Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 12:18 PM
Im happy like ass.
Just had a lil conversation w Beh-loh-ve & Daniel (made a new friend). And yes, we conference & Im proud of my babyboys. Both of them were talking non stop as if, both of them knew each otha years ago. So, they came out alot of topic. I mean ALOT, such as how we knew each other, some introductions about us, jobs, salary & etc. Its damn alot till, I smile while hearing them talking. So, love put down th phone 1st as he needs to accompany Paktam to idk what shit. So, both me & Daniel talks non stop till love reminded me that Daniel needs to go to school th next day. Thanks fo th reminder, lil pig! :D
So, put down & here I am still texting love :D
I miss Nur Syahadah like fcuk ass. Ass her, dont wna meet me. I felt sad that Shahril has been contaminated. And my flu is getting annoying. Not forgetting my sorethroat. Kept coughing non smoke. ): I miss school, but I guess I have skip it due to both flu & sorethroat. Sighs ):
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, I craving fo ice cream.
Im ready to set you free, 29th.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 9:58 AM
Ah sorry fellow readers. I totally fergot to update about Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday. So, here's th update, aite?
Friday
Alot of people visited me on that day as I was sick like terribly sick.
Macam orang mmpos ade ah ~ So there were Shahril, Nazri Cousin & Beh-low-ve. These 3 guys made my day macam orang gile. Shahril bestie bought 3 porridge as both sist were still sick but can see some of th symptoms are oke but as fo me, I really had to eat to make my stomach full & to release some of my illness go away. Then came Nazri. He kept pestering me to buy stupid stuff but sorry, I cant. So, he talk'd to me like its been ages we met. HAHA! Macam orang kiasu -.-"
Next were Beh-low-ve. He w his bag pack & his work uniform. Superb cute lah, like lil boy. Th guys talked macam da brape tahun taq jumpe gtuk but overall they made my day! Thanks fo visiting aite?
But Im pretty scared @ that point of time. Reason fo being scared is that, I dont want any of them been contaminated by me. Im sick & pretty much scared they been contaminated. Takot jangkit oii ~
So, Shahril left early as he's tired from school. Left cousin & Beh-loh-ve. Beh-loh-ve drived cousin home @ ard 12 midnight. Beh-loh-ve overnight @ my house since th next day we're going out w my family to celebrate ibu & ayah anniversary @ Royal Hotel.
Saturday
Beh-loh-ve went to work 1st & as fo both me & eldest sist gotten ready to ransack daddy's warbdrobe. Finds him his smart kemamat clothes & bottoms, & finally we found it. Haha. Beh-loh-ve reached home & we quickly gotten ourselves ready. Wearing dresses, make-ups & heels were so troublesome but what to do, girls do have to doll fo ourselves to make us look good & pretty, right?
So, beh-loh-ve drive me & daddy to Boon Keng 1st as Beh-loh-ve needs to take things from his mama whereas both sist & her boyf (eldest sist) @ th other car. So, after Boon Keng, fetched ibu @ her workplace. So, 30 mins later, we str8 went to Royal Plaza but before that, I told both parents to blindfold themselves. It was hilarious! Both me & Beh-loh-ve were laughing all th way. So, upon reaching there, we blindfolded them & many eyes were on us! Malu okeh. Once reaching them, told them to un-blindfolded & can see ibu were shocked. Haha.
Gotten ourselves a seat & settled down. So, since many of us hungry we carousel-ing. Took alot of food like, Kebab, Sushi, Rice, Noodles, Chocolate Foundue, Chocolate cakes & etc. Were alot & we were bloated by then.
After that, we went to JB. Did shopping fo household & finally I bought myself 2 large crackers LAYS. HAHAHA, thanks boyf! Went Pandan City aftermath & had our window shopping & ate again. This time round, I couldnt finish my Mee Kway Teow. I had 2 Watermelon Juice. Super cheap & delicious.
After our 'supper', we decided to head home since its late & we're tired.
