So, fo th time being, I let him be eventho on that point of time, I cry a lil.

*Skipped*

Proceed t Bugis street & sister love called me up t search fo her belt. And its like AGAIN ?! So, being a good sister of hers, I look fo it. But somehow, th cost was times 2 of th price. Baek kan? So, we gave up & window shop. Bought Tshirt fo myself. Thanks sumo! Shopping like theres no 2mrw. Then, off t Arab Street t meet others. So, slacked @ nearby Masjid Sultan @ Coffee Shop. Talked cock like theres no 2mrw. Before Apiz came, sumo & I was having conflicts. Im so hate t listen t it but, I need t know altho it hurts me fcuking lots.

Then go home lah.

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Wednesday :

Bottomline, I finally meet my brother & Im so happy. But in th end, Sumo wasnt happy after showing him my video which I dont know why. Whatever it is, Im sorry):

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I thank god t have you as my boyf. I thank god everyth settle in a nice way. I thank god you always make me happy without fail. I thank god I learnt how t appreciate things once you entered my life. I thank god we went smoothly. I thank god that I love you, only you(:

01. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? cheeks/forehead
02. How did you feel when you woke up this morning? annoyed
03. Who was the last person you took a picture of? sister love & haslam
04. would you consider yourself to be spoiled? maybe
05. Would you ever donate blood? Obviously
06. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? Yup(:
07. Do you want someone dead? Nope(:
08. What does your last text message say? 'Plan clash?' - Hyper
09. What are you thinking about right now? Waiting fo asses t reply my text
10. Do you wish someone was with you right now? Yup, late aunty
11. What time did you go to sleep last night? 2.40am
12. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? How am I suppose t know?
13. Is someone on your mind right now? Jyeah
14. Who was the last person to text you? Hyper

10 people to tag.
01. ilaa .
02. zariina
03. Fadhilah
04. sweetheart
05. syaee
06. seri ayunie
07. eezanie
08. diylinz
09. ina lady
10. lela

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with? *confidential*
19. Is 3 a male or a female? female
20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing? mangkok siol ako
21. How about 5 and 8? lagi ako mangkok
22. What is number 1 studying about? ask her lah
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them? weeks ago?
24. Is number 4 single? definitely
25. Say something about number 2. PENDEK & cute among all
26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together? HAHAHA!
27. Describe number 9. great friend indeed(:
28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights? I doubt they fight somehow, they dont know each other

I woke up super early like 7 plus? Dont ask why becox somehow I accidentally woke up (Tersadar) as everytime sister love about going t work, I woke up & after seeing her face, Im craving fo Fish & Chips. Sial kan prangai? Like they always say 'Prangai Sakong siak!'. HAHA! I texted those asses up since I cant sleep (Sumo, Sweetheart & Hyper). Among 3 asses, I received only 2 ? And Hyper text me up only once? Prangai tak perlu! Hahaha :D

So, am waited fo sumo t come over sengkang after working & hell jyeah, I gta meet him before Im gng out(:

Basically, this post is lame lah kan.

Yest, was out w cliques & yes, I miss them tons! But, too bad, I dint snap any photos w them. Next outing aite? Hahahahaha :D

Fadhilah & Hana told me that Im action or known else sombong? Ah yelah, part ako smue action. Biler ako free, ako jumpe korg eyk! Fo th time being, ako malas. HAHAHAHHA ! No offence!

Nowadays, I had fun w cliques, sister love & Haslam. I thank god, that everyth went on smoothly & we had our happy moments together. Finally, my r'ship w sumo is already okeh. Thank god altho theres still ups & down but we managed t settle everyth in a nice way altho theres still harsh words that has t speak out.

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So, lets start a proper post, I shall say? Okeh go...

