Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 10:37 AM
So, I shall blog about us. Hella yes, lets talk about it. Missing th JUNKIES alot. We junk alot of bitchy stuff. I used to remember where I call Azura, Aisha, Hyper when I am w Sya, lil sist & Fiqah( lil friend) calling them just to say 'HANYA!', as we intimating Dilah up. We're bored thats why. Gosh .. I miss them alot. Here a lil summarise about each & everyone ..
Feeka: Th girl whom we always disturb without a stop. A girl whom is shy yet gerek. KAKY GEREK doh ~ Always kept her secrets but not promise. Matured as age but immatured by looks. Hella ya, thats life!
Sya: Whom feel as if she's an hip hop girl but tak laku. But overall she's cool. Never to smoke but when mixing, fuuuuh ~ Kepak bukak siol! An independant girl, shy (Always), fierce in voice but lembot on th outside. LOL!
Aisha: Primary school mate. A girl who looks decent yet, haty can curse curse curse. Loves to smile alot. Secrets is safe but fuuuuh ~ DAHSYAT SIOL KAKAK NI! *tongues out!*
Ct: Looks like sombong. She's cool too. Serious at times. DESCRIBE HER: LION dok!
Azura: Gna say alot about her. Same, primary school mate. Without her kecoh, th world seems quite. Met her, all she did was laugh laugh laugh. Fcuk you, bitch! Once she starts her laughing, everyone will laugh. Laughing machine huh!? Thou she may LOOK decent, she can be th most bitchy girl. HAHA! I love her when she laugh. TAKLEH ANGKAT SIOL BABE!
Diy: Teddy bear look!! Acted like a princess as she is slow and steady type. Needed to wait fo her th most 3 hours. See ~ Needs to be send & fetch. She never once a fussy type girla. PRINCESS VS CAMERAMAN. HAHAHA :D
ME : SPEECHLESS.
Shida: Twin in crimes. A minah but has th heart. MISS KOW CB!
Dilah: KECOH yet laser. Always over but she's cool. LASER MARMALADE! LOL!
Y'see, I miss them but hey, MARCH LETS MEET. AS USUAL.
So, wadya expect, cant wait on Sat. Finally, outing w close ones. Celebrated belated, advance, missing & loving each other. WOOOOOAH. Phototaking session, games, rounding, riding, bitchings, dance, sing & alot!! Gereeeeeeeeeek per!! :D
Work work work again.
Later, heading to Tanah Merah and yessa!! Shopping siol ah siol. :D
Sunday, need to search fo stylings :D
Monday, colleagues!! Open ceremony.
After weekdays, meet th clans. ITE MATES jom hurray!
@ 1:23 AM
Being a good friend is good to be heard. But losing a friend wasnt a good one thou. So, what I'm tryna say is, what a big deal to have a friend whom doesnt even listens to you neither wouldnt know what you're trying to say. Which is, doesnt know what is good nor bad. Hella no, I am not trying to put in a bad remark. I am just stating th fact.
I wont be mentioning name(s) here because I know, if I put names, things wasnt be a smooth one. So hella ya.
Babe, I know you too well & I know this is not th reason you're like this. Th only reason you becoming is, you did not know who to choose as a friend and you did not know what is th meaning of good and bad. Lemme ask you this. Who is th one holding you tight when you're down which means, you're sad? Who listens to your crap when you're bored? Who is there to massage you & till you fall asleep soundly when you're sick? Who is th one tolerating your nuisance act when you're being crazy? Who is my bitchy bitch when we're acting like a bitch? Who is th one when you got caught up w Mdm Rositah?
Hell no, I am not putting you under pressure, I am just stating th fact so you'll know what is th meaning Treasure Th One. Dont give me reasons 'I am stress', 'I miss boyf thats why Im like this'. Hella no no no. You're stress because of yourself. Lemme repeat this, Stress because of yourself. Im tryna advice you million of times but, since you still wna listen to yourself go ahead. Im not forcing you to listen to my advice because Im perfect. Fcuk shit no. Im advising you because I TREASURE YOU AS MY FRIEND. GEDDIT?! I LOVE YOU AS MY FRIEND, BITCH! Y'see babe, this is life goes. I know, lose one friend doesnt wont harm you. But try saying lose one family.. Will it harm you? Of course right? Friends = Family.
No matter how far you go, family is th one being there fo you. Think what we've been through. Those memories, will you be able to erase? Im fine. I am willing to let you go since you really want it that much. Like you said babe 'Hilang satu, ako taq pasal. Member mne mne boleh caryk'. See, if they can tolerate your typical nonsense, able to listen to your love stories, your whining & crying, your krazyness.
Label this : I love you because you're my bitch, sister (:
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 9:02 AM
I got free time now & definitely I will blog fo sure. So here goes..
So, am texting few days back was a short walk around at Compass w mother to take my pay. Walked w her then she wants to take personal letter at Sing Post. While waiting fo her, was texting love & Atika (jiwe ako). Then suddenly saw 2 of my junior, Ila & i forget her name. Both of them were smiling widely upon seeing me. I was stunned & speechless. Like 'wow! you guys remembered me!'. Ila saw me giving her shocked face look. Maaaaaaalu sia.
Off to Compass back & sent mom home since she is really sick. Out of th house, saw Dilah & Jasri under my void deck. Salam-ed & she followed me to Compass back to meet love & Sya. Dilly dally, had Subway fo our dinner & chilled at Starbucks since its my pay and promised them I'll treat them :D
Sya had her Green Tea Frap w Java chip while I had Java chip frap and double cheesecake. Told her my biggest secret and she was shocked. Ass you, quiet lah! Love & Sya kept disturbing me as my boobs is big. Wth! Macam toot kan mereka?