Sunday
Both me & Beh-loh-ve rot @ home. We had our quality time together. He made my day & i love you :D
Eldest sist, ibu & her boyf went KKH to visit lil cousin. But fo myself, I decided & plan to go th next day w Beh-loh-ve & Sweetheart since I miss sweetheart biggy time.
Monday
Met sweetheart @ Little India & off to KKH together w boyf of course! So, headed down & saw my aunties & uncles. Oh thanks my slipper we spoilt due to sweetheart stepped on it. Tsk~ Bwat malu pakai sticker. Ishk.
Aaaah, its long & lazy to update more further. Goodnight, lovelies!
Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 8:30 AM
I had fuuuuuuun w my pretty loves!
Thanks love & sweets fo th day.
Iloveyou
Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
I cried after remiscing th past. Showing th concern & love towards me was unpredictable! You were gone far far far away & I treasure you alot after you know that Im stuck w th condition 'losing my memory'. And never you shows your tantrums @ me. You were cool & steady altho we're having conflict. Thank You So Much fo everyth. Promises were just a lie, I shall say.Life wasnt great @ all. I've been quarantine & it'll took me 1-2 weeks. How long am I gna be like this? Thanks so much, Mr Fever, Ms Flu & Madam Sorethroat.
I fcuking miss Nur Syahadah Binte Tak Perlu Tawu. She has been away fo days seconds weeks months years, bedek ah years! And finally Monday which is later on, I can finally meet her together w beh-lov-we! Right, part of sajam rhuaku whye port? HAHA!
Oh, I just dropped by someone's shared account blog & really would like to congrats new lovebirds fo offically together. Its none other than BellArep! I was shocked & my tears was flowing as really amazed. I was so elated by then. Anws, congrats fo having exchange love! Dearest ex, do tc of her & no bully of her wors! Altho she small but she knew how to handle oke! All th beeeeeeeeeest :D
Love has went home & Im pretty much bored now. Gosh, but thank goodness his away bcox I can flirt w my tweety bird which Sweets gave me :D Haha, ily lah.
I rlly mad @ certain people. Does they know th meaning of sick in their small cells of brain? I merely fainted & I wasnt that well enough. I know they need th informations from me, & why doesnt they jote down th informations together too? Arent we th same groups? Helping one another? Im mad + really am no mood.
Its been weeks I dint touch that harmful sucker. Good job, EEEFA ELLIE!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 8:17 AM
School's indeed PATHETIC. Came to school fo 3 hours lesson & thats it. Walaowei ~ Early in th mawning was so sleepy but I cant sleep in th bus, as it is rather cold. So, headed to school per normal & luckily, Shahril bought fo me 2 mini box of sweets which I told him to buy. Thanks bro!
So, 1st lesson were POA. Quite oke w it, & did some catching up about cheque which I wasnt concentrating. Lawls! So, next & finally lesson were BEG. Shiok oii ~
After school went off to canteen to accompany Nana as she is hungry. So, after eating off home sweet home. Went Compass & had small conflicts w love, sorry. Bought 2 packets of porridge fo both sists. Then to lala land ~
These days was so shagged but, @ night, sugguh fresh. Taq perlu siak.
Currently revising fo BEO test which postpone 2mrw! Aaaaah, stress naq mampos.
Oke done w th post. Wna revise!
I still miss you though.
Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 9:00 AM
Lack of updates, my apology.
Thursday, went to school per normal as daddy sent me to school. Oh yea, I know kinda pampered but hell, Imma spoilt brat even love says so! School wasnt as fun though as every lesson held, Im get too bored or worst too distracted. Im just not in school mood nowadays. Projects & lots of project coming which made me much more focus instead of studying. Projects were oke this term & I can get stick to it.
Friday, was sucha bored.
Ayin went F1, Radz is sick, Mira & me were too lazy too hear those lectures & Shahril busy w his music or texting people up. Anws, after school headed to W'lands. Aftermath, met up w Sweetheart since its been ages we last met. Then, went to cousin's crib to do some touch up projects & print, but hell, it was so frustrated including myself as his printer doesnt work @ all. Ishk, left his house & all of us planned to go my hometown since they prefer my crib. So yeah.