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Few days back which on th Thursday (20th Nov), was out w Sumo, Haslam, sister love & sweetheart. But before that, sweetheart went over t my house since she were damn bored. So, slack @ my house till noon while I was sleeping. She entertained my lil sister. After I woke up, I told sweetheart this 'Siak! Ako mimpi satay siak!' Haha, & she was laughing her ass off. She even told me that Im superbly cute w that face & my voice sungguh tak perlu. So by then, I texted sister love & sumo that I wna eat. So, they agree & met up w sumo @ noon together w sweetheart. Took 43 up & arrived @ East Coast.

So, settle everyth & sumo told sister love that I dreamt of satay. From there, Haslam tease me like theres no tomorrow. Ate satay, roti john cheese & finally after craving so long, I finally got my SUGARCANE DRINK. Hahaha!

After eating, off t smoke break.

Reached Sengkang, theres problem. Which I shant elaborate it. All thanks t th 3rd party, everyth went into drain.

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Th next day, all of us except CT (since she wna go home) went my house since Haslam & sumo were tired. So, slept forawahile, ate & watch tv. Noon, I followed sumo home since he damn sticky & needa wash up. So, by wearing slack nak mampos ako pakai, which I wore Pei Hwa PE tshirt & short w/out make up, Im off t his home.

Somehow, theres conflict between him & his sister. On that point of time, I was shocked & I feel like crying but, I knew this is just a challenge t me, so, I just pretend noth happens.

Back t Sengkang t meet CT, Apiz & Adnan t settle everyth. My mood was down due t what happen previous incident so I just kept quiet. Talked things out & finally, it settled.

And, I was uber happy CT & Apiz problems, finally solved(:

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Saturday :

Went t Kenduri @ Hougang & cliques fetched me by car. So, upon open th door, I saw Apiz & sweetheart. Haha! Terkejot berok, berok terkejot pon boleh kalah siak ~ So, off t City Hall by then reach, one word can describe, PANIC. As sumo did not have any cashcard (Ade ERP mah!). Off t nearby Petrol station & bought cashcard. So, without any delayed, off t Suntec City t bought my slipper which I've been eyeing. Walked around Suntec City & waited fo Haslam, Sister & CT. So, t burn our boredness, we played arcade w Haslam & sister. Done, we smoke break. And CT came. So, walked around Suntec City & I bought lipgloss @ Cotton On. Waduh2 ~ Sweetheart bought Auntie Anne's bread & she treated me too. Went t carpark off t Bugis.

Halfway thru Bugis, problems appeared. Baek sungguh siol. My mood was down & I just caught & bought my 2 dress. I thot of buying T-shirt but somehow, sister kept calling so, off t Arab Street t have our dinner cum supper.

Camwhore abit & off t Sheesha. Haha, sweetheart has been bullied by us. Luckily she's a type sporting2 nyerh. Kalo tak, mangkok siol kiter ~

Before 12, send sweetheart home. Th couples which in th car, planned t explore Changi. Reached Changi, saw bapok2 yang meypek2. Haha, sungguh tak perlu. Then, went t beach blablabla. And off t Sengkang back since we're damn tired & I was quiet th whole journey. Sorry ah geng!

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Sunday :

Noth much happen. Family except me & sister love did not joined family t Desaru, Johor. I was feeling veh tired & noon, sweetheart came t accompany me. Went t Compass t had our dinner @ KFC. Walked around th whole pathetic building & intended t buy EClair @ Prima Deli. Bought slack outside Compass & off t home. Since, Im too tired already. Otp w sumo & sleep.

12 midnight plus, I woke up (tersadar) & text sumo up & told him I wna eat. Haha! Tersadar pasal mknan. Boleh gituk? No lah, mother bought fo me mee goreng since I was craving fo it. So, ate it up & watched Wujud 2. Sungguh meypek !!!

Aftermath, I sleep like pig(:

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Monday ( Today) :

Was disturbed by calls & msges given. Receive call & call sumo up. I felt sorry fo him. Those calls was from him & he fainted while working. Im just too speechless. I told him that I'll be meeting my friend since its been ages we last met but, due t his condition, I dont feel like meeting my friend. Told him up & he insist me of meeting my friend. So, now, Im speechless.