Then Dilah story tell us her life. All of us kept quiet because, we tryna help but we cant do anyth but WE DID ADVICE HER! Babe if you're reading this, chill alright. I knew its been hard on her lately but thats th least we can help.
I cant wait on 27th Feb & 6 March. Yayness sia ~ Love love.
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 9:10 AM
Great, Im having a lil headache right now!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 9:12 PM
First thing, I am fine alhandullilah. Second thing, fo those who says 'Be strong', thanks I am stronger than I used to be. Third, I appreciate those text sms alot.
Fo those who knew what is going on w me, keep it a seal alright? I feel so ashamed by yeah, again I need to accept th fact.
Dont worry people, I am fine now.
Morning, I saw few girls & a guy around th age of above 20 was smoking dilly dally, all of them were smoking (duh) and th smell of it really makes me feel like puking. I know I may sounds like as if I dont smoke or worst, dont even try to smoke but what, now I really cant stand th smell of it. It is just not my type now. Bottomline: I've quit.
Mahgrib now & I hate this feeling.
Nono, I am not saying I hate Mahgrib just that, when its about to dawn, had a small tiff w this guy. Not sure whats w him but just now, I received a call from a friend, Mad. He was asking about my life. Asking in a good way like, how am I doing & so forth. But this guy here seems pretty jealous because one of th sentence he asked is 'Do you want to meet me?'. It is very very COMMON because he is a friend of mine. I hate when I am on th phone w someone, another person interrupt. So rude.. Now, I am not in th mood. Seriously.
I miss my colleagues now. I miss work. I miss my working life.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 10:55 AM
I am pretty upset w someone. How could you believe your friend's word rather than mine? I am totally upset. And worst, Im heading some where later on. Indeed now, I am crying.
Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 3:44 AM
I am so so so so frustrated right now! I hate when people wanted or intend to meet, dint even bother to call or worst still, text me up. Still got th cheek to say 'I am otw to your place'. Wadda?! Tell me that. What if Im working? What if Im not at home or worst, Im outside w my friends?
Secondly, I hate people planning without telling me. Fo example, without me knowing, you planned & meet someone else instead of telling & meet me up. Frustrated enough? I hate telling to th cyberworld but so, its my property & I care my feelings because I am th one feeling like this..
Imagine.. You are suppose to meet someone which I call it 'A'. You need to meet A after your working hours and you kept yourself busy so that you're not bored. Suddenly, you received a text message from 'B' saying that 'B' is otw to your house since bored. So, without knowing you felt someth amiss. You called 'A' asking if 'B' did call 'A'.
'A' said yeah, so you asked why dint even tell & fcuk, 'A' gave th VERY lame excuse. Seriously. Th question is very very simple. 'Why dint you tell me in th 1st place?!'.. Gosh. Now, Im fcuking mad with these people!
I hate people making their own decision without asking me. Idiot pathetic morons!
Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 7:44 AM
Its 14th and obviously many couples are now celebrating it, Valentines Day. No, I dont celebrate it. To me, everyday is valentines day. My bad is such a great one @ first but after sometime, it is so horrible.
Let me ask you this. Do we need to smoke every single minute just to make you ease? Well, I know some people would definitely do that but hey, you're just wasting your energy/time just to make you cool down. I used smoke too, but th least I could do is control. I just dont understand why is it a must to smoke every single minute or worst, every butt you smoke th next second you'll smoke again.
I know its hard fo some people to quit but, hey its your life. You putting your life at risk. Dont you treasure your life at all? Nah, its just my thoughts so, dont blame me fo anyth alright.
Had a heart to heart conversation w Bella Roseli. Babe, chin up alright? I know he still loves you & whatever it takes, be strong. I know you can do this & I always believe in you. I love you, babe(:
Im craving fo Popeye now. Thou I dont eat fast food that much, but still I definitely would like to have this. I just started to cough but it seems to have a normal cough. Nvm, I shall drink lots of plenty of water by now. Great, mum just came back, and she bought fo me sugar cane drink fo me. Yummy!
Both sisters and Didi now are watching Santau th malay horror movie. Leaving me alone just to update my blog. Great one. Ah, I shall entertain myself now by texting and chatting w friends now.
Bye!
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 7:58 AM
Its 12 Feb now, yet I have to wish this girl who used to be my primary school bestfriend & best girlfriend, Nur Astiana Bte Mawan a very pleasant birthday. Study smart alright, bbygirl?
Work is such a hectic one! Great accompanion, laughters & companion too. Despite of years of age gap, still they're th best of all. Listening to their lives is such a wonderful story telling. Going to work w them is such a great one. Early morning, starts our lame jokes despite of not funny. Will be remembered alright?
Sudden thought, I've started missing school. Pre-school, Primary, Secondary & ITE days. I miss being a child. What a sudden thought man.. Nah, just keep reminiscing now. Such a regret working @ early age now. I should be schooling, gaining some knowledge by now, not th other way round. Insya'allah, once I collected some money, I shall further my studies. Amin.
Well, a very big apologise if I did hurt many of my close one especially th one who gave birth to me, Mother. If theres a way I could turn back th time, I would definitely do that. Sorry mom fo letting you down. I feel bad now.
Pay day will be coming up, what shall I get fo myself? Hmm.. Nah, dont think I'll be spending that money now. I shall collect many more of it & spent it wisely. Who knows, I will be ehem ehem. Chey, masok meminang. Kidding kay.
*Yawn*
I better bathe now & sleep afterwards. I promised my lil piggy of mine I'll be bathing. HAHA!
Oh, soon will Shahril's birthday. Happy 18th!
i miss this lil kid, danish alfiran muchly soon