BUT, before heading to my crib. Both cousin & bitch bullied me to buy that pathetic thing. WTH & thanks eyk ~ But nvm, once in a lifetime. So, went to Cozway to do some matters & took 161 home. So, Shahril meet us @ my crib.
Ard 8, left th house & enjoy. HAHAHA :D Shared some problems to them & was told about th msges which all of us received. Mangkok ~ So all of us get scared & reached home, all th way text them up. Lawls.
Saturday, last mint planned w bitch. Decided to watch fireworks @ Marina. Met Beh-low-ve @ off to Esplanade to have our late dinner & supper. Thanks fo th treat & finally I get to eat Satay, Sugarcane & Roti John Cheese :D Heaveeeen siol ah siol.
Sunday, went to Bugis w Lil Sist & Beh-low-ve. Met up w his cliques, Fitri Kecik, Nana & Fee. So, walk around & seperate ways. They went to Esplanade fo their drinks while, 3 of us headed to town. Noth excitement so back to Bugis & Finally, Lil Sist bought 2 dresses fo herself. GELOJOH! As fo th 2 of us, empty handed. Fo th 1st time in my life, i bring empty handed.
Aaaah, Im gna sleep pretty soon. School 2mrw & I;ve not yet prepare fo BEO test!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 9:37 AM
Sorry fo th previous post & Im sorry fo making you people worried especially AyinJade. Hahaha. Si mkck tebiat tuh. Hahaha!
Oke oke, lets start. School was sucha a hectic fo me! Menyumpah siao. Tuesday, had a hard time concentrating which idk why. But someth clash into my mind fo no reason & its about th past. Oke nvm, so stayed in school to accompany 2 jantan gebrat @ school just to play CS. Wth, then since im bored i text bby girl kite, AyinJade to meet up fo a shortwhile. Effing rhindu siao tuh jacko! Hahaha. Then, FirSponge called me up to slack w him. Then I agreed. Seperate ways w jacko ako tros zoom meet them.
So, after that, headed down to Clementi to my sweetheart gile ako. Menyumpah siak tuh tmpt, as its effing fcuking hot & my hair last warning eyk! Bad hair day soyal. Had a long talk to her & she was lame but still i love you lah gemok! HAHAHAHA :D
Inside th candy empire, luf called me up & both of us girls were laughing our ass off due to his laughing, like gorilla siak. HAHA. So, headed to Sengkang to slack so ask him to tag along. Was kecoh lah kite. But b4 that Sya accompany me to my house to change since Im all sweaty. So, while waiting fo luf, we laughed our ass off. She did her swine sneeze & add on to pig's voice. Alah, phm2 jek lah. Only Arep knows. Haha.
So, dah meet, kite lepak jap & off.
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Wednesday.
Early mawning raining heavily & I cant get out of th house. Thanks alot, ard 815 baru kuwa uma. Met sya & aisha @ Hougang Last cabin & off to school. I stopped @ S'goon to change mrt & off to school. Met w Shahril up since he's damn early as he thought class starts @ 8am instead of 9am. Pathetic but overall, school was oke fo me.
Finally had my mee tai bak @ banquet. Thank you love!
AND ...
FINALLY MY BBYGERL TURNS 16 ALREADY. ITS NONE OTHER THAN EKAHCHIRIO. iloveyou bby!
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 12:45 AM
Counting down th date. And I kept remiscing about it. Time flies very fast. How I wish, I could rewind back those times. I just couldnt believe it came from my mouth itself. And, wishing it could stop spouting those nonsense. Apologise doesnt make a difference because I know it never happen. Back to reality, not th past. I couldnt careless how people feels, all I think about myself. Being ego is what people said, but, I didnt manage to be myself again.
No one knows why Im into you badly, and I assume we break through it. I really have to go, go far away from people I treasure th most. But I cant. Why must I have to be like this, no one knows why even me.
Friends were there but it didnt complete completely. I felt horrible being this state. And, please give me hope once more.