Today's plan is t meet my Diy & sweetheart since we last hangout together(:

Thanks CT, DIDI(YAT) & APIZ fo taking care of him fo me. Yes, it may sounds Im a failure t be as a gf t you guys or fo him (?) but, somehow, I knew he dont allow me t meet him since its been ages I last met my friend. I owe you people. Thanks korg! Sayang korg t th max! Hidup mati JST ? HAHA!

Finally, I can rest my mind. And, thanks once again. I dint know, it happened due t th 3rd party. I knew & my instinct says its th 3rd party who makes our thinking negative. Why 3rd party? Why must th people I TREASURED makes us think negative? Okeh okeh.. Still, Im not satisfied. Agree ? (T you know who you are?)

So, will be out later & I cant wait t meet my other cousins. I wna see their changes & I swaer I gta LAUGH MY LUNGS OUT! Haha, evil huh? I knooooooooooow :D Thats my 1st reason.

And my 2nd, will be going out w my cliques. I just cant wait!! Shopping spree? Explore th world? Oh my! I cant waaaaaaaaaaaait (: & Yes, that 3rd party is not in our list fo joining us! Agree, cliques?! Right now, I miss them alot! Tons tons tons okeh!

So, now, I did not know what t wear. Okeh people! Gtg! Will update more & pictures will be taken once I feel like uploading it! Miss me bbys!

Why must it be this way ?? Look @ me & explain t me clearly.

I didnt know I took my matters seriously. I cried & cried till I got mad. Not bcox Im sad. I had enough w this problem that Im facing. Its enough okeh?

Was out half a day w sweetheart since we were damn bored. Was about t go out, all thanks t th weather, we delayed. Yes, its raining heavily. But, noth can stop us. Luckily theres shelter, so we took LRT & off t Compass Point. We're acting like fools, monkeys! So, went t Tamp Mall & thought of meeting Darling since Im kind missing here alot. Texted her up & she had an off day. So, walked around th mall. Caught my eyes!! T-Shirts. Still thinking of buying but, ending up, nah ~ So, proceed t 77th Street, & it took me more than 30 mins t choose. Haha! Intend t buy, but somehow, that was th only last piece. So, again, Im not buying. So, walk2 aftermath, I was thinking should I consider t buy those shirts anort. So, I reconsider it again(:

Proceed t Sengkang meet others. They were playing soccer so while waiting, sweetheart & I decided t create dance step & serious, we were making lot of noise. HAHA! I swear, I cant tolerate w th dance. KEKEK SIOLS!

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Then, decided t go home. Had a tiff w sumo which I cant type it down. I just cant stand th pain. I just cant stand th irritations. I just cant stand my sister love being hurt all over again. I just cant stand my loved ones being hurt. I just cant stand th stories all over again. I just cant stand myself being force t listen every of th details being played all over & over again. Can I have some peace @ th moment?? I just couldnt take th blow anym & seconds later, tears rolled down. Im sick & tired hearing it all over again. Pause & rewind, Stop & play. Its like a radio. Gooooooosh, I need new details where Im free like a bird. Explore, search, time, space & etc, is just I needed th most.

Whatever happens, I'll do my things.

Nowadays, my relationship w sumo aint getting any better. Every night, we quarell without fail. & No, its not me who creates problems. Hell no, its not sumo who creates problems. Its just th 3rd party. Im sooooooooooooooooo disappointed. I feel, like avoiding. ):

I felt so restless now which Idk why. & I dont know what problem Im facing right now. I wna scream real loud & let th world knows that Im restless/lost. I dont want t depend on others. Im matured enough t think & thinking how life goes on. I rather take th risk by losing my way than depending on others. Everytime I typed, tears kept rolling down my cheeks. I dont want myself t suffer in this kind of situation. And I wish not t happen, but, its already happened.

I miss her. Everytime Im doing someth, I kept remiscing her past. Our past, during th times where she protect me when I fought w sister. Th day, I was beaten by sister. Th day, one old man who lost his eye sight grabbed my hand just t take away from her. I cried. I miss those times. I miss my ties w her & it all come t an end. From there, my attitude changed. Slowly bit by bit. Now, I dont dare t lose any of my loved ones. Can I go t her cemetery? Just t pray fo her grave? But somehow, I cant. I wna be like normal people. Who has NO SICKNESS. Who is a happy go lucky type of person.

Im lost..... ):

Currently, Im blogging whereas people felt asleep snoring away. HEHE. I know I should be in bed, but somehow, my eyes couldnt close. So, why not I blog? Sumo told me t sleep but I cant lah. Insomia kot ? Meypek2 jek Efa nie. Haha :D

Today supposingly rot @ home but, my butt couldnt sit still @ home so I text sumo saying Im bored. SUPPOSINGLY in th afternoon, sumo & I should be gng t th wedding ceremony @ Bedok & escort them t Bukit Panjang[?] but then, due t lazyness in us & sumo did not asked his friend where th ceremony blk held, so we rot @ home. But thankfully I told him Im bored. Meet him @ 6.30 & his late by 10-15 mins but nvm, his reason were valid. He waited fo his mother finish praying. Baek kan mataer ako nie? Haha! Keh crap. Off t Compass t take train but before that, meet Apiz, Ct & Yat. Talked t them forawahile & off t Bugis. It was a last min plan lah kan. Walked around there & it was th same old thing. Search fo sis shawl & black heels but it was too simple & th cost was like a bomb. Haha! Walked around th whole junction & my eyes caught someth nice. Its a butterfly half dress. Kind of nice, I gta get it soon before others wore it & it says 'New Arrival!'. Saperh tknk kan?

Aftermath, my stomache growls. Which means, Im hungry. When t th nearby coffee shop just t drink bcox sumo nak sangat makan his favourite mee pok @ Banquet Raffles Hosp. Pathetic kan?! Reached banquet, it almost closed & thank god, I get t eat my Chicken Rice. Shared w him. Pity him lah, 1 whole day dint eat. Haiyoooohs! Walked2, then proceed t Sengkang t meet others. Slacked fo 20 mins so, & went home.

Okeh, sungguh tak perlu lah this post.

Before going out, I fought w father. Just bcox I send car keys late but, thankfully, bump into him @ staircase. My mood was down lah kan & I cried a lil. Its not Im lazy or what lah, but its a last min t send shey & I was about t eat my lunch. But, nvm, put that problem aside & it settled.

I just dont know whats wrong w me today. My mood was down & Idk what problem occurs. Sumo thought I sulk th whole day bcox I dint get that necklace. Padahal tak okeh!! Meypek2 ajerh si gilerk nie. Hahaha!

Anws, I cant wait fo later! Gna meet my sweetheart finally!!! Since they (sweetheart should know better who is THEY!) has been asking where my sweetheart went & they miss her like fcuk instead of me! JEALOUSSSSS OKEH! Hahahaha :D

And, people, Saturday, Im booked! Shopping spree fo me ! Right sweetheart & sumo?! Cant wait! Cant wait!

Oh, Prom pictures done. I need t get from Azura & Aisha. After that, settled! Some of th pictures is below. Hahaha! Papandai lah eh...

Prom night was okeh lah. I had fun shouting cliques name. In th end, my throat hurts like fcuk~ Overall, it was okeh lah. Pictures upload later

Yesterday, I had super duper fun w sumo around. He made my day w lotsa jokes, story telling, hugs & etc. Took 88 t Pasir Ris & saw CT. Talked t her & went t Elias Mall together w her just t meet Didi. Supposingly we eat lunch together but due t his lambat-ness which we couldnt tolerate & I almost blew up, he appeared w his father's Toyota Wish car. Didi send me & sumo t sumo's crib & get seperated w them. So, aftermath, me & sumo went t catch a movie Madagascar 2. I rate it 3/5. Next, Im gna watch Th Coffin, right bby?! Hahaha :D

Then skipped what happen.