'I cant stay like this' & it hurts me alot. Alot like I feel like putting an end in life. I know being strong is always I am but, this? All these is just fake, but can people accept me being a fake person? Giving good advises & putting them hope, but as fo me? Me myself cant accept those advises & hopes.
Sighs, what comes into me now? Now, I put myself a biggest problem, treatment I mean. Avoiding fo such a long tim & now, Im into this state. Thanks Efa fo putting yourself a major situation.
Can I give up, can I? Pretty please.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
Im bored & still have not yet bath. Both sisters is away to Batam fo their short holidays. Hope you guys bring back some souveneirs okeh! Do tc.
I wna watch fireworks but, friends sungguh buat ako binget. Ishk ~ Nvm then.
You changed to th worst & Im disappointed in you. What come over you? I believe someday you open up your heart & realised that all this while you were doing wrong deeds. Whatever obstacle you;re facing, Im here. I miss th old you & Im ashamed of th new you. Ps: Iloveyou
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 5:10 AM
Everyth is fine now & no bridges among us. Thank god.
Just now, mother caught me. Know why? Its bcox of I put my lighter inside my school skirt & gosh, I was searching fo it while Im busy playing lappy. Fcuk & she questioned me like alot, I tell you. So, people. A reminder, put your personal stuff somewhere that parents dont know.
Aaaah, my only lighter. Stupid.
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Just now, headed to AMK to meet a friend of mine fo 5 years & he accompanied me to visit my used to be neighbour whom in th past, she took great care of my siblings when parents werent around. So, yeah. She's old & she's sick. I know as she having high blood pressure, diabetes & asthma. Gosh, I assume she is 60+. Nenek, thank you fo take good care of me.
And not to forget, th letter. We, family told th hdb what we shifted house & we told our new address but somehow, it kept coming back. Kept sending out letters like household bills, uob & etc. See lah, it gets irritated.
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Reached home, vomit. Blood alil & headache coming back. Tell me that. I feel so weak but am still control it. Ah, nvm. Hoping I'll be better fo th next day. And, I wna watch fireworks. Anyone? Haha.
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Ayinjade, kiter rindu awak!
Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 12:35 AM
Oke, thanks so much fo sending me to school, dearest. Altho its a last min, but still you are th greatest! Hahaha. Iloveyou lah geng! And, thank you fo th kisses & hugs.
Oh, I felt so touched.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ~
Andriano.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 8:05 AM
People can never undestand when others are having problems.
What am I doing this? Its too painful to accept th fact but, Im putting an end to it. And, I've made my mind. Explain it clearly & I will be strong enough to face th reality.
I believe I strong, but this time, it never be):
You said you didnt want to see me hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 2:16 AM
Basically, Im getting annoyed & irritated by someone. Well, its been days & texting me & cliques regarding of going out. Asking me to plan & so forth. You knew if you are bored, texted me up saying about plan, I dont mind @ all. But, if everyday, its a no way fo me.
Wadya expect? Me all th time? Me too, needs some space. Why cant you people plan yourself? Scared I hate th place? Or dislikes it? No way, we're in a group & no matter what, we're all in this together.
You getting irritating, I assume.
Sighs*
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 3:45 AM
Today, it stated 1st July.
Everyth I lost. I lost my mind. I lost someone special. I lost my favourite boy. I lost everyth. I couldnt remember a thing even my own name. Favourite boy made me down. He made me so sad till I injured my head & now, I lost my mind. I couldnt even remember anyone except favourite boy. Getting over someone is very frustrated & till now, I cant get over someone special & favourite boy. Crying is th best thing I can do, but deep inside, Im still injured. Whats th point crying in th 1st place when you knew, you cant get over it? It saddens me alot & mean it, ALOT.
I couldnt control my tears & it agitated me alot. I need you badly & I dont care what th world means to me. I miss someone special, & its you, Emak. Favourite boy whom always there fo me outside world, but in between that, I wasnt w you, Arif.
Thanks so much fo everyth guys.