And, went t Pasir Ris beach since its been ages I went there. So, talked things out w him. Nothing much I guess. So, headed up t Sengkang & find th rest. Slacked fo awahile & off t home.
Bought lotsa food @ 7-11. Right sumo ?!

Happy bday, Hyper bro!

14 Nov -

Today is th day, & yes, its PROM NIGGGGGGGGGGGGGHT!! I dont feel anyth @ all. Its like 'so what its prom night?' Okeh, I find it irritated okeh. Grrls need t find dress whereas th guys need t find Tuxedo & both gender make sure, th opposite sex is into her/him. Haha! Crap or what?! And wna kpo2 whose dress/tuxedo is nice. Who is th king & queen of th day. Bullshit huh?

And. prom night is th night we have t put an end in secondary life. Im sure, we had a good memories. Th kental days & fanatic us. Haha! Police report here & there, scolded teachers for certain issues & etc. Wow! Amazing huh my cliques? No matter what, I love them t bits lah kan!

Okeh lah, I need t off from here. Toodles!

I enjoyed Today's outing, seriously. I managed t spent my quality time w sumo & sister love(: Therefore, I want it not t stop till th next morning. At first, was out w sumo & he waited fo me quite long till he called me th 3rd time by saying that he reached my place. Telling him t meet me @ 3pm since I knew he was tired working but somehow, he insist of meeting me @ 2.30pm. So, I went down immediately since I dont want him t wait fo me any longer.

Slacked under my void deck fo awhile just t play his psp & off t Bedok. While otw t Compass Point, bump into Syed. And, finally he knew who is my mr sumo. So, introduce fo awhile & off t take bus 87. While waiting fo th bus, sumo bought himself a newspaper & we read like geeks. Storyline was amazing lah. You guys should read newspaper instead of magazine/storybooks. I just dont know why I love reading newspaper instead of magazine/storybooks. Weird huh?

So, bus 87 reached, we still continue reading th newspaper & saw Blade but he dint recognise me. Sumo was saying this t me 'Macam matrep jek de. Rambot pon samerh!' Hahaha :D
We were some kind of evil on that point of time. But, we managed t lighten our day.

Reached Bedok Int, sumo was disappointed as his favourite shop was closed. I mean, all shop were close, under renovation. So, we head up t th next coffee shop & again, its under renovation. We were so pissed off & decided t went t restaurant. Ordered our drinks & somehow, my drink were sucks! So, sumo complained t th waiter t add more syrup in it. Sungguh brave lah kan sumo ako :D And, Im bloated. Sumo feed me his beef noodles. And also feed me baby squid since I ordered it. And now, Im bloated! Oh, I ate seafood crispy egg noodles. See lah, w all those food, I look like as if, Im pregnant 2 months old.

One whole day eat eat eat. So, after eating, we decided t chill @ Library. I told you we are geeks! So, sister love called me up & decided t meet her. So, proceed t Pasir Ris & meet her. Again, we eat. She ordered MC chicken meal, th fries upsize t medium & her drink upsize t medium & additional large fries. See lah, sumo even ordered fo me Double Choc Frappe & Oreo Cheese Cake. See lah, banyak kan?! Tahu.

Went over t Sengkang t slack excluding sister love & they brought fo us, 2 whipped potato & popcorn chicken. Again, Im full. & I bought myself Ice Lemon Tea. Hahaha :D

Rabak kan today's outing? Oh, beforehand, went over t sumo's crib & his mom insist me t eat. Haha, but I DID NOT lah. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuull.

And, now, mother asked me t eat (dinner). I cant munch th food lah. I told you Im full !

Bottomline of this post, EFA FULL lah!

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Im pissed w someone right now. Please lah, if you're angry @ me by telling HER what you've told me or saw, you just tell me straight t th point instead of calling others home/hp just t say that you were not satisfy w me. Or, better, contact me by saying you're not angry w me. Please fo fcuk sake, dont be so bertopeng dua. Why on earth, these kind of people exist?! Oh, so all this while, you were just bertopeng dua ngan ako ah? Or issit, you decline me having r'ship w other people whom you are closed w. Straight t th point fo fcuk sake?! PatheticMoronIdiotAss. And best, dont depends on others lah. You're getting older & your mindset should be an adult mindset. Not younger age mindset. I felt irritated by your words nor actions. I feel like confronting you but, I know how t handle my anger management unlike you. So, please, watch your actions & speaks. Bottomline of th story 'Action speaks louder than words!'

Life has been in a midst right now. And, I couldnt stand w th position Im facing right now. I just couldnt take th blow w it. Somehow, I have t fight & stay strong w th situation I am facing right now. Should I make it longer or should I just forget about it & stay calm? My answer is .......
I cant. But my heart says like people always said 'Follow th flow & do what your heart says' so, w that sentence which already made my mind up, I followed th flow & be patience. So, yup thats my answer fo now, I supposed.

So, lets talk about my relationship w & who Im w, since you readers has been kpo-ing or dropping by, by asking me why I've been smiling & excited about. So, currently Im w my Mr Sumo & dont ask me who issit.

Oh, I just couldnt take it when people judge me by my looks. I know, Im some kind of 'Minahish' but, hey! Please, whoever judge me, its really not into my friendlist okeh? Jyeah, Im revengeful but, thinking back, whats th point having revenge on others when its already th past of my storybook? C'mon lah, people. & Stop saying that I taught others t do stupid stuff, such as smoking, running from home, stop studying, dont need t have careers or what so ever can? Its your daughter/son/friend/boyf/girlf/bestf/closef. Its really not my influency. Try asking them from where or what or who they've been influencing. Stop judging me. If you think, I might be th 3rd party t het influence, better off tell your daughter/son/friend/boyf/girlf/closef, dont mix w me or better of dont contact me. Simple as that, people. And, stop controlling when they have th rights. Grow up. People change not bcox of influency. They changed bcox they knew, they get sick & tired of being like this. Have parents knew about teenagers life? I doubt so. Yes, its true, mak bapak kiter makan garam sebelom kiter, tapy, fikir ah, diorg pon nk kebebasan. Like I said since th beginning, people change. So, its all up t you t choose. Think wisely. Im not saying Im bad or good, Im saying th fact & I've been through all.


And, I hate seeing people controlling. Whats th point going home early & in th end, they went around t other places such as, void decks, fast food, beach & etc? Its better off telling th truth right? Im not saying nor teaching th bad stuff, but, its fo your own good. Search th world now, rather than when you're old, you find th world weird. So, its your choice. I've done my say. Overall, Im disappointed.

Drop th topic

Guess what? I've just received my bill & wtf! It was more than 100 bucks okeh! Macam sial kan? Ako tawu! But, luckily, I have some duit raye which I did not touch, I gave some t mother. HAHAHA! Good or what?!

Did I tell you that, weeks later t come, Im all tight? Yes, indeed. Im all tight, bby! So, please, stop pestering me t meet you guys or what. Wait till I text or call, then we can meet :D Evil huh? So?!

Was out w my cliques & they simply rocks my bra okeh! HAHAHA! I love them t bits & Adnan was there t cheer me up! Oh thanks bro! Sungguh sayang ko! Ingat pasal taik tao! AHAHHAHA :D

I cant wait fo next month !!! Sumo, its you & me! And sweetheart too, knows about it :D Vehicles? School? Sending us & fetching us? Coool or whaaaaaaaaaat ?! Argh!! Im all excited about it!

9 Nov


Messaging sumo till now & he seems pretty sad which idk why):



Anws, was on th phone w sweetheart just now & she was pretty happy after hearing my voice b'cox I know, she miss me like fcuk! Lalas ~Admit lah asshole! Oh, sumo was saying this 'You & your sweetheart lovers pa? HAHAHHA!' I replied & I said 'Hahaha! Hidup mati lovers sweethearts!' Cool or what?



Otp w Arep & I told my problems since he knew I cant keep secrets. So, I did by telling him I was irritated by someone due t personal problems. So, he advised me & was told t cool down in certain issues. Thanks eh, kawan!



Went t Jurong w sumo t meet his friend, Eddieyanto (Agaknyerh tulah name de) It was fun lah. Eddieyanto was a kaki gerek friend & nice meeting him. Altho it was a far journey, but, it was fun. Beeeeeeeeest siol !



Met up w th rest @ Sgkg & they spoilt everyth up except fo sister. Ader jek nak jumpe diorg! Haha, but no matter what, they put a smile on my face. Love them t bits.



Someone told me that my behaviour was suckish nowadays. And, I knew it wasnt th best t hear that fcuking news but somehow I take it as if, theres noth. So, yup! Telling me th truth w no actions was th bad idea afterall. Keep it up, boy! HAHAHA :D



Pictures has been uploaded in my phone but Im pretty lazy t post it here. So, I suggest, I upload it once I feel like it. So, goooooooooooood luck readers! Entry without pictures seems boring huh? I know, I'll upload it as soon as possible!



Oh, sumo has been telling me t sleep since just now, I slept during our chilling moments. So, let me sleep then!


10 Nov -

Oh, was planning w sya t come over @ my place since we're kind of bored, so yup. And fcuk, she wake up called me & again, fcuk, she heard my voice. My *insert sentence* voice. Oh thanks eh! So, it took her raftly 10-25 mins t wake up call me. Hahaa, long or what siak? Thanks t th rain, I dont feel like waking up but have t. HAHAHAHA :D

Cousin bro was texting me just now & asked me out. Kind of lazy but somehow, it gets bored later @ home, so, we shall see lah kan.

And, Im craving fo sugarcane drinks. And, I've yet long t wait fo my nasi minyak since last week? But, its okeh its alright. Haha, all I want were just sugarcane drinks :D

I cant wait fo Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday :D And, I've just realised that Im fully book. Oh my.. I'll tell 'ya once Im done w those events. And, end of th month & next month :D So, reserve & book a date fo me if you insist of goiing out w me(:


Okeh, enough about that. I wna enjoy surfing net lah. Okeh toodles! Oh-oh, I miss SUMMMMMMO badly):

Thanks fo being w me fo 2 days straight & thanks alot, sumo(:

1. Do you have secrets?
True

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Nope, older will do(:

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yup, if my friends are th kaki gereks

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Give t parents, charity, overseas study & shopping

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Yup, it all depends on how th situation is

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
1)Blow me a kiss
2)Right here waiting
3) Stay my baby
4)Angel
5)Energy
6)Aku masih sayang
7)Yesterday
8)Karma
9)Fall
10)I wanted you
11)Superhuman
12)Crush
13)
14)
15)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on & still treat him as a friend

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
HAHA ! Find out yourself

10. What makes you angry?
Keeping secrets & jump into conclusions

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Wearing a wedding gown

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Him, sweetheart, friends & family

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Being loved by someone you loved & treasure it

14. Single or attached? If attached, who?
Single but inlove

15. What is your favourite colour?
Red, black, white & brown

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Only certain circumstances

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I've been through, so, I'll probably take who made me happy without fail

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Yup, but must a valid reason

19. What do you really want now?
Shopping. perm my hair again, meet cliques

20. 5 people I have tagged
-Sweetheart
-Huhu
-Ardila
-Darling
-Anyone laaah :D


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NO MORE SURVEY, please! I've been thinking very hard lately & I 've made my decision, like finaaaaaally. So, yup, I've made up my mind. I miss my grrls alot but I have t understand that some were busily working or finding job. So, its okeh. No matter what, I can depend on my sweetheart & other cliques; you know who you are, edierts! Prom is another less than a week! Oh, I cant wait fo it! Date date date! :D

Saw my twinny, Annie together w her cliques. Thot of shouting her name, but somehow, she were enjoying herself, so its okeh(: And, babe you walked pass me with my other 3 bbygrrls.

Lately, I've been going home late. Mother were nagging @ me but being an understanding mother, she knew I need space t enjoy while few months back I've busily studying or helping out housechores, so yup! I must try staying @ home fo 1 week doing noth except housechores. Omg, what will happen t me in future? Housewife? HAHAHAHA, good or what siol?

Did I tell you sweetheart bought fo me Tweety Bird's perfume? Yup, she did bought fo me & its meant fo our 1 year plus friendship. Thanks, love! I do love th perfume especially theres tweety bird. HAHAHAHA !

My handphone has been lagging lately due t 200 plus pictures which I have been taking few days back. Rbaaaak kan? I know lah ~

Oh, someone has been asking t other party about who is mr sumo/mr beast. FYI, he is just my teman mesra KU. So, yup. No more asking, babies!

Good news, next month will be our N-Level Result and Im pretty looking forward fo my result altho I know I done quite carelessly. And th bad news is, I'll be away within 2 weeks. So yup! Do miss me, fcukers~!

Okeh2, I done w my entry. So, dah2, blaaah ah korg. Btw, hate tag is simply not my fcuking type siol. -_-"

I do th reply, my blog my say, ediert PATHETIC morons ASSHOLE fcukers. Dah lah, blah ah !

To passerby: Go write your real name lah. HAHAHHA ! Irritating or what? And, please lah kow tak suker ako, ko diam2 kan diri. Tkyah lah nk blng satu S'pore pasal ako. Or better, tell th whole world about me including th moon, th sun & th stars. Or better still, idea baik punye, tell th whole universe, okeh? Okeeeh go. Call me whatever you want, bcox, it doesnt concern me anw. Ade pergi ade balik, that what people kept telling ah. So, btw, thanks lah kan tag ako punye blog. Terime kasih terlalu bnyk smpi ko benci ako. HAHAHAHA :D











My days has been wisely spend. Thanks sunshines!

Mr Beast aka Sumo, has been worrying about me few days back & somehow he knew Im sick. So, he forced me without fail just t eat medicine. Altho his naggings were kinda irritating t me, but still, I eat okeh. Itupon siket jek! Hahaha.
-_-"

Mr Ex Boyf, Thanks fo making me smiles & concern t me & Thanks fo accompany me one whole day by giving full attention when Im sick(: But never will we be together.


Days has been spent quite wisely. Together w family & friends. Mom has been nagging @ me as I've been going home late which is around 2-5am while people were sleeping, so now, Im sick, I gta rot @ home & make fully gooood w it. Whatever keh?

Sunday, went t Sentosa w family included Sweetheart altho its kinda last minute lah, since I got tickets fo FAMILY DAY. Oh, th weather were superb hot okeh!!! We spent time wisely I shall say. She's been telling mother that Im sucha lazy bum t do this & that. Indeed, I am ~ Haha! And, theres one part, Im too tired. She dint let me rest/sleep. Thaaaaaaaaanks ehk! Ol she want was my accompany! Idiot! Hahaha! But nevertheless, I love her okeh? It was fun having her as my accompany(:



I know, you've been nice t me all this while, but please, I need timeout fo everyh. I dont wish t have you as my soul mate fo now. Yes, indeed Im risking myself but, this is called life. Parts & parcel, I will get on top. Im sure, you will get on top too. And, again, thanks fo everyth.

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